Mixtape 51

Goon

Waves

STOP

I AM A ZOMBIE IN LOVE WITH A MAN BECAUSE I WISH TO EAT HIM❤️❤️❤️

Zombie In Love

Week 1 Submission



V1

First they divided the slaves
And then did mass manipulation up inside of they brains
They couldn’t communicate, read, or write anything
Divide and conquer, from these monsters that are kinda deranged
There’s a connection to rap beef, I explain

This is how I been bro
I deliberate on Jim Crow
My sharecroppin pen flow
I’ll wear em out with info
systemically
all my niggas they would flee
from the KKK grief
that would hang us up on trees

They left and had to find a new community
with poor living conditions I say that truthfully
So then we fight each other, on the regular, but usually
 when there’s a few competitors the treasurer’s a ruthless G
That’s the truth to me
I think that black history is too discrete
The history impacts the present, really affecting you and me

Rap beef is a reflection of the streets
And the streets are an impression of the bleak
reality that all this tragedy that feels unique 
Has been resurrected then revised over a beat
nigga look at my eyes they might cry over these cheeks
how many my niggas done died because they tried to just beef
my ancestors done died so you can try to be MC
that doesn’t understand the history 
that ignorance is bliss I see
I know you wanna be the GOAT, i understand it fiscally
I’m tryna hook a nigga on knowledge, you like a fish to me

[Chorus]
I don’t want a rap beef
They don’t know why they attack me
From slavery to dissing rappers that just ain’t me
I just need some Honest Answers (hey)
I just need some Honest Answers (hey)

V2

I’m looking at niggas and I can just pick em up apart
thinking of all the ways that i innovate but im not missing my mark
i really just sit in the dark
i know that i’m off 
I know i’m providing a spark 
i wonder why all of these niggas is selling they soul just to be riding the charts
hmmm

Yall just here win a competition
Taking shots right at each other, i got a calmer vision
Yall just perpetuate bitch, you too enthralled with winning
how about we think about the planet that we all envision
This the intermission
As i pause, leaving niggas in my vision
This the trigger indecision
I didn’t wanna shoot you, or spank you
there’s nothing that a nigga can’t do
with a paintbrush, i’ll paint you
hypothetically, i’d erase you
but then you’d wanna get the lick back 
you would listen to it like a million times even muttering that he did that
maybe then i would muzzle em, and puzzle em , with my pen cap
and maybe then it would trouble em, til one of em want a getback
I want you to meet the man
That didn’t approve of Meet of Grahams
in order to beat the man, you beat his fam
and then compete again
That wreaks of Ham, and i don’t mean it in a good way
let’s tear each other down because…um…that’s the hood way
instead of saying that you lock and load
maybe you can tell us that you got control
instead of rapping bout I C U
threatening bout the hospital
I don’t want no VMAs
I dont wanna hand no niggas fades
I just wanna give a fuck about my mental health and then be ok

V3

I’m a cheerleader with POMS POMS
I respect every rapper i think they the BOMB BOMB
You stepped onto twitch and disrespected his MOM MOM
Devoid of any substance i just that that’s wrong wrong
Maybe you just too young to get it
Maybe its just too fun i get it
But every time you form your tongue with lyrics
I just become a spirit
maybe because i can elevate 
I think I wanna keep my weapon safe
So why the fuck would I wreck your face 
When I really wanna just step with grace
I’m the rap importer
I’m a veteran of that recorder 
Keep in tact, my aura 
I will never sink to where your floor is
Take a second if you blink, you might miss the chorus 
Ima skip the chorus actually

Oppression is a melody
Don’t care bout what you telling me 
There’s a difference between a good MC and what the hell I be 
This rap gift it fell on me 
Tapdaddy I broke down the origins of rap beef so deadily

Honest Answers (Prod. by Tapdaddy)

[HOOK]
COMMANDER
(life is just nothing but)
COMMANDER
(decisions we running up)
COMMANDER
(drive it like hummer truck)

I command my shit like LEFT RIGHT LEFT
(My inner demons) (my inner demons)
(This nigga bleedin) (This nigga bleedin)

V1

I have an issue and I search for the root
Fear and insecurity gives birth to the truth 
i’m dead on the inside like a hearse in the coop
Self awareness comes with a price that hurts within you
I’m the one that made my bed, i did the linens and sheets
I need a little help this is me extending my reach
I’m not pretending I’m just mentioning this trend that i see
I use a synonym to send to them these sentiment see
If i expend on them, contend with them, impend and then descend on them 
My mental health we swimming in, I’m reassembling me
i lost true innocence through diligence of dealing with me
please do not mention this my pen can get to feeling too free
im feeling the message with every line that i instill in this beat
i really did all of this work on my mind but still ima G
im spinning the record and pressing rewind because i feel it in me
all my emotions is caught in a bind and clearly you’ll see

V2

CAN YOU HEAR ME
Man who said that, I think somebody near me
This plot is feeling eerie
CAN YOU HEAR ME
I heard it again
I might be losing my mind, I’m almost certain I am
ILL EXPLAIN WHO I AM
I AM THE SINISTER ONE
A TOUGH PILL TO SWALLOW I’LL ADMINISTER ONE
How the fuck i’m hearing voices and they threatening me
Do i need medicine or should I be letting it be
I see
The shits apart of me
inside my soul, even in my arteries
so tell me why you calling me?
IM CALLING YOU BECAUSE I AM THE DOUBT
THE ANXIETY YOU FEEL WHEN TRAUMA IS POKING OUT
You don’t know what I’m about
OH YES I DO
Fuck is you, you not living in my shoes
BUT IM LIVING IN YOUR SOUL AND I WITNESS ALL OF YOU
You been a witness of what?
Watching me battle addiction as I just lit that shit up
Or as I sip on a cup
I’m looking around
But i really don’t see him
But his voice in the room
i think he really a demon
I AM
So tell me who you are, and what you want, what’s the reason
I COULD TELL YOU THIS NOW
alright then tell me this evening
IM ADDICTION BRAIN 
I JUST BRING THE DRAMA AND THE PAIN
I JUST ISOLATE YOUR LIFE UNTIL NOTHING ELSE REMAINS
I JUST HEIGHTEN EVERY INSECURITY THAT YOU MIGHT HAAAAVE
IF YOU FEELING INSECURE THEN THATS ME INSIDE MY BAAAG
IF YOU FEELING LIKE SHIT THEN YOU KNOW THAT I AM BAAAAAACK

I don't like the way you impose that shit on me
I think that you wanna hinder that growth that’s within me
i’m unpacking my demons cause i’m a dope MC
You tryna end my life and then hand that rope to me
I’m falling…i’m slipping away from the rope 
I’m calling…I need the support from my folks 
I’m bawling…the emotion i’m feeling is dope
I’m all in…and then i just analyze cope
I THINK YOU FIGURED OUT HOW YOU CAN DEFEAT ME 
IM FADING EVERY SINGLE DAY EVEN WEEKLY
I CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT YOUR STRUGGLE
I MIGHT DIE WITHOUT YOUR STRUGGLE
There is no way you can kill me i’m alive and out the rubble
I reflect just like a puddle
then connect like it’s a tunnel 
I just filter all the stressors and set it like a funnel
lets ride the metaphor again
i’m looking for you demon and i even have sword for them 
I stab the beast and i can see the blood i watch it pour again
and i will skip some of the details because the gore is grim
but if you take your inner pain and manifest it into a beast 
And confront those demons you might understand that it is grief
Those are concepts that i think about and expand it on a beat 
i’m the commander and the chief, in charge of handling just me

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