Watch the official music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qV5H81HqvE4&ab_channel=Paradoxx

Produced by : Broque Beats

Lyrics

I Gave Up On My Excuses Now I'm Not Taking No Shit From No One
Especially Not You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Friends Or Foes I Got Them Both
No Regrets , I've Lived The Most
I Don't Feel Alone I Don't
I Said I Don't Feel Alone I Don't

Walking The Path That They Never Have
Maybe You Don't Get It , Maybe You Don't Understand Me
You Can't Fucking Stop Me Cause There Is No Turning Back See
all or nothing , guess i'm grinding Till I'm Rotting In A Casket

I Get Up When This Shit Gets Tough
If I Have An Obsession I'm Not Ever Giving Up
Think It's True
Might Not be Like You
Might Not be Like You

And I Take Pride In That I Mean Fuck What The World Says
I Pave My Own Path , Always Have Been
I Gave Up My Past, Now I'm Living In The Present
You Can't Hold Me Back
You Can't Hold Me Back

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand
Now They're Gone
Swept Away With The Wind
Like My Past , It's Gone
I Don't Give A Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You
Fuck About You

Traces In The Sand

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Paradoxx - Traces In The Sand

LSD with Dante X

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TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

Check Out Shiki XO:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0QDCjKEJLERqsoqUZmyjd2
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Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS9B4Tdq6KJiGUVb7q8xBXA
Twitter: https://twitter.com/REALSHIKIXO
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shikixo/
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/shikixo

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/luka-faletar
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.soulburn4403
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/lukafaletar

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/devilboyxo/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: https://twitter.com/devilboyxo

Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Yeah
Tell me something that's actually gonna fucking surprise me
I've been running donuts in my brain I think I might be
Crazy, a little is making me who I am but maybe
Too much is seeping into my plans
Frying all the neurons in my brain like lightning
I'm still tryna understand what the fuck I have
Save me, I took a leap of faith into quicksand
Sunk into the pit and so I never looked back

(Shiki XO)
You give just enough that I don't leave
I'm up all night staring at my screen
I take two pills to fall asleep
But I'll be fine in the morning
I leave your house at six AM
And I don't need another friend
But it's your voice inside my head
That's telling me this horror story

(Robstar & Shiki XO)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Shredding ft. Shiki XO

Shredding Ft. Shiki XO [Prod. Soulburn x Dreamr]

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Thank you for always listening, i love you

Cuts Too Deep ft. Rivilin (prod. alexanderbierk)

Cheers to my homie https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey for jumping on <3

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

a foggy bed covers home
how did I get here vision is not clear
lost in a maze of streets alone
all i do is fear, withered inside here

yeah there's a vacancy where i mistakenly 
put the trust in the ones i love
laying a wake with a knife pressed to my skull
as the nightmares take control

stuck on a cheap diet of cigarettes 
just so i can keep the hunger at bay
swear to god that someones living inside these walls, 
cus i know that hes calling me name

i don't feel like i'm making sense
when i talk yeah i just regret
every little sentence that leaves my mouth
cus you always seem to twist the words i say

whether it comes from a family, a father or lover 
or something i don't really care
try to explain what the dissociations is like
but they don't really understand

never can be perfect, yeah i know that
but its hard when you look and stare
filled with the judgment of someone else's problems
till it's more than i can bare

it's just a glitch in my personality
feel the anger lurk in me
boiling burning till the circuits 
in my spine start to collapse

pressure is building, the person on my shoulder
tells me that nothing here is real
guess that's fine, i'll just represses everything
until i cannot feel

i never wanted i never wanted all of this
i'm so disgusted, i'm so disgusted i can't quit
the faces changing, i think i'm lost inside my mind
yeah if i don't wake up soon i'm thinking of taking my life

yeah what's the point man, yeah what's the point when you just run
yeah i'm so pathetic, i couldn't understand im done.
yeah my mind is aching, i think depression has just won
yeah if i don't wake up, i think yeah my chances are gone

Sepha:

Look at you taking a part of me away
Every time u make demands and say
Its for my best u know me 
U have my best interests at heart

Our interests are not my interests
I just want to rediscover myself
Again i lost so much but
At least i wrote it all down to remind me in moments like this

Im running away now go
Not cos im a victim no
Just cos i let myself believe that i was your equal but no

U hide under pretenses
False empowerment perspectives
Everything is someone elses fault ur only using ur defences

Im flying away im
Glowing up glowing up glowing up

Look at u take a part of someone else away

Never Trust Anyone Ft. Sepha

Featuring my homie: https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

Like the band of four, leaving your home in the shire
we only had each others friendship, no other desire
except a ring, a burden around your throat
and the more you press on you find the weight chokes

leave your ghost by the bed, this paths not for the weak
hear the screams in the distance they're stabbing at false sheets
pull out your dagger as they pierce you through the cloak
yeah you watch it turn to dust but the struggle you won't be broke

hear the horns in the distance the north is coming close
feel the fear in the boots but the fire you gotta stoke
just to keep your feet going on, keep with the struggle right
you gotta keep on going, sadly there's no end in sight

and when you finally reach it you find you're on your knees
till you think the ones who love you wanna throw you to the fiends
like please get away how did it turn like this
one day i'll be smiling with everyone that i miss

i didn't understand back then whats up,
i'll bite my lip, take a knife through the gut
and when you see me smile please just dont say
i miss the person right here won't you stay

the dark flame came embraced all my face
if i turn yeah i'll see myself yeah replaced
and when you sing i'll try to rise up again
and then we'll see a perfect home through the lens

$lothboi:

I got to bone to pick
I’m tired of the holiness
The higher I be up the flying hit me with the turbulence

Surrounded by thought me
I might’ve had lobotomy
There’s something in my head that ain’t apart of what I want in me

I’m splitting like I’m missing
All the glue up on the leather

I’m hitting like a whippet
When I mix it all together

I’m fitting like a condom on a dick in chilly weather
I be slipping when I’m falling but a spark will make me better

(Spark Sound)
(exhale)

Leme hold a bit
Gas so strong
Bouta blow the bitch
Up

(exhale)

Leme roll this shit
Gas so packed
Bouta fold a bit
Yuh

Get a load of this
Man so up
Bouta jump and get stuck

Plan so fucked
Bouta duck
And get bucked

Man no luck
Just refuse
To get stuck

Waterford Ft. $lothboi

LYRICS:

You know I can't be someone that you depend on
Cus you know when you hit me up I will not answer
The consequences of separation are never easy
And when you’re all alone you hit me up, say that you need me

But I'm sick of that, I don't wanna be used to the grave
Panic attacks hit the stage open up I'm in a state
Dont wanna talk about feelings why can't I be left alone
I'm not coping, I’m not good, I didn't think that it would show

Yeah cus, I didn't want to be someone that you depend on
I didn't want to be the one that didn't answer
You said "Hold your tongue cus I don't want to hear you ever speak,
You just stay inside, haven't had a reply in a week."

"I hope you suffer in the bed that you have made for yourself
Are you happy all alone, in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah I don't care about you, I guess this is goodbye,
Cus I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

You know I couldn't help you when you just suffered
You know I couldn't be something that you wanted
Always getting up at me like I made a mistake
Push us back and then we break, constant fighting, say we’re fake

You wanna reprimand me for times when I didn't understand
Don't want to explain it to me so you give me the backhand
You say that I'm selfish for trying to be someone that just cares
But you run away, ignore me then just give me a blank stare

So what the fuck is up with it, I get it yeah you hate
Everyone who doesn't understand the pain that you create
You say you wanna tear them down in hopes that they never exist
I guess we all just have opinions and to you they don't mean shit

I see, "You suffer in the bed that you made for yourself
Are you happy, all alone in this hell are you content?"
"Yeah you know I care about you, I guess this is goodbye
And I still don't understand the reasons why you wanna die."

Cus I hate you, when you break me, you choose
It was always us two back then I was confused
It's always when I see you falter I slip up to
I see that you are amused by the fact I need you

Cautious

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Question -
Everything I'm seeing, is it all apart of me?
Something calling me, it's tearing all the paths for me
I don't know whether to go for it
Tighten my throat and I'm choking it
Stop me from falling to early
I feel like its lurking
The shadows surrounding me
Saying that nothing is worth it, no

Let me fall
Rip my soul
Cut the noose
Just let me go
To another world
Lonely
I'm in the cold
Dug the hole
Take it deeper
I'm all alone
I'm all alone
Why do I feel like I make these mistakes
Wake up in daylight end up in pain
Take all these meds and you'll just feel okay
Try to hide it, It resides in
Toxic memories

Yeah, Still it follows me
Like a shadow in the street
Can't get up, I'm dragging feet
It's all in my head
Can't get out of bed
Another day I fear
Close my eyes, in despair
What's the motive
To be here
Where's the moment
To be here
What's the hopeless that I feel
I don't wanna take it early
But is recently it appeared
Go through phases, I can take it
Till the day It wins me over
Sorry to the people that I let down
I don't want to hurt them now

Toxic memories
Following me
Can't get rid of them
Stuck inside my dreams
I got a thousand thoughts
No answers appear to be
What it seems
What it seems
Push the seam, what could it be?

Toxic memories [prod. doski]

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

wheel snaps head turns whiplash vision black
you know im doing fine, so fake I always lied
suicide on my mind won’t live to 35
am I even alive, no emotion I can’t cry

don’t feel a thing now that the nerves are gone
anxiety it spawns, feel the chills right in my spine
ash skin it burns the mental scars they hurt
you can’t kill what isn’t alive anymore

check my phone just to see you hit me up
yeah I cut you off for a reason yeah just check the dms
it always felt like you were suffocating next to me
we change give up

it’s so sad to see that you went to rehab
im glad your back but your still half-alive man
I always drive past the places that we use to love
two best friends never talk again man

cus it’s a shame that it ended up this way yeah
always hitting me up for some extra money
Like even if I gave it to you what’s the point
you just spend on drugs just to get fucked up again

hollowed cheeks not doing well i can see that
all the track marks on your arms yeah I feel that
cus I always split myself for you
like why do I put myself through this

Yeah so what is it like to wake up and not feel like your not in your own skin
well homie let me tell you something 
it feels like im a prisoner in my skull
so won’t you just break it open and just let me be free

well mental health doesn’t work like that
did you really think the drugs would put your life on track
like what did you fucking expect of me
I had to cut you off and just leave you know it killed a part of me

cus every day I regret not coming back, yeah 
Cus Every day it hurts to see your face like that
so lifeless eyes dull it’s like someone just took your soul
we both know it was the girl we both fell in love with

she was feeding drugs to make us break, I took chances and escaped
look at you compared to me, im back on track with my own dreams
cus my hands were tied when my car flipped
rearrange my mind just to find out you weren’t even a friend

It's a shame

Self produced / Sad  

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