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RiverKinn
"Railroad"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

You lit a fire inside
You made me come to life
But now I feel it getting tough to fight
I'm on the night train
Light rain
Tryna get my mind in the right frame
I never do nothing right
We barely speaking now
You always beat me down
Like I ain't someone that you need around
You wanna reap the benefits and leave me out
While my garden growing seeds of doubt

So, there's something missing
No, you never listen
I cope with my condition
I hope for something different
I know it's my decision
I don't want to admit it
I'm broke, you see me slip in
The hole that I've been digging
I'm falling
Really think I need to quit stalling
Waiting by the phone when I know you ain't calling
Crawling
Tryna climb out from beneath the ice
But know the ground ain't thawing

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that

Leave me on the railroad tracks
With my hands tied behind my back
I don't want to see it coming
I know there's really nothing
I could even try to change about that
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Railroad

RiverKinn
"Heated"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Yeah, I want it
But I don't need it
And now at times
I wish the memories could be deleted
I think about the way
You left me feeling so defeated
You're just another bad decision
That I keep repeating
It's got me heated
Like I'ma be the one to keep the fire stoked
Got some issues
But my condition was never diagnosed
Try and cope
Refocus my vision to kaleidoscope
Only know a few that treated me the same
When I was broke

The lack of signal had me disconnected
I'll admit that most my energy was misdirected
I couldn't take responsibility or see the blessing
Now I recognize that it was only my perspective
In the mirror I respect the man I see reflected
Took the weight up off my back and now I'm decompressing
Always begging for a sign but never heed a message
No insurance on my life, I had to repossess it

I've been under the impression
You still think about me
But I don't have any reason
To believe assumptions
I've spent hours in confession
What a waste of effort
Guilt of a criminal
I gave it all and escaped with nothing

I've been under the impression
You still think about me
But I don't have any reason
To believe assumptions
I've spent hours in confession
What a waste of effort
Guilt of a criminal
I gave it all and escaped with nothing
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Heated

This is the fist song release off my upcoming album. Enjoy.

Dear Ghost

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
(prod. dercept and malloy)

Lyrics:

Take a look inside we are not the same
If I hold my tongue I'll go insane
Man I pray to God that I find my way,
Find my way yeah I'll find my
Look into the past it's been killing me
All the time but I cannot forget
Your face that night before you left
Me broken... I'm broken

Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Yeah it's killing me in silence
I could speak up but I'd rather stay quiet
Why is, everything a problem with me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Cause its killing me in silence
Yeah it's killing me in silence
Yeah you're killing me in silence
Said you're killing me in silence
Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be

killing me in silence

killing me in silence (prod. dercept x malloy)

RiverKinn
"Shame"
Produced by RiverKinn

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When will it end?
This dark cloud that follows me
And won't relent
I'm discouraged by
Another failed attempt
At making good on promises
I should've kept
And every crack on which I've stepped

Did it break my mother's back
To know I've contemplated that?
The only option when I feel
I can't be saved
I'm too broke to see a doctor
I still haven't met my daughter
I can't recognize the monster I became

Oh, what a shame
Oh, what a shame
That's what they'll say
The day I've had enough and
Just can't take this pain
Oh, what a shame

Oh, what a shame
Oh, what a shame
Feel like I'm going insane
Nothing to gain, yeah
No one to blame
I couldn't cope with the pain
Thought I had it all
But then I saw it all go down the drain
I've spent all this time
Alone inside my brain
I've been a prisoner of my loneliness
Always
I did it to myself again
I guess I won't change

(When will it end?)

Oh, what a shame
Oh, what a shame
That's what they'll say
The day I've had enough and
Just can't take this pain
Oh, what a shame

Oh, what a shame

(When will it end?)
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXXIII

Shame

https://soundcloud.com/xorochii
prod soprettyanxiety

Knock Knock

[Music Video ↓]

$LOTHBOI x Xorochi - Knock Knock

RiverKinn
"Asthma"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

Thank you for 500k ♡

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest

I smile while you ripping it out
Get the blood drip taste
What I spit in your mouth
Why I should I worry where I'm headed
When I'm six in the ground?
I've been relatives with the devil
Even lived in his house
But was I singled out?
Yeah, it really seems apparent when I think about it
Maybe I was meant to earn the merit
Feeling so disparaged
Got me tearing out my hair again
I'm cursing and I'm swearing
Get the fuck out my head

My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

OFFICIAL VISUAL

Asthma

i couldn't fucking take it
i couldn't stop the shaking
everywhere we go, 
it just ends with me loosing self control

you know that you haunt me
i see their watching
everyday its like
i'm that vermin that you have come to love

from your limbs hung delicate shy
watching hell fall on my half open eyes
i'm lost in the words you called lust
empathy, reject me, now i fear to never trust

i'm the guilty, the victim the lover, the sickness
death come visit me and let me relive this
saying how a soul isn't really that deep
waking from another death in my dreams

manic bipolar, more like how to be a fuck up disorder
imagine being normal? fucked up on md i know that you hate me
making out with her so that you know you can blame me
theirs no special place for you down there

if there is a hell then i'll make you fucking join me
drag you by the throat and say your coming here shortly

three of us, in the backroom back there
everything changed on that day when you overdosed
everything wasn't the same in a comatose
why didn't you say goodbye when you left us

could have changed you then,
I didn't, I guess its still my fault in the end

I left you there to die again,
left you there to lie again
I had to leave because I thought I was gonna die again, lie again
I left you there to die again

yeah, i'm sorry.

I couldn't fucking take it
I couldn't stop the shaking
everywhere we go, 
it just ends with me loosing self control

you know that you haunt me
I see their watching
everyday its like
I'm that vermin that you have come to love

die again

RiverKinn & Jesssdirt
"Cutting Off My Senses"
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
Cutting off my senses
You render me defenseless
Always so relentless
And do act so pretentious
You create a great divide
Between us when you tell your lies
I'm broken from this tension

JESS:
All the shit you promised me
Was a lie
Took all this time for me to
Realize
Made a fool of myself, take
My advice
Never trust someone
That won't apologize
Go on and say goodbye
Look them in the eyes
You'll make it out alive
Run away tonight

I'm better
Without you in my life
You know it
I see it in your eyes
Gave you all
The things money can't buy
The end was
Always in near sight
Go on and say goodbye
Look them in the eyes
You'll make it out alive
Run away tonight

RiverKinn & JESS:
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses

Cutting off my senses
You render me defenseless
Always so relentless
And don't act so pretentious
You create a great divide
Between us when you tell your lies
I'm broken from this tension

Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
Cutting off my senses
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@riverkinn
@jesssdirt

PLAY DEAD MMXIX

RiverKinn & Jesssdirt - CUTTINGOFFMYSENSES (prod. RiverKinn)

Prod. Rodger

Well while you go to your hiding places
I thought I’d let you know I might not make it
I say a lie or two and no surprise they’d eat it up
But all the cuts I’ve made are dull and they aren’t deep enough

And every time that you’d run off somewhere 
I’d be the one that you’d drag to be there 
I lost the count this is surely the one hundredth time
You probably hate me now but baby won’t you come inside

You know I’m such a good for nothing ain’t that right
I saw the look you gave me dead twinkle in your eyes
It wasn’t luck but I’m sick and tired of caring bout
The things you do playing with my heart you tear it out
You know I’m such a good for nothing ain’t that right
I saw the look you gave me dead twinkle in your eyes
It wasn’t luck but I’m sick and tired of caring bout
The things you do playing with my heart

And maybe and maybe and maybe suicide
Would get us out of all the trouble holding you and I 
There ain’t no easy way to say it but I gotta go 
I wish that I could tell you everything you wanna know 
They gave a single call so of course I called you up
You told me die, go away, and that you hate my guts

You know I’m such a good for nothing ain’t that right
I saw the look you gave me dead twinkle in your eyes
It wasn’t luck but I’m sick and tired of caring bout
The things you do playing with my heart you tear it out
You know I’m such a good for nothing ain’t that right
I saw the look you gave me dead twinkle in your eyes
It wasn’t luck but I’m sick and tired of caring bout
The things you do playing with my heart you tear it out

What a Drag!

Tear My Heart Out

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"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

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