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It doesnt make sense how good this song is

sepha your voice is just perfect/amazing song

Prod by: @quiteevil

Robstar: @robstar100

FLOWERBOY: @ix_flowerboy

Artwork made by: https://www.instagram.com/akagi_redsnus/

Lyrics: 

(Robstar)
I've been gettin' too high Imma crash boy
All I ever want is cash and some hash, boy
Imma pull up with a stash, it's the plan boy
All black on this little sad bad boy
Uh, I'm back with a new ploy
You gon' see me at the top when I rest on my throne
You wanna work? That's a bag boy
And I ain't talkin' 'bout a Lidl less you're talking gold
Through the light see a new toy
Talkin' 'bout me to her friends like I ain't gonna know
She wanna fuck but she too coy
Baby meet me out back, I can take you home

Ride with me
Cry with me
Baby wanna pop some shrooms?
Vibe with me
Get high with me
Spend it all thinkin' of you
Lie to me
Fight with me
Bury me in your room
You're tryin' me
Would you die with me
If I kill you too?

(SCAR$)
Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

(FLOWERBOY)
All I've ever wanted was a call
nightfall comes and I cant feel at all
Where'd the sun go 'cause he never said hi
Sleeping all day 'cause i wanna fucking die

My face hurts
Face hurts
I can't feel my face
My face
My face
Misfits outside out of place
Tell me do you see the same thing baby

All I've ever wanted was a call
Where you ever really there at all

Just the top
You've got claws
I can't feel my face at all
And I try so hard and i get so far
Tell me why you gotta be so cold to me
Just woke up come hold me baby

Du du du du du
I'm done

You were never really there were you
I wish that i could change the way i see things
I ain't going back
I don't give a fuck
I don't care anymore so don't call me
Baby

I'm done I'm done
I'm done I'm done

(SCAR$)
Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
Broken heart gang
Fuck that I don't like it

Done with all this shit
Die young in the back bitch
I quit fuck it I don't like it
I don't like it

Before we die we gon' have fun
We gon' have fun
Pills when i cry do you want one
And i'm done
I'm done

I'm done/I'm done/I'm done

I'm done/I'm done/I'm done (ft. Robstar, FLOWERBOY)

Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

i fell in love

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

RiverKinn & Joei Razook
"Solutions"
Produced by RiverKinn

DEAD LEAVES 3
--------------------
RiverKinn:
(Why)
Why do I regret the past?
It's all that I have
So I look for solutions elsewhere
But I just can't come across
Any of the answers
To my questions
So I'd best leave luck to heaven
I guess

(I guess, I guess, I guess)

Joei Razook:
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
All these problems
No solutions
Pent up regret
Don't know what to do
It's so confusing
All these moving parts
I've lost my place
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
--------------------
@riverkinn
@razook

PLAY DEAD MMXX

Dead Leaves 3

RiverKinn & Joei Razook - Solutions

Lyric AMV: youtu.be/y3Cx3QtPL0k

Rivilin https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
Nicolas Sales https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Lyrics

Hate you
You made me
Into something crazy

Hazy
I’m shaking
Bitch, I fucking hate you

HATE YOU
YOU MADE ME
INTO SOMETHING CRAZY

HAZY
I’M SHAKING
BITCH, I FUCKING HATE YOU

Fuck all your lies I am done with the bullshit
Bitch you got no one so now you come crawling
Bitch I was good to you, why you been screwing dudes
Thought I found love but all I got were trust issues

Fuck

Hate you
You made me
Into something crazy

Hazy
I’m shaking
Bitch, I fucking hate you

HATE YOU
YOU MADE ME
INTO SOMETHING CRAZY

HAZY
I’M SHAKING
BITCH, I FUCKING HATE YOU

Watch the dust settle in,
Light the torch, watch me burn
Place your teeth on my neck
Pierce the skin I don’t learn

Its too much for me lately
I don’t feel that you really get me
I cant cope on the daily
Shaking in the hands yeah everything’s hazy

You just watch me crumble now i cant come back
Bones start to wither away, now i have nothing left

Deteriorate

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Deteriorate w/ Rivilin (Nicolas Sales)

JASXN -
https://www.instagram.com/jahsxn/?hl=en
https://youtube.com/c/JASXN
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1M9OB1MLo6Z3Y1PmO8LyIy

DEEPREST -
https://www.youtube.com/user/EpicknesSs
https://soundcloud.com/deeprest666
https://www.instagram.com/deeprest666/?hl=en

LYRICS:

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

too scared of the time that we talked in
i doubt that I'd ever bring the topic
back down, got your photo in a locket
final day with the lever in my pocket

never saying when I'll overdose
cause im kinda low, lackin serotonin
wonder why you led me in the cold
Guess ill never know, layin in the grove

Drownin in the gutter with your bad blood
too late for a sorry, imma pass up
but ill hit you up when my blade rust
spending every morning with my heart tucked

what I did for lust, what I did for love
dont say you hate me

what Id do for you, do for no one else
and you know you'll save me 

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

Come Save Me (PROD. DEEPREST)

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Question -
Everything I'm seeing, is it all apart of me?
Something calling me, it's tearing all the paths for me
I don't know whether to go for it
Tighten my throat and I'm choking it
Stop me from falling to early
I feel like its lurking
The shadows surrounding me
Saying that nothing is worth it, no

Let me fall
Rip my soul
Cut the noose
Just let me go
To another world
Lonely
I'm in the cold
Dug the hole
Take it deeper
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
Why do I feel like I make these mistakes
Wake up in daylight end up in pain
Take all these meds and you'll just feel okay
Try to hide it, It resides in
Toxic memories

Yeah, Still it follows me
Like a shadow in the street
Can't get up, I'm dragging feet
It's all in my head
Can't get out of bed
Another day I fear
Close my eyes, in despair
What's the motive
To be here
Where's the moment
To be here
What's the hopeless that I feel
I don't wanna take it early
But is recently it appeared
Go through phases, I can take it
Till the day It wins me over
Sorry to the people that I let down
I don't want to hurt them now

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories [prod. doski]

IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL
EXLUSIVE RELEASE FEATURING: @sepha-joey @rivilin @s0cliche 
❄️
AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/iSXB1gO3Ytc
Prod. by Rivilin & SEPHA.

Lyrics:

SEPHA.:
WINTER MORNING SO COLD IT BITES MY FACE
WE’RE WARM BY NIGHT BUT I FEEL LONGING WHEN I WAKE FROM BED
I'M GONNA DRINK AGAIN
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME

S0CLICHÉ:
I BEEN SO LOST ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU VACATE
TURN IT TO A LOSS EVERY CHRISTMAS ANY VACA
SHIT I’M ON A ROLL, I’LL PROBABLY SLIP AWAY HEY
MAKE A MILLION MORE
BUT THAT’S PRESSURE ON THE FRAME AY
SIPPIN' SPIRITS FOR MY SOUL SO NUMB
NO I DON’T KNOW WHERE THESE GIFTS COME FROM
I TAKE IT IT’S THE GRACE OF GOD
BUT I DON’T GOTTA FOOL NO ONE
 
RIVILIN:
SCRAPING OFF THE WINDOW WITH A CREDIT CARD YEAH
I DON’T WANNA LEAVE I WANNA STAY INSIDE WITH YOU
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR YOU KNOW I'M STILL ALIVE
I HATE MYSELF BUT YOU JUST KEEP THE FIRE BRIGHT WITHIN ME
 
YOU TRY TO CHANGE THE TOPICS BUT IT DOESN’T HELP
YOU’RE TORN BETWEEN MEMORIES OF A FAMILY BURNT IN HELL
SO TELL ME STORIES OF A CHRISTMAS YOU HAD NO ONE ELSE
YOU GOT ME SO STAY, I WON’T LET YOU COLLECT DUST ON THE SHELF
 
SEPHA. END PART:
THE BELLS RING
THE DRUNK MOON ALWAYS SINGS’ A BUNCH OF TIMES
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME

Smile on Christmas Eve

Sepha. x Rivilin x s0cliché - Smile On Christmas Eve

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

Rivilin

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