An honest reflection of emotional duality,
an exorcism of the past self and a return to my corpse.
A hard-to-describe state of memorial,
the feeling of fighting something exhausting to its core,
resulting in shying away in fear
or a sudden need to rage against with adrenaline.
Positive and negative - one cannot exist without the other:
a daily schizophrenic exposure of violent images and noises towards our bodies.
What needs to be said is that this is no state of enlightenment,
much rather a comfortable state of disgust,
a state of a growing hemorrhage upon my love,
so swift and subtle it at points seems celebratory, yet of what?
The anxiety frees itself in the form of nervous laughter,
masked as a more polished state of doom,
my teeth continuously shivering.
It penetrates fear to make it search for extreme forms of temporary satisfaction,
moving from anxious to reckless.
There's a painful energy that exudes from this cramping
and drains what's left of my muscle memory, while everything remains the same.
All within the lack of sensuality - the irony within my physical spasms
functions as my truest form of pleasure in this inertia:
these glands have simply exhausted too much water.

Tracklist:

Melt Banana - Third Attack
Mick Jagger - Soundtrack for 'Invocation of my Demon Brother' by Kenneth Anger
VyL8 - Reformation and Coda
Baglover - Shadow Of Thy Wings
Extract from 'Seul Contre Tous' by Gaspar Noé
Sun Ra & his Arkestra - Intergalactic II
Hair Stylistics & John Wiese - Rock N Roll Joke
Acidic Male - Merci
Eindkrak - Holy of Holies
Colin Potter - Away From the Public Eye
Suicide - Frankie Teardrop
Laura Grabb - Sempty Print
untel - Séquence 33
Beau Wanzer - Dr. Dre's Smelly Feet
Stallone the Reducer - Cop Gets Off
Maoupa Mazzocchetti - Limbo Line
Mr. Fix Your Mind and Die - Riding Late For Blood
B-Ball Joints - Joint 1
Keith and Kevin - Chest Tight
MVQX - Retching Horrors
Trauma Bond - Double Denim Dissociative Disorder
Tati au Miel - At The Centre of My Being (Extended)
KK Null - Galactic Killer Drums V-07
Ronce - Revenge Porn

BLANK #4 "A VIAL OF MY SPIT AS A WARM KEEPSAKE" BY ACIDIC MALE

Heartbeat (2018/2021)

EOS Radio - Naone Mar 11 2022

tracklist:

1. @Niedowierzanie - Volcano (edit)
2. 若潭 ruò tán - Moon (@Lujiachi Remix)
3. @loworder - Blind Youth (Original Mix)/ @fringesociety - I Bet He Lets You Carry The Carcasses In Your Mouth
4. @temudo - 20 Minute Challenge (Original Mix)
5. @jeroclares - Past Future (@jonas-kopp Remix)
6. Surgeon - Intro
7. @notaheadliner - We Are Not The Same	
8. @mental-fear-productions - W+Boson / @slow-slow-loris - Ashes	
9. Nailbiter - Feed Forward (@joefarr_ux Remix)
10. NGHTLY - Dispersione Emotiva
11. Evanti - Energize
12. @strahinja-arbutina - Weekend Warrior / @Sleeparchiveofficial - Static 1
13. @secondtension - Turbulent Flow / Irena Tomažin - Siren 5
14. @wild369wick - Dorsia / Birmingham 6 - Israel (Razormaid Mix)
15. @Rendered-audio - Bassporn / @Baglover - Drapeau Noir / Krikor Kouchian - Vent Solaire
16. @risataniguchi & @ blackasteroid - Acid Flesh
17.  @Drumcell - Fallbrook / Antoine Rouge - Street Sucker
18. @Videotraum - Ritual (@unhealed-vx Remix)

March

HÖR DJ Set 7 March 2023

Captivated by the North Sea, its dune landscape and surrounding dark forests, Dim Garden's musical endeavors expand into swampy synthesis, gothic electronic experimentation, and field recordings. Methods of music production and DJing include using the decks as a method of sound collage, blending warm and cold waves. Together with RJM Vanderheyden, Dim Garden co-runs the DIY independent label Hunger!. The pair also perform and record as the industrial and power electronics duo Baglover.

Cold minimal wave hailing from the 80's German, Belgian and French DIY underground (Der Plan, Neuntage, X-Ray Pop, Absolute Body Control) and more recent wave (EYE, Shaknis & Egzotikka, Dame Area) feature prominently on this mix for Sonidos Subterraneos, including recent releases (Dissemblance, Perchten Scyla, Araf) and unreleased material (norhernorthere, Dim Garden), oscillating between gothic ballads, dance floor tunes and dark ambient musings.

| EPISODE 175 | Dim Garden

Unfathomable

BMA - Kareer Oppz
Statement (Iceman Junglist Kru Escape From South London Mix)
Knee Deep in Shit - Andrew-Nolan-April-24th
MSC - WALLS(FUN IN THE OVEN)
Crass - Owe Us a Ling (Kenny Campbell & Duellist Remix) Master
Dungeon Acid
Clash_48h
The Idealist - (White Man) In Hammersmith Palais (LOOKING FOR FUN DUB)
Kneecapped - Robot Factory Master
The Idealist - The Guilt And The Glory (Lies Dub)
Extreme Noise Terror _ KLF at The Brits 1992 MACHINE GUN - TSM (No Signal TV N90ISE Remix)
Cocteau Twins - Wolf In The Breast
Baglover + Macht - Blank Who Gave Her The Roses
White Neighbour (Black Peckerwood Remix)
THEY SAID THAT - BROKEN ENGLISH CLUB MIX

Industrial Coast 12/11/23

Live recording @ the Future Intel headquarters in The Hague. Streaming live on Youtube and futureintelradio.com.

Dim Garden ╚═ Future Intel ═╗ 28 12 2023

Women Invented Noise III
https://industrialcoast.bandcamp.com/album/women-invented-noise-iii

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚖𝚙  [𝘐𝘯𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘊𝘰𝘢𝘴𝘵]

10.14AM - Baglover
Deep - Zoë Mc Pherson (Strahinja Arbutina remix)
Sabotage story - Zoë Mc Pherson (Sukitoa o Namau remix)
SHUMUMUMU - SHXCXCHCXSH
Komusar - Zoë Mc Pherson (Blood red moon - N1L remix)
Seye - Fofoulah
Komusar - Zoë Mc Pherson (Bartellow remix)
Eigenspace - FRKTL
Night music - Michele Mercure
Sensory deprivation - Mars89
Kill/Aftermath - John Bence
Ramos - Ploy
Jungle - Hiro Kone
Sabotage story - Zoë Mc Pherson (Perculator - Ben Vince remix)
Hardingfele - Zoë Mc Pherson (Hester-1 remix)
Dog War - Meuko! Meuko! 
White Daf - Padre Himalaya
0202 - Sofheso
Strand - BELP

visual by Diet Clinic

Desktop

NTS Diet Clinic ~ dec 18

Another Esbat is about to happen. Time to burn some incense for your temple. Tomorrow, on the 26th of February, we celebrate Hygieia, the goddess of our health. The day after we have the honor to feel another full moon. For this https://soundcloud.com/sssnezhanaaa recorded some precious sounds.
Thank you Snezhana!<3

Tracklist

The Sarcasm Ensemble – These Ruminations are Mine [Veyl]
Decha – Niebla [Malka Tuti]
Poperttelli – Ecoline [brokntoys]
Poison Arrow – Casa Show [Pleasure District]
Sam De La Rosa – I Hear The Swine [Mannequin Records]
Exhausted Modern – 2½ Minutes to Midnight [brokntoys]
MVQX – It’s Second Coming [free DL]
Maenad Veyl – Make Them Remember [Veyl]
Club Music – Human Extinction [Chicago Research]
dj haram – More feat. Celine [Tobago Tracks]
FOOZOOL – HISHATAK [Tobago Tracks]
Bill Anagnos – The Sizzler [Phormix]
German Army – Low Intensity Conflict [Phormix]
Baglover – Animale Man [NIGHTWIND RECORDS]
Immediate Proximity – Broken Ether [Radio Matrix]
Trivia – Stramonium Datura [Mosaique Records]
Franziska Lantz – Calm?? [NIGHTWIND RECORDS]
Tav Exotic – Magnetic White Out [Phormix]
Immediate Proximity – The Apocalyptic Techno Cult [Radio Matrix]
Corps Déchiré – Épidémie [self-released]

Esbat VI - Snezhana

rjmvanderheyden ❀ gmail ₊ com

(𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝) ᴏ𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚍 𝚠/ ʙ𝚎𝚊𝚞 ᴡ𝚊𝚗𝚣𝚎𝚛 + ᴄ𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚎𝚐𝚘𝚜 + ɴ𝚒𝚌𝚔 ᴋ𝚕𝚎𝚒𝚗 + ᴜ𝚗𝚒𝚝 ᴍ𝚘𝚎𝚋𝚒𝚞𝚜 + ᴍ𝚊𝚍 ᴍ𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚗 + ᴢ𝚘𝚑𝚊𝚛 ＊ ᴄ𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚠/ ᴋ𝚗𝚎𝚔𝚎𝚕𝚑𝚞𝚒𝚜 ＊ ᴛ𝚑𝚎 ʟ𝚘𝚝 ʀ𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚘 ɴʏᴄ 𝚠/ ɴ𝚒𝚌𝚔 ᴋ𝚕𝚎𝚒𝚗 ＊ ᴀ𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚎 𝚠/ ʏ𝚞𝚔𝚘 ᴀ𝚛𝚊𝚔𝚒 ＊ ᴋ𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚎 𝚠/ ᴊ𝚊𝚢 ɢ𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜 ᴅ𝚞𝚋𝚜 ＊ ᴅ𝚊𝚠𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 ᴠ𝚘𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚠/ ꜱ𝚘𝚏𝚝 ʙ𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔 + ᴀ𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚌 ᴍ𝚊𝚕𝚎 + ᴄ𝚘𝚠 ꜱ𝚑𝚒𝚏𝚝 ᴢ ＊ ᴢ𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚕𝚘𝚎𝚍 𝚠/ ᴀ𝚕𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚛 + ɢ𝚕𝚢𝚗𝚗 𝙼𝚊𝚒𝚎𝚛 + ᴘ𝚊𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚔 ɢ𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚛 ＊ ʟ𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚛 ɢ𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚠/ ᴛ𝚘𝚛𝚞𝚜 + ᴠ𝚒𝚊 ᴀ𝚙𝚙 + ᴋ𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛 ᴍ𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚝 ＊ ᴅ𝚎𝚔𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚕 + ꜰ𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 ɪ𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚕 𝚠/ ᴅ𝚊𝚣𝚒𝚘𝚗 + ᴏ𝚓𝚘𝚘 ɢ𝚊𝚢𝚕 + ɴ𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚙 + ꜰ𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚑 𝙸𝙸 ＊ ʟ𝚊𝚊𝚔 𝚠/ ᴅᴊ ᴠᴀʟᴇɴᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ + ᴇ-ꜱ𝚊𝚐𝚐𝚒𝚕𝚊 ＊ 𝚅𝟸𝟹 𝚠/ 𝚔𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚗𝚞𝚕𝚊 + 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 + ꜱ𝚞𝚎 ʟÈ𝚠𝚒𝚐 ＊ ꜰ𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 ɪ𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚕 𝚠/ ᴅ𝚒𝚖 ɢ𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚗 + ɴ𝚒𝚌𝚔 ᴋ𝚕𝚎𝚒𝚗 + ʟ𝚎𝚐𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚝 ＊ ᴍ𝚘𝚜𝚝 ᴅ𝚒𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕 ꜱ𝚠𝚊𝚖𝚙 𝚠/ ᴍ𝚊𝚛𝚔 ʟ𝚎𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚢 ＊ ʟ𝚊𝚊𝚔 𝚠/ 𝚐𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚢𝚐𝚞𝚗 + 𝚗𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚙 + 𝚘𝚋𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎 + ᴠ𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚊 ＊ ʜ𝚎𝚕𝚕 ɪ𝚜 ᴏ𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 ᴘ𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 ʀ𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚘 𝚠/ ᴛ𝚘𝚝𝚊𝚕 ʙ𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚔 + ʙ𝚊𝚔𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚣 ＊ ʏ𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚠 ʙ𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚠/ ᴏ𝚏𝚛𝚊 + ᴘ𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚙𝚑𝚊𝚎 + ᴄ𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚎 + ᴅ𝚒𝚖 ɢ𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚗 ＊ krah w/ 𝙹𝚒𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚆𝚒 𝚡 𝚃𝚣𝚞 𝙽𝚒 ✢ 𝙴𝙼𝙼𝙴 (𝚄𝚂)

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚐𝚒𝚖𝚙 [𝘐𝘯𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘊𝘰𝘢𝘴𝘵]

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