UHHH, YAH, 
WHERE'D WOULD I BE RIGHT NOW WITHOUT YOU.. PROBABLY... SOMEWHERE..
IM CHILLING ON THE BEACH WITH YELLOW, CRUISING FROM CALI TO TOFINO, KEEPING IT MELLOH, FOR DAYS, ROASTING MARSHMELLO'S ON THE FIRE, GETTING BLAZED, WE LIGHT UP THE SKY, WAS JUST DECEMBER NOW ITS SUMMER, I DON'T REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I GOT HIGH, TIME FLIES WHEN YOU SMOKING POT, I FOUND TRUTH EYE FOUND A LOT, LOST AND FOUND, BUT IM DRINKING SCOTCH, SIPPIN IM LEANING, IM LEAVING THIS DROUGHT, THINKING ABOUT YOU, SHOW ME WHAT YOU ABOUT, I CAN'T HEAR YUH ALL I HEAR IS SILENCE, SO JUST LET IT OUT, DROPPED OFF AT MY DOOR, NEVER KNEW I WOULD DOUBT, ALL THE THINGS WE'D BECOME, THE ENERGY, I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT, 

WELL, I KNOW I COUDLN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU, 
WISH I COULD FEEL YOU HERE BY MY SIDE
I'M SO LONELY NEXT TO YOUR COFFIN
KNOWING THAT YOU DON'T KNOW I FEEL THIS BAD, HMM
FUNNY HOW TIME CHANGES YOUR MIND
AND YOU WERE ONCE THE BEST THING I EVER HAD

WHEN WE'D GO FOR WALKS, YOU WERE MY BOULDER 
BUT THIS IS NOTHING NEW, MAYBE IM JUST SAD

YOU BROKE MY CHEST ITS TORN, YEAH YOU TORE IT OUT, NO BULLETPROOF VEST, I JUST SMOKE MY LOUD, KEEPING THA PEACE, GUARDED FROM BEYOND THE CLOUDS.. CAUSE,  ONE MOMENT YOU WERE HERE, NOW YOUR BEYOND THIS REALM, YOU'RE FORVER IN MY HEART, AND IM FOREVER IN YOURS, NO DOUBT, CLIMBING UP MOUNTAINS, SKIING DOWN POW, BLAZING LIKE I LION, FEARLESS LIKE CHOWDER, I GOT MOUNTAINS OF KUSH, THE MOUNTAINS ARE ON FIRE, SCORCHED LIKE A MOUNTAIN, NAPOLEAN PIZZA AND FOUNTAINS OF, WINE, BEEN DRUNK, LIKE TOO MANY TIMES, THE BRAIN CELLS REMAINING, ARE SCARCE LIKE WATER, IN THE NILE, THINK YOU A  SYMPTOM, BUT REALLY YOU A LIGHTER... 
TRIED TOO MANY TIMES, WASTED TOO MANY LIVES, I DON'T THINK IM HUMAN, NO LONGER ON EARTH, THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES, I COULDN'T REVERSE, THAT SHIT WAS THE WORST, YOU GAVE ME IT ALL, WISH I WASN'T HURT

Maybe I'm Just Sad

too many artists … but not enough art, 
smoke heavy in my lungs, blunts making me cough,

ketamine trip, just leave it in the dark, 
barking dogs, sailing through the fog,
whats in our hearts, no treasure,
that’s for sure,
the grim reaper doesn’t got shit, except a job, 
thorn crown, thorn cough, thorn life, thorn horse,
platinum earings, teeth diamonds, necklace, carrots, 
the signs all point to the same direction, 
concrete foundations built a mindset, 
breezing around in space, no misconception,
smoking on driftwood, staring at the ocean, that shits a blessing,
if i could forget the world, that shit would be heaven, 
elements were hectic and scattered, 
 opposite of choas, your hearts what kept me living 

apple pencil, apple vision, plus
 no faith in god, that’s my religion,  
sacred ceremonies alone, bottles of pinot,  
that’s a must
piled up inside my home, no need to import, 
what you could let go, its time to let go, 
open source, tends to be more secure, 
the ghosts keep staring through my walls, 
maple syrop and coffee, flowers on the porch,
trees keep getting scortched, fireflies are born,
no movement sitting in a chair,
on course for raging losses, 
got friends but they obnoxious, 
acetylene torch I solder the ocean, 
no amazon just order it to my doorstep, 
i don’t need you, can leave your offerings, 
the sun is glass and you’re an orphan, here
the sky i might turn into a dolphin, 
none of this shit is really important, 
your tears are made of life, and that’s a fortress, 
got more lost, then planted an orchard, 
got more blazed, and bumped dog fossil,

Dog fossil

im with hoochie , and we’re going camping, in pemberton

you lift me up, i pull you down,
i just wanna drown

just spit it out, be happy 
i don’t, got the time of day. 
to dream about, what life would be like, 
if it wasn’t grey, yellow is my homie 
keeping me warm, snuggling, fuck being poor 
i hear it gets cold, some would say its toasty, 
cardboard box, chicken coupes, riding in my coupe
i think i lost a lot, like there’s no roof, 
its all just visions, no you can’t lose, 
unless you decide, that’s what you wanna do, 
you can’t turn back time, 
don’t even try to pretend you’re clueless, 
we all gonna die, so just keep it movin, 

let my mind melt into the clouds, 
while i tie my noose, 
slaughtered a moose with my AR, 
cause fuck life, I am just feeling proud,  
no sand on this beach, just excuses, 
ill mow you down, if you try and tell me otherwise, 
I don’t need a reason to lie, if it was me and you, 
we’d be on some other vibe, 
but hey its cool,  I walk alone, im lone wolf,  
and you are noodle,  
there’s not a thing in the sky,  
that could refute me 
act like i give a damn, 
you just a turtle
really, just confusing you, 
think you really dope, 
 i call it truths, 
 hyper dimensional entity’s in the sky, 
 i bet you can’t see em, 
 and its all good
i healed my wounds, 

unleashed a lot a bullshit
up into the surface, 
whats the point, all this bullshit, 
skipping rocks over the moon, 
time is a lie, its just ethereal, 
 forever and ever, 
 jumped into a pool, 
keep getting better and better,  
wish i stayed in school,
 probably was a butterfly, in my past life
smoking on kush
probably was a butterfly, in my past life
smoking on kush  

whats the meaning of life, 
 there’s nothing negative, no please don’t fuck with my tribe, 
wish i did some things different
probably might’ve made something of my life, 
but im just a loser, 
 who can’t wait to die, waddup 
i just ate a banana with cream cheese  
cause im fried like a vegtable,

Just Spit It Out

dead flowers, puffin on sour, hotbox the whip with hoochie, 

I fell asleep, 
with your soul next to me,
i can still feel your spirit next to me, 
sometimes when i dream,  

thinking a little different, 
 about things, 
this world isn’t what it seems, 
jet fuel, can only melt steal beams, 
the towers collapsing, internally, 
fuck your energy, staring into the abyss, 
melting, gun by hip, 
lululemon, can’t design an outfit, 
yoga pants, so comfy like muffins, 
smoking up all this grass, 
you would think im a lawn mower, 
i don’t need a beach, 
i already got sand castles, 
no AC im baking up like i’m pasture-, eyes in, 
what you calling a threat, is just known as reluctance, 
i flew a kite by the grave yard, 
just to burn some time, 
i took a flight to heaven, 
acid tabs melting my mind, 
you think you on fire, but that’s the world, 
shits hurting, ain’t enough food here for all of us, 
snatching all the resources, heavy metals in the soil, 
they blacking out the sun, 
this shits already gone spoiled, 

there’s no returning from this pothole, 
only dead flowers where you’re going, 
fentanyl in my meth pipe, 
makes the sorrow dissipate for a moment, 
these people so fake, 
pretending to have a conversation before they block ya, 
only give a fuck about themselves, 
but can’t say much that’s just the culture, 
going nowhere, maybe like toyko, 
mazda 3 hatch don’t need no beemer, 
highly reliable got plugs for molly, 
these drugs are often sinister,
better cleanse your spirit before you endulge with them, 
burned too many trees now you’re just a ghost, 
drifting through space feeling remorseless, 
ketamine dreams, kidney’s made of stone, 
seventh generation soap, no palm olive that’s for sure, 
sitting under palm trees, drinking till i'm gone, 
forgetting all my memories, each time i take a shot
got more trees than BC forests, squamish is my home

I Fell Asleep 33w33YEYEYEYE  [music]

wasted inside my brain
another day floats by 
spring time 
think im ready to die 
but i don’t wanna say goodbye 

weather the storm 
weather whatever 
wherever you are  
you’re with me forever 

i don’t got much  
my flesh is made of swords
an ocean pit of darkness 
is where i was born
heaven is drifting away  
ghosts live in enchanted forests
foraging, think i lost my way 
appetite 
gonna disappear, 
off the map
dissipating, there’s no end in sight   

friends with the earth 
flowering, im vegetative
don’t step on all the glass 
evolve with patience 

sick of feeling trapped, 
where’s my medication 
1000 dead people inside my brain 
my minds in the clouds 
smoking pot for days 
weed is like a anti downer 
inhale a deep breath 
and download this information   

half baked empathogens  
my systems missing something critical 
perspective and reality 
is something biblical

New Light

im hurt and,
im headed down a dark road
the past is gone
and so is tomorrow
floating off them shrooms
they keepin me melloh 

lacing up kitty’s, like hello
razer motorolla my phone, i keep it retro
play the cards you’re dealt
jump into a puddle, of doubt
i light fire on fire
when i look at the sky, it melts
burning wires
missiles, approaching little children
zion is a joke
i used to have feelings
i stomped em out, cockroach 
fake ID to slip into bars
hardly criminal, 
loaded shots of vodka
we takin off,
boys don’t cry but we
still feel it all
still holding onto pipe dreams,
like fentanyl,
I got a girl thats,
so ethereal,
heaven sent
she keeps me warm,
even from a distance
I see her glow

my scars still bleeding out, startin to feel fed up
on the floor,
swimming with sharks
pharmaceutical wars,
just trying to heal my pain
i might just overdose / open doors
heaven be, my great withdrawal
blowing out clouds,
mind waters the soil
still dreaming loud
bleach in my nostrils
camel backs and slumps
ridges in Colardo
burnt so many bridges
only fly on blimps now
white swan black swan
grey swan, i popped a perc, 
yeah im too gone
flagon of beauty
you’re with its power
sunlight rituals
at the ferry terminal
detaching from my woes
i trust the oracle 
pluto hellfire, vampires
suicide flowers
green tea, sometimes im sour 
borderline divine
can’t steal my shrine
devour the wind
sobbing on your shoulder 
teardrops on the gravestone
blazing becoming bolder

ESKOR