SHVDXW LVNDS (ft. GhostThaKid, Tsunami J. & Manhertz)

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

i fell in love

Lyrics:

she was killing time
claiming she wants you back
but that she doesn't know 
for sure
said to all ur friends that she'd end her life
on live stream
with a smile
and u said

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
u said 'i'll take my leave
to where
we 
used to dare everything in our no mans land 
with its grey sky and sad clouds
u were the bowling alley lust
in a dirty neon room
i was the guy u only knew for a few nights
we thrust so outta time
but we wanted it
some eager awkward lust
so clusmy and in bloom

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
kid u only knew that u were happy now 
that ur feeling sad
now that ur feeling sad
let the cycle go
round but it feels a little long
it's a circus yeh i'm had
let my stool flip up 
let the rope go
yeh i only know what i have
when i let it go bad 
when i let it go bad
when i let it go

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

oh
i said i'll take my leave 
to where
we
we took everything we could in our no name lanes but
it always
it always held it's gloom
yeh this dead town stayed still
always killing time
shoplifting tinnies
smoking endless glue
we moved so outta the times
so eager to be amused

yeh i only know what i have when i let it go bad
when i let it go bad
when i let it go
x2

'i only knew u as a paradise
when i left u
i'll only know what i had that time
when i let it all loose'
x2

empty thrills

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi for jumping on this track <3

Yeah, take a step back see the faces under yeah they scream
get my life back from the ones who say they're real to me
feel the train tracks vibrate under as you intervene
get a flashback, realize now that  suicide is free

memories stack, like a knife it slices and I bleed
(I FEEL FREE)
realize now that, the options there if I just want to leave
(FOLLOW ME)
feel my spine crack from the pressure of the stress it creaks
(I FEEL FREE)
flick a match down watch the embers burning at my feet
(FOLLOW ME)

cut up slice down, I don't want to talk now
(DOWN THE HOLE)
change up lose faith in a god who betrayed
(NO, NO)
everything that we tried to be
(ANIMALS)
we're just human yeah why can't you understand
(WE’RE ANIMALS)

how cruel could you be, to give a body to someone so weak
(DOWN IT ALL)
it's not like you to intervene, then why’d you put a curse on me
(FOLD, FOLD)
deteriorate, fatigue, chemistry wasn't your expertise
(MAN THE ZONE)
you lied, then left, guess this father never cared
(BURN IT ALL)
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke
 


Burn the world ash I’m doing god a fucking favor
Watch me self destruct and I’ma send you to your maker
All together now let's walk to hell it's getting cold
Know the devil waiting, keeping on saying, that we gotta go

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke

Lazarus Ft $lothboi

Puppets (Prod. CRCL)

IDLEGLANCE EXCLUSIVE
Follow Yates XV: @yates-xv
Prod. splashgvng @splashgvng

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/H8IAzh6MxZQ

Lyrics:

Cross on my chain
But the horrors I saw
Still remain
I don’t want fame
But the path I’m going
Always ends the same
Got dr*gs in my system
Feel it going faster
Think I might d*e
I'm a young disaster
I don’t want passion
I just want prescripts
But I said I’d never be this

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Love me in the nightime
Yeah
This ain’t the right time

So I’m back
Laying down
Paying for the wrongs
That I can’t change now
Sitting through the cold
While my heart beats drown
Lookin for the pills
That I can’t take now

Got the broken heart tatted
Heart just broke
But I’m high and I’m manic
Yeah
Got some laced up packets
Eat them all at once
So I don’t have to panic
I'm a crybaby
Feeling like peep
I feel so alone
Baby I feel weak
Looking in the mirror
And I don’t see me
Think I took enough
That I might od

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Young Disaster

Yates XV - Young Disaster

SAC A DOS

MUSIC VIDEO DROPPED : https://youtu.be/9YgHshV0W2k
Instagram @yungzime

Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

written/performed by SEPHA.
prod. CHIO. (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133)
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Lyrics:

I'm thinkin bout all of the cycles i've already done 
in a short space of time
in a short space of life
in a short space of time
in a short space of life

you come to me like the past
when things were original
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

well I watch you go
down the same roads now
and the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions
well I watch you go
down the same roads now
with the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions

all 
all falls

you come to me like the past
when things were original (oh)
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

i want the interstellar shit (oh)
x8

LINK 2 ALL PLATFORMS

interstellar shit (prod. chio.)

Self produced / Sad  

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