I'm just sitting alone, on the ground, listening to this and don't know what to do..

The Alignment Pt. 2

Turning Tables illuminati Diemond

RiverKinn
"Vacancy"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land

Now i'm sinking underneath the weight of what I've made
Pull me down
I've never felt so far away
Take the way I felt about you with me to my grave
Never got to tell you all I meant to say to you
Again, I've lost my way
Inside my head
I'm alone, I guide myself
From door, to hallway floor, to bed

All I see is red
Blood red
Bitter lead
On my tongue dripping
Slipping, got me wishing I were dead
Lose my grip again
Tripping over what I never said
I've been hung up on this shit forever
Let me disconnect
Dialed me at three
Cus you know I can't sleep
To remind me that you need
Something that I can't be
Sick of trying to compete
Always lying through your teeth
Try to inhale, unforunately

I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVII

KISAMA

Vacancy

RiverKinn
"Situations"
Production by RiverKinn

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I'm sorry
For the things I've done to you
The situations that I've put you in
You shouldn't have been put into

Nothing resolved
But you never care
I'm running in place
I'm going nowhere
Is this a mistake
Or is it my fate
To be this way
My back to the wall
I wasn't prepared
Now this situation
Is up in the air
I'm losing my patience
Like I'm bout to break
I'm what you hate

Is this what I get just for learning to speak?
Losing my privacy, losing my sleep
Losing the patience I thought I could keep
Walking through fire and burning my feet for you
Wishing that I could be something you need
But you say that you've seen me succumb to the greed
Hate that I drink and the drugs and the weed
And you feel like my love is a fucking disease
But I never wanted advice
Too busy holding you down
When you wanted to fight
Too busy wondering why you were posed
With the shoulder you turned to me
Colder than ice
I'm frozen in place while you go where you like
Feel like you're holding me over the knife
Think about me when you're home in the night
And you're lonely and know that I'm right

I'm sorry
For the things I've done to you
The situations that I've put you in
You shouldn't have been put into

Nothing resolved
But you never care
I'm running in place
I'm going nowhere
Is this a mistake
Or is it my fate
To be this way
My back to the wall
I wasn't prepared
Now this situation
Is up in the air
I'm losing my patience
Like I'm bout to break
I'm what you hate
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Situations

RiverKinn
"Ungrateful"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)

Y'all seem to love to forget
Everything that I've done for you
What a regret
I used to think what I'd done would be met
With abundance of love and respect
But what do I get?
In place of appreciation
I've been paid with your hate and neglect
Taking a rest
Cus I've been carrying you fairweathers
And it's breaking my neck
I'll fuck up a check
Forget the promises I kept
I'm on the cliff and I'm taking a step
I followed advice I was meant to reject
That could be the reason that I'm feeling distressed
Always conditions that need to be met
Hate that I'm hearing you speak in my head
But it's hard to believe that your secrets are kept
When you tell them to people who leave you for dead

You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

TTDemo

Ungrateful

RiverKinn
"Alone"
Produced by Fourfing

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: https://bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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How can I kill the sorrow
That I feel consume me now?
I know I've been so hollow
Ever since you threw me out
Will I see tomorrow?
Without you here I have my doubts
The hardest pill to swallow
How it sticks in my throat

I think of you as I choke

I've been wanting to say these things to you for so long
I've been dying
Only to see your face when you remember what you did to me
So long ago
And still I feel the same you know
I'd kill myself to hold you close
Just one more time
Then be alone
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@riverkinn
@fourfing

Play Dead MMXVIII

The Fox With Cloven Hooves

Alone (prod. Fourfing)

RiverKinn
"Uncertain"
Instruments & Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: https://bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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I sit alone inside my hotel
Don't hear a sound in my room
Turn off the lights and lay awake in the dark
Just waiting to hear from you

I can't hold my breath any longer
I might just die if I do
My patience should have been stronger
But now I'm feeling consumed

Let me go
I've never been yours
I've never belonged here
I'm so sure
Don't know anymore
Was I always wrong?
Dear valentine, I'm sorry

I sit alone inside my hotel
Don't hear a sound in my room
Turn off the lights and lay awake in the dark
Just waiting to hear from you

I can't hold my breath any longer
I might just die if I do
My patience should have been stronger
But now I'm feeling consumed

Let me go
I've never been yours
I've never belonged here
I'm so sure
Don't know anymore
Was I always wrong?
Dear valentine, I'm sorry

Let me go
Let me go
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Uncertain

RiverKinn
"Dissolved"
Instruments & Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: https://bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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You don't want me no more
Giving up on me constantly
I see it's over
Through with you
Leave me alone
Checking up on me
Trying to see me clean and sober

Why in the fuck do you care?
Think of when you wasn't there
Exhausted from all of your shit
I'm tired but I never quit
You never knew how to share
Why should I give you a chair?
Say that you love me again
But where in the fuck have you been?

Fuck that
I don't really rock with that kind of behaviour
Seek no saviour
Put it on ice 'fore I put it on paper
Cut back
Not a lot of problems get solved with a razor
Breathing vapors
Better think twice 'fore I see it all
Fade away

Fade away
Fade away
Fade away
Fade away
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Dissolved

RiverKinn
"Dishonest"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: https://bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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Everything is alright
Yeah, everything will be just fine
Everything is alright
But everything you say is a lie
Everything is alright
Yeah, everything will be just fine
You say everything is alright
But everything you say is a lie

Don't breathe
Cold feet
I've been broke now for a week
That's me
No sleep
No peace, no chain, no gold teeth
Won't sleep
Head back with the nosebleed
No lean
Don't need no codeine
Sick of listening to everybody always
Talking 'bout the past and asking
What happened to the old me?

But you wasn't around then
I remember every one of my friends
Pushing me to the ground when
I thought you'd always come to my defense
I don't hear a sound
Whenever I'm calling
You always kick me when I'm down
I should have bet it
I knew I'd be bound to regret it
But she said that

Everything is alright
Yeah, everything will be just fine
Everything is alright
But everything you say is a lie
Everything is alright
Yeah, everything will be just fine
You say everything is alright
But everything you say is a lie
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Dishonest

RiverKinn
"Kenophobic"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: https://bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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Climbing out the grave
Tired of feeling like I'm a slave
But to a preacher I'm the reaper
When I'm holding the blade
I find the confidence within me
And I hope it'll stay
But to be honest with you
I can feel it starting to fade
And lately I've been contemplating
'Bout the way that I'll be done in
If it's suicide
I won't have to see the repercussions
Staring in the mirror
Thinking, "what am I becoming?"
I couldn't hide from it
So I'm running

Running out of time
I left it all behind
In hopes to save my soul
Was it myself I'd find?
Did you predict my fall?
Do I deserve to die?
Enough to lose it all?
My emptiness inside

My emptiness inside
My emptiness inside
My emptiness inside
My emptiness inside

Running out of time
I left it all behind
In hopes to save my soul
Was it myself I'd find?
Did you predict my fall?
Do I deserve to die?
Enough to lose it all?
My emptiness inside
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Kenophobic

RiverKinn
"Again"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: https://bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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I've risen from the depths
I wish I could forget
The way you made me shed
My tears, my blood and sweat
I just cannot accept
You meant the things you said
Left me with my regret
I wish that I were dead

I feel it coming again
Oh
You think it's all in my head
Oh
Don't want to hear it again
Oh
Again and again

I try so hard to get
To you through your defense
You said we could be friends
But you won't let me in
You just don't understand
How much to me you meant
Too torn for me to mend
I know you just pretend

I feel it coming again
Oh
You think it's all in my head
Oh
Don't want to hear it again
Oh
Again and againI feel it coming again
Oh
You think it's all in my head
Oh
Don't want to hear it again
Oh
Again and again
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Again

instruments by Joei Razook 

Produced and mixed by RiverKinn

TRUST NONE/LOVE LOST (prod. Joei Razook & Riverkinn)

"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

Dishonest

RiverKinn

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