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https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

push the curtains back my skin starts to unravel
It’s not like ill fucking be missed
take some pills and enter bliss
where fogged walls cloak everything and my bed is the abyss

back then I was trapped in hell 
and I couldn’t fucking tell what was real and what was fake
yeah I thought you were my friend, guess the drugs got the better of you
I had to let  you go I had to leave

you were fucking like a brother to me
we watch the wolves in the woodwork chase after the pieces of my soul
face first hit the concrete 
my eyes snap open just another nightmare will I wake again
just to find reality isn’t really like fucking hell is this a joke
this is not fucking funny anymore

Every day this lifeline gets a little thinner
hold on yeah just wait a minute throwing up what’s left of dinner
sick of fucking feeling but that is not what I want
I just want to say that I am happy

trauma leaks from those red eyes
if you cant understand would you grab my arm and drag me out alive
fogged up your just a dead mind
yeah dissociated at fucking best 

I feel like I am crawling out of lab x 16
poltigiest controlling me with memoroies
im in the old woods by the doctors’ house
feel like im out of control can you look into my eyes and say that you remember me

The One You Hate

someone stranger

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Lyrics

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Chilling outside a friend's house in the rain
Graffiti walls always stained with my name
In the overgrowth under the train tracks 
Were running from grey skies that blemish the pain

Circulation is running low all in my brain
Can't tell what's left from right as my vision fades
Waking up in a new place new face
Don't recognize a fucking thing I think the drugs ruptured my veins

Cus im running down Bradbury street
I thought if I kept running maybe the fog would clear and I would be fine
Cus you see depression doesn't work that way we numb the pain
With alcohol and drugs or anything that will fit in our veins

Another night another day wasted to my sleep, yeah but
I don't give a fuck cus then I don't control just how I think
Its easier to get lost in your dreams than deal with something  real
So if you wanna fucking talk then find me in a place where I don't exist

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

I'm on the edge
Living like I'm bouta fall
Head first, last looks up at shining stars

Thoughts sprinting through my brain like Usain go bolt
Fuck around ain't listen to talks, cuz they kinda dark

Why they fucking they judging me like they know what I've done
They see  tattoos and gold teeth and not the soul I got
What the fuck they want from me they looking in disgust
All these fucking exes but aint ever meet a family bruh

I gotta run lately
Light up from the blunt save me
Sprinting from my fucking past I know I gotta numb daily

Love a setting sun baby
Night is when I run, from these
Demons in my fucking brain that laughing at my dreams hating

Ima chase a fucking dream till the day I die
Thassa fucking fact put that on my fucking brothers lives
Boy I aint about all this pussy shit I see around
Keep it fucking real, unless I'm manic then I crumble down

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Crumbling

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Crumbling

Lyrics

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know 
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everything is fake 
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make
I been constantly on Go Mode, got no time for breaks
killing time to ease my mind on my grind stay away
from the gallows in my bedroom I think it's time I go
sick of lies cutting ties with every person that I know

this ain't what you want to be I promise that it's true
I've seen people dead and on their lips a desperate shade of blue
please just tell me what you want from me I don't know what to do 
you wanted honesty well honestly I'm tired of the truth
bitch I get it on a roll no hoe shit
I just bought a nine and shawty wanna hold it
told her crush it on the dash to the windpipe 
in your dreams I can show you what my life like
well I'm a menace to society they told me
you got fucking problems you should solve it baby hold me
I don't want to deal with all the pressure Iv'e been given 
I don't know if I can take it why won't anybody listen
when I'm dead and gone 
please move along 
no sense at all to wait for me
no life at all, I don't recall 
that you cared at all, to stay for me 

"Revy where your head go?" I don't fucking know!
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everyone is fake
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make

they said Revy "where your head go?" I don't fucking know 
think I lost it I been nauseous I been hoping that I blow
I can't take it anymore I feel like everything is fake 
but they fuck with what I'm doing all this music that I make
I been constantly on Go Mode, got no time for breaks
killing time to ease my mind on my grind stay away
from the gallows in my bedroom I think it's time I go
sick of lies cutting ties with every person that I know
when I'm dead and gone 
please move along 
no sense at all to wait for me
no life at all, I don't recall 
that you cared at all, to stay for me

desperate shade of blue (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

RiverKinn
"Night Vision"
Featuring SpaceMan Zack
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
Bad vibes I can't shake
Bad things, swear these all you ever say
And I try but I can't take it
'Cause you hurt me every day
Bringing the pain
I think I hate you
Never the same, never the same
And I wanna blame you
Look in my face
Deal with the shame, yeah
You were the break
I was the bait
Demons, no angels

RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
You wanted me to build a castle
Just so you could tear it down
Love the way you say I'm nothing
I'm addicted to the sound
I've been getting fucked up
So I don't fuck around
And call your ass back, baby
You can't see me now

RiverKinn & SpaceMan Zack:
Black ice, night vision
Yeah
Black ice, night vision
Black ice, night vision
Black ice night-
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@riverkinn
@spacemanzack

Play Dead MMXXII

Night Vision (feat. SpaceMan Zack)

Prod. Sixthells

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

I swear to god I can’t relate to what they say or what they do
Pockets full of fucking money when I walk inside the room
They just tell me
why you scared hoe
What you got to lose
Keep on pushing ‘til you dead cold
Don’t act a fucking fool

I swear the nights are getting cold
Feel the ice touch on my soul
I been frozen for some weeks
I can’t move I can’t sleep
Stop the time
Let’s rewind
I been feening for a while
Can we just go back and die

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away
I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

Snow Crows

snow crows

An Era

Official Music Video: https://youtu.be/4Tp5bL88tUE

in my darkest of days. 
Written, Produced, Mixed/Mastered by Elijah Heaps
Cover Photo by @prodneomada

Lyrics:
i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

ive been dreaming of the coast
white snow
life and death are what you make it
i know
took a couple from the sheet
i thought
this could not happen to me
my god

ive been trugding the seas
but now im on my knees for you
i love your company
girl can you take my mind off of everything

i been feeling like a joke
so low
you cant see me im a ghost
i know
ive been down here at my lows
my lows
i got nowhere else to go
to go

now im leaving from my home
my home
i got nowhere else to go
to go
now im running from my home
i have nowhere else to go
so cold

NowhereElseToGo (prod. Elijah Heaps)

Agony Ft. RiverKinn (Prod. RiverKinn)

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helpless (kiryano + candymane)

RiverKinn & Joei Razook
"Ways"
Produced by Joei Razook

DEAD LEAVES 3
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Joei Razook:
(Yeah, let that bitch run)

Never knew, never knew
Can't forgive
What you did to me
Wish you did
Put me down softly
Caught myself tripping
I've been lost in my ways
Never knew, never knew
Can't forgive
What you did to me
Wish you did
Put me down softly
Caught myself tripping
I've been lost in my ways

RiverKinn:
I've been lost so long
Trying to find me a way out
When it all goes wrong
And I try not to break down
But is it what I deserve?
I'm crawling through the dirt
You treat me like your second cigarette
You put me out upon the curb
I try to make a point
But you don't want to hear a word
I never knew that you would cut me off at every turn

How are you so fit to judge me?
Now I don't believe you love me anymore
(You cut me off)

Joei Razook:
(Never knew, never knew)
(Never knew, never knew)

Never knew, never knew
Can't forgive
What you did to me
Wish you did
Put me down softly
Caught myself tripping
I've been lost in my ways

(Never knew, never knew)
(Never knew, never knew)
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@riverkinn
@razook

PLAY DEAD MMXX

Dead Leaves 3

RiverKinn & Joei Razook - Ways

"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

RiverKinn & Joei Razook - Ways

RiverKinn

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