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Tellmethtuluvme tellmethtu need me now
got me fucked up feeling like a deadbeat, got me fucked up feeling like the old me 
I’m just numbing myself, It’s all a blur to me, can’t rip it off of my chest. 
Although it’s hard to breathe n live, I'm trying my best but I’m just trying to my best
Knife in my back now, drugs in my system, memories I kill them. Words I can’t fathom
Where did the time go? :/
Can’t learn to let go
Although that I know that You can’t be saved :(
Tellmethtuluvme, tell me that you need me now
got me fucked up feeling like a deadbeat, got me fucked up feeling like the old me.

Ps:made this song in my car qwq

Tellmethtuluvme「5head」

Produced mixed n mastered by me
This was a live one take recording so idk the lyrics exactly that I made; just came from the top of my head but it came out cool and I put some effects on my vocals
If this gets positive feedback; in the future I'll remake the song into something even better but this was an impulse release of putting something out in the meantime and shows the raw and natural ver of me playing in my room w no plan or songwriting <3

NO END IN SIGHT

PROD.GREENTOP 
ART COVER: @pyonpyonpyon_okay
LYRICS:
 I thought we had it all but now you’re gone… 
(╥_╥)
 I feel like I’m living in a nightmare, so alone 
don’t know where it went wrong 
but u moved on so fast 
Now I’m haunted by the memories
 I can’t move on 
I’m losing my mind 
I can’t sleep at night
 Coldsweatsntremors I can’t shake the feeling 
Coldsweatsntremors I can’t escape this fight
 You’re with someone else 
And I’m just alone 
I can’t trust myself
 I’m so far from home 
I used to feel so alive w u
w u by my side
 With you by my side
But now the light is all gone 
and I’m left here with no one to find
 And I’m always hiding alone
 Cause I’m paranoid, leave me alone
 Cause ur always talking shit about me
 N backstabbing me in the back :/ 
Cause ur always against me 
ur always involving me 
every night I relive this past.
The love that we had it was fading so fast
I’m losing my mind 
n I can’t sleep at night. 
Coldsweatsntremors can’t escape this fight 
Ur with someone else n I’m just alone
 Can’t trust myself
 I’m so far from home
 Idk what to do now. 
I’m lost in time, this pain is unbearable 
Losing my mind 
Can’t shake this feeling of being left behind
You were my everything 2x 
Now I’m left here with no one to find. Losing my mind 
losing my mind
Can’t sleep at night 
coldsweatsntremors I can’t escape this fight, ur with somebody I’m just alone
 I can’t trust myself , I’m so far from home
 Now I’m just a memory in distance..
 I’m lost in darkness.. 
it seems like I’ll never forget u :( 
the love that we shared. 
I’m left w cold sweats n no one could care…
No one would care
 But they’re not even here with me. 
They just cut me off cause they’re w someone else 
They found someone else 
until they don’t need me at all. 
They make me feel like shit 
n I’m just not worth it all. 
They told me I’m just a demon 
I’m drowning w demons is all
U told me I’m left w bad intentions
 all I had were good intentions for u 
but u just took them 
n threw it away
u took them n threw it away 
So you’re just a fucking… 
N ik my worth somehow.. 
I’m not gonna let u bring me down 
Bring me down..

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Coldsweatsntremors </3

wedissociate+thinkiexist「yuri」

LYRICS:
No one ever sees me there
Like I’m always alone T-T
Alone inside my head
Feelings like all despair
Cause I’m feeling like popstar
Yeah
Shawty hit me w that rawr rawr 
Demons in my head they keep me up all night
Got my heart on a platter n it’s ready to be served 
Feelings got me dead drowning in the sorrow
I need a way to heal
Sippin on lean
Can’t feel
Always find a way to upset
Everyone just treats me like shit
In this meaningless world
I’m just trying to find my place
In the next star race
Living life like a game, everyone’s all the same
Got a lot of scars, but they never heal a sound
Hashie:
I'm just tryna cope, with this life that I'm livin
I Got a lot of problems, but I just gotta stay consistent 
This life that I’m living, I’m feeling so diff
But ik tht I’m going farthest for the difference 
Ik tht I’m written in the star
I won’t miss it
Planning my future n counting these digits
I’m on the list bitch, I don’t need a ticket
Taking these pills, yk I don’t resist it
Mom always told me tht I’d a star
Smoking on blunts and they look like cigars
Pockets so fat, that shit looking bizarre 0:
Ancre: 
君がいない春
君がいない朝
君がいない夏
割と想像してた

君がいない秋
君がいない夜
君がいない冬
もう背負わない十字架

いつか君がくれた
やさしさを守って
まだ生きていける
そう  今  気づいた
ねえ
あなたが残してくれたあの歌を
永遠に  世界に  伝えて描きたい

君に救われたあの頃のように
僕も君を救えたらな

Prod: Underwhere? x Ur1n3
Mix n Master: @Avit69
Art: pyonpyonpyon_okay
Art edit by me

Rawrstar ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ w/ hashie + hq

Falling Apart 「lb66」

(issajoke if ur offended ur the problem)
(( meant to be played on a carradio or headphones IK weird mixing))
Ik I’m not okay, Ik I’m not okay T-T
If you look in my eyes, if you look in my eyes. 
You know that I’m not fine :(
Yk that I’m just dead . 
Dead inside of this grave
Just pull me out this grave. 
I felt like I just died X(
u left me off this pavement....
U killed my motion n no motive to fucking live :/
You just wanna stab my heart but I can’t ever leave T-T
I could never see, cause blinding me w 
all the bullshit n the fucking lies 
I could nvr tell
Yeahh
U make me fucking cry, u make me wanna die T-T
u always fucking lie :''(
Lie lie lie lie 0:
I cannot tell u my secrets anymore >:(
U just put that shit against me I could never tell >:(
U just always fucking use me, I could never tell T-T
U just put yourself above me, like how tf I fell >_<
always stabbing my back yeah.
U got that secret switchblade 
yeah ur like those hellokittygirls :/
yeah u gonna fuck tear my heart apart
even act like ur the precious victim :3
U gaslight me. 
Tell me this shit isn’t okay
but yk that ur losing yourself, 
to look like you’re not a mess 

issa one take written by me
prod. [okmax x gen9ine]

Likethosehell-okittygirls  o(╥﹏╥)o  </3 (˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅♡)

Hurt inside
I build a wall
I can’t recall
All these ppl 
Fuckin stupid
Npcs around my wall
Yeah they’re living like a doll
Nodd off
Fuck off
U ruinin my vibe
Hold u fuck u
No I won’t subscribe
Yeah ur petty bots
N lame ass begs
For clicks
N
Views
Have u heard the news! 3x
Spilling their guts
Cause I just took their crown
Demons around me
I jus killed this town
Got daggers on daggers
Would not make a sound
Feel like a rogue
Jus leVe me a lone
Idec
Jus leave me alone
Idec
Whispers in the silence, whispers in the breeze,
A spectral being, do you hear his pleas?
He preys on the curious(silence), their minds he'll bind,
Invisible force, a fear undefined.
In the dark 
And he wait tills he tears up ur soul n feed u to ghouls 
He's born from our nightmares, fed by our dread,
In the dark
He wait
If ur not careful
Ur DEAD!!!
He’ll rip u to shreds
In the corners of your vision, he'll softly tread,
And you'll know it's too late cause you're filled with dread.(n ur dead)
N tied loose threads
N he stabbed ur heart
N his presence a fright
Lurking in the night
Mixed n Mastered by me
Prod.me x sahka beats x goddamn beats

DEAD!!

prod @troiner
mixed n mastered. by me
Mv link https://youtu.be/PNEWOh-tgh0?feature=shared

leaving me

leaving me :/「troiner」

U felt so distant
Like honestly
Dont mean to be persistent 
Cause I feel so dismissed n my thoughts
Are so frail
N ur scared of committment
U made a fool of me
Made me feel so nonexistent 
Lie to me
Secrets are held to her
Made me insane like
Lobotomy
Secrets are held
Yeah she don’t wanna be held no
Light this dream
I bled 2x
Filling all these thoughts
W the negative energies
I don’t wanna light the match
Yeah I feel like enemies
I don’t wanna feel like tht
Yeah ur not a friend of me 2x
I feel so lonely 
Like u don’t even
WANT ME
U don’t even 
CARE FOR ME UWU
u just wanna
BITE ME OWO
N 
Thts not alright w me :/

Dismissed </3

Stab my heart n u rip it apart 2x
Dk where to start 2x
U broke my heart 2x

I remember the tears falling down my hair
N u just left me there
Stranded n alone
W these thoughts alone
Despair...
N ik tht nobody ever cares
Stab my heart n u rip it apart 2x
Dk where to start
Idk where to start
It fell apart
Yeah it fell apart
Yeah idk why I’m stuck here picking up the pieces…
I see ur eyes
It’s not the same
Just let me take away ur pain
I hear ur voice softly
It’s feint…
Cause there’s no love to paint
N all of those times we spent like did it even (cross ur mind ) ever meant a goddamn thing to u
It’s not the same
I nvr knew u…
Stab my heart n u rip it apart :/
Stab my back n u rip it apart :/
Left it apart n u left it again :(
Stab my heart n u rip it apart :((
N all these fucking memories
 tht I could nvr erase
And everytime I think abt the angels
I jus think abt ur face
When was the last time?
I miss this place…
I miss this home…
When every night
You’d call my phone
When every night
I wasn’t alone
U promised our name
Our name on the stones
These stitches are sewn
But the distance has grown

(We fell apart
Ur leaving me alone
U drifted away
U left me despair
Ur true colors are shown)

No Home「neohn」

Unarchived old song ☆彡
sitting here you remind me of the times when I was happy, cigarettes smelling on my sheets
now you're gone 
where are you now 
somewhere far away w my broken pieces </3
I could never forget all those times that we spent was all a lie
somewhere far away w my broken pieces </3

Prod. me n synthetic

Broken Pieces </3

Unprivated song (dead release 03.31.23) 
I made a lullaby ver of this song bc it was my fav anime growing up ♡ ☆ ～       
 (╯•﹏•╰)☆

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