𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖛𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖓𝖆𝖒𝖊
p r o d .  a n t i c o n

Sittin’, windows tinted
I carve your name on the ceiling of my ’98 
(get in the backseat girl)

I don’t much like my past
And my present? It’s okay
The future makes me nauseous 
I asphyxiate.

Is it gonna get better?

Is it gonna get better? I wish it would get better
Is it gonna get better? Because … ’cuz : 

‘Cuz I don’t like it here 
No I don’t feel safe
‘Cuz I don’t like it here
No I don’t feel safe

Yeah! 

I don’t wanna do this tonight
Or ever again.

Never again — Never again …

I don’t wanna be in your backyard baby
Tied to a chainlink fence, call me Stacy 

Ain’t this whatcha wanted so cmon and get it ‘cuz…
I don’t wanna be, I don’t wanna be 
Your wishing star, your wishing star no more
I don’t wanna be, I don’t wanna be 
Your wishing star, your wishing star no more

Is it gonna get better? I wish it would get better
Is it gonna get better? Because … ’cuz : 

‘Cuz I don’t like it here 
No I don’t feel safe
‘Cuz I don’t like it here
No I don’t feel safe

Yeah! 

[pastor preaching from “Julien the Donkey Boy” scene]

—— Amen and his blood has made my spirit clean
And his blood has wrote my name above 
I don’t know about you but I was a sinner one day
But I’m glad that I plunged into somethin’ 
Amen and I’ve been set free today. 

☆ 𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑅𝑖𝑣𝑖.

carve your name (p. anticon)

𝖇𝖚𝖈𝖐𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖙
p r o d .  c h r i s  h u n t

I sing hallelujah in your presence 
I sing, anytime you come around
I sing, blood let - let it out

Buckeye 
Buckshot
Whatcha know about it?
mmm…You know how I feel.
This ain't your kinda place
This ain’t my kinda place

[humming & chanting]

Run. Run lucky run. 
Ain’t no way to hide your stains
Or hide, your face 
You said burn it if it’s scripture 
Take it all apart
Every single day
No choir 

Run lucky, run. (Run it run it)
Run lucky, run. (Get it get it)	
Run lucky, run. (Run lucky, run)

Run lucky run…
[humming & chanting]

☆ 𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑅𝑖𝑣𝑖

buckshot

𝕵𝖚𝖉𝖎𝖙𝖍
p r o d .  a n t i c o n

(Moving light…) 
Moving light 
Back to the dark 
My world is breaking down
Your garden
Silverfly
Eyes turn to night 

Breathe 
Breathe

Don’t take me out to your garden
Don’t take me out to your garden

One, it only takes one kiss
One, it only takes one kiss 

You’ve never seen a nightmare like me
Look alive honey
You don’t understand
(what’ll happen)
Please…don’t…

Don’t take me out to your garden
Don’t take me out to your garden

☆ 𝑙𝑦𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑅𝑖𝑣𝑖.

Judith (p. anticon)

there’s not enough room 
for the both of us 
i’ll do a lot to get what i need
i got mouths that i need to feed

i know i know i know you’ll hear this 
i hope you’ll feel more overwhelmed 
and so and so and so i used this 
to make you feel more overwhelmed 
and still and still and still i hope there’s 
a special place for us in hell 
i know i know i know you’ll hear this 
i hope you’ll feel more overwhelmed 

i saw the face of god it was weeping 
back on my bullshit again 
repeating “it never ends” x2

i know i know i know you’ll hear this 
i hope you’ll feel more overwhelmed 
and so and so and so i used this 
to make you feel more overwhelmed 
and still and still and still i hope there’s 
a special place for us in hell 
i know i know i know you’ll hear this 
i hope you’ll feel more overwhelmed 
and so and so and so i used this 
to make you feel more overwhelmed 
and still and still and still i hope there’s 
a special place for us in hell 
i know i know i know you’ll hear this 
i hope you’ll feel more overwhelmed
and so and so and so i used this 
to make you feel more overwhelmed

to those who reach out

music and lyrics written by Lazarus 
sung and performed by rivi palomino

𝙻𝚢𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚜 [by Laz]
wake up andre and cal
0 degrees hitting count (hitting the count)
I lock the windows to
keep me away from you
did you relapse again?
are you meeting your ends?
burnt by the shape of the sun
crushed by the weight of what I've done 
wake up andre and cal
and school their socials to hell
I see a roof and 4 walls 
(for every soul that knows it's lost)
I see a roof and 4 walls 
(for every soul that knows it's lost)

piscataway dreams

only child

pageant flowers

folly

written and sung by : rivi palomino
music production by : nexx

girl truck

album cover by @svetleak

lyrics (zxphxr)
i remember when i held u for the last time
u told me that i had to be strong
but i can't help but keep on wonderin if i'm next
if im gonna be 6 feet under before long

im sick like u
im dying too
give me ur love
lets call the plug
don't go so soon
come to the moon
with me we'll see
what we can be
without a care
now pull my hair
ill bite ur lip
and then we'll slip
inside a dream
we'll never leave
now make me bleed

(sleepisformortals)
u hold me back
won't play ur game

wrist not intact
it's all the same

i'm soooo done with them all
i'm so done with them all
why sooooo dumb u a fool
i'm so done with it all

run it back. don't need anymore interaction have a heart attack. drugs been fuckin up all my bladder fuckin all of that.
everybody wanna die but aint nobody die

im a zombie i look a zombie when i walk in
don't look at me don't look i don't wanna talk bitch

(zxphxr)
and now i have to watch u die again
i don't know how much more i could take before im gone

all gone
all gone

Judith (p. anticon)

ᛪ 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐢

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