bought this beat back in 2024 finally made a take im happy with

prod @lllovbug

yeah, yeah
i'm in a dilemma, yeah
you say i'm happy yeah
i'm like hell nah
i'm like hell nah

yeah
i hate the law
am i sad
i'm like yeah yeah
yeah yeah, huh huh
yeah

i've been stuck in my head recently
yeah i hate reality
i just feel so crappy
i'm the worst can't you see
i do everything for me
thinking what i could be
while i sit here and just plea

yeah
i hate my life, yeah
i'm a lowlife, yeah
i'm scared of the afterlife, yeah
any day i could die, yeah

i feel like i could cry, yeah
i don't wanna lie, yeah
i feel like i'm the bad guy
all i can do is comply

and i know that
that you love me
and i'm sorry
i'm so antsy

i didn't think that it'd be to this degree
every time i think death is all i see

death is all i see
god set me free
know what it could be
i'm a nobody, yeah

i feel so sick, yeah
i know it's a mess, yeah
god is so strict, yeah
sometimes i don't wanna exist, yeah

sometimes i don't wanna exist
i shot but i missed
i gotta keep persisting
this world is so twisted

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