i listen to this every night after work, cruise slow.

Come back to fort collins please! would love to actually show you around sometime.. so glad ryan introduced me to you and also.. you're killin it

TransitioN  (ft Jonniboy1 And Nonuktramoshi)

instruments by Joei Razook 

Produced and mixed by RiverKinn

TRUST NONE/LOVE LOST (prod. Joei Razook & Riverkinn)

song times:
0:00- My anxiety controls me (prod. Seis)
3:19- Slowin' down (prod. Theodore James)
6:28- Razor Blade (prod. TEN$A)
8:41- I Need To [bonus track] (prod. Juudo)

Sorry Ive Been So Distant Lately (life kinda sucks)

RiverKinn
"Somnium (Skit)"
Produced by RiverKinn

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The dream is always the same
It's raining
The sound of thunder underlines my terror
Lightning silhouettes titanic beasts in the sky
Their cries echoing above me
I am running
But never know from whom or what
As I come over the hill
I see the mansion
Seeking shelter from the storm
With resignation, I approach the structure
Abandoned and dilapidated
Countless times I had been here
In this exact moment
But whether from my fear or by waking
I had never been able to enter
This time, however, something had changed
The door opens before me
I hesitate, as somehow I know
I am not welcome here
My hands tremble
A chill crawls up my spine
As I stare into the darkness
And I feel the most unsettling gravity
Beckoning me up the steps
Pulling me from the inside-out
Towards the abyss before me
I hold my breath, stepping out of the rain
To enter the mansion in my nightmare
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Somnium (Skit)

RiverKinn
"Invitation To A Funeral"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Say my songs are too depressing
How the fuck you think that I feel?
Drinking won't relieve the pressure
Maybe suicide will
Rolling up a fiver just to hit another line
I know I need to cut it out
But I'm ignoring all the signs, still
I don't mean to scare you
But it's only fair to warn you
Lately I've been hearing voices
Like it's something paranormal
Sorry if my introduction
Wasn't very formal
But I'm too fucked up to care
I won't remember in the morning

If I forgot, it must not have been that important
Tried to lock away my demons
But they knocking on my door
And I've been boarding up the windows
Still I look over my shoulder
I know it's gonna happen
See it now as I get older
It was easier to write about
The clubs that I was playing
Or the bitches I was fucking
Or the drugs that I was taking
Or the crew I used to run with
Or the money I was making
Now the love I set aside
Became the one thing I was chasing

Couldn't find it waiting
I was stuck up in the basement
Every night and day
Until they put me underneath the pavement
At my funeral
I wanted her to come and give a statement
But she didn't show
I guess she wasn't up for the occasion

I know she got the invitation
Connect the dots like it's a constellation
Sentimental things I never got to say
Are more important than the shit I got away with

But know my ghost is gonna haunt you
If it's any consolation
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

The Self-Sabotage Of Love

Invitation To A Funeral

RiverKinn
"Limit"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Drive slow, baby
Just drive slow
Throwing cigarettes out the window
And smoking another
I know what you think I don't
Both of us are staring out the window
Ignoring each other
Drive slow, baby
Just drive slow
Throwing cigarettes out the window
And smoking another
I know what you think I don't
Both of us are staring out the window
Ignoring each other

It's 3 AM
Thinking of you again
I know I can't forget you
But at least I can pretend
I think I'm doing better
But I guess that all depends
From my perspective
I expected this to end
Fuck your friends
You've been basing your opinions
Off of them
That's always been your problem
It's okay, I understand
I'm 30,000
You won't be there when I land
This wasn't my plan
But I'm doing the best I can
I-

Drive slow, baby
Just drive slow
Throwing cigarettes out the window
And smoking another
I know what you think I don't
Both of us are staring out the window
Ignoring each other
Drive slow, baby
Just drive slow
Throwing cigarettes out the window
And smoking another
I know what you think I don't
Both of us are staring out the window
Ignoring each other
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Limit

RiverKinn
"Burnout"
Produced by RiverKinn

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You watch as everything comes crashing down around me
(I can't escape)
You swept me off my feet and left me where you found me
(I can't escape)

How long do you expect me to be something that I'm not
Yet never wanted anything but honesty?
You love to claim the credit now, for everything I've got
Can't handle all your expectation haunting me

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending

I feel like I'm burning out
Just ashes in your rain
This poison helps to wash it down
I see it worsen every day
Every time I turn around
Feel like I'm followed by my shame
Beyond a shadow of a doubt
I'm sick from swallowing my pain

How long do you expect me to be something that I'm not
Yet never wanted anything but honesty?
You love to claim the credit now, for everything I've got
Can't handle all your expectation haunting me

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending

I came a long way just to die
I can't believe it's ending
I gave it all away
I can't lie
But I'm just fine pretending
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Burnout

RiverKinn
"Black Widow"
Produced by RiverKinn

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSxOvjrwHS4

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Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I sweat a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away
The come down
Is too loud
I'm too proud
To reach out
I feel it slipping away

I used to call you when I'd get like this
But I was in the wrong to think you'd care
And things are different now
But I still feel your poison in the air
I don't mean to complain
But we just aren't the same
And I accept the blame

But I don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I should stay here
Don't know if I should stay
Don't know if I can stay here with you

Black widow on my windowsill
Dark shadow in the corner of my room
I sweat a fever when I get so ill
It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume
My heart sinks
I can't think
The ice melts
In my drink
I try to wish it away
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Black Widow

RiverKinn
"Medusa"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I've stayed away so long
Content to hide within my home
The fire burning strong
Destroying everything I've come to own
Medusa looks at me with love
But I won't turn to stone
You must have been my perfect drug
But I'll do this alone

I've stayed away so long
Content to hide within my home
The fire burning strong
Destroying everything I've come to own
Medusa looks at me with love
But I won't turn to stone
You must have been my perfect drug
But I'll do this alone
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@riverkinn

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Medusa

RiverKinn
"Hostage"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Long night
Another fight
Take a line
I never act right
Five bands
Pop a Vyvanse
Trying to keep my life in my hands

I'm fucked up
Drink until I can't speak
Wake up
Sweating 'cus I can't sleep
Too much
Struggle that I can't beat
Lose touch
They don't understand me

Hold my closure hostage
Recognize that we've become too toxic
To make it work
I was sure that something could be done
But you keep proving me wrong
You've known all along

Long night
Another fight
Take a line
I never act right
Five bands
Pop a Vyvanse
Trying to keep my life in my hands

I'm fucked up
Drink until I can't speak
Wake up
Sweating 'cus I can't sleep
Too much
Struggle that I can't beat
Lose touch
They don't understand me
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Hostage

RiverKinn
"Last Ditch"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Pain inside
I keep running away from it all
But I can't hide
And I don't know what I expected
A waste of time
Will this be the rise or the fall?
I can't decide
I took it for granted and I paid the price

Head to the wall
Luck of the draw
Flip of the coin
Roll of the dice
I make the call
Don't get involved
I don't need your motherfucking advice

Eyes down with the card face
Small change in the long game
Right man in the wrong place
Right place on the wrong day

It's all confusing me
My thoughts consuming me inside
But opportunity don't wait

Pain inside
I keep running away from it all
But I can't hide
And I don't know what I expected
A waste of time
Will this be the rise or the fall?
I can't decide
I took it for granted and I paid the price

Head to the wall
Luck of the draw
Flip of the coin
Roll of the dice
I make the call
Don't get involved
I don't need your motherfucking advice

Eyes down with the card face
Small change in the long game
Right man in the wrong place
Right place on the wrong day
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Last Ditch

"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

Limit

RiverKinn

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