BRO THIS IS ACTUALLY THE BEST SONG ON THE ALBUM

HLFD

BXNES

the original before being rebuilt.
spotify: https://spotify.link/jRGmXUfTgJb
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
Stressed out, yeah I'm feeling anguished
You turned all the lights out, darkness is a blanket
I don't wanna talk now, can you really blame me
She don't know a thing about me, don't know my language

and I
Haven't felt good in awhile
But I don't think I wanna die
But I don't wanna be around

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

Silence fills my head but it ain't peaceful
Used to feeling mislead, you're all deceitful
Constantly I bleed, it's getting lethal
The way that I'm perceived, yeah I'm not needful

Cover up my ears, don't wanna hear what they're saying
It's never been clear, but I don't wanna say it
Time's up for us my dear, I'm slowly fading
and I can't seer the things that you're portraying

and I
Haven't felt good in awhile
But I don't think I wanna die
But I don't wanna be around

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

It all feels the same
Never take accountability, can't handle the blame
Optimism is a mask and it's so hard to maintain
You ask what the problem is, but I can't explain
There's something wrong with my brain

anguish

WALK STOP DROP

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6Tmexwurbyz7nPKtBRslBm?si=NjobR7qdR8OHEPCkW3W3ag
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
I tried too hard to make it right
I wish you'd see things from my side
I care too much
I lost my love

you left my place when I was sleeping
you never told me you were leaving
but it's alright
I'll let you waste my time

I see that look up on your face
you told me I was just insane
It turns out I was right
you left me out my sight

you're everything I ever wanted and that's why
I couldn't stand it when you left me out to die

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I'll never be the same
I'll tell you its okay

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I wanna blow my brains
I know I've gone insane

yeah it's all way too much for me
all that I say you disagree
you leave me down, I'm on my knees
all these cuts you make me bleed

passed out, think that I'm anemic
my thoughts leak out, I'm losing my reason
that fake facade, you're so deceiving
my days lately have been repeating

and I can't stand it
they stand there laughing
I wish I was somebody else
I keep my feelings on a shelf

and I'm so done with it all
I don't know how we got this far
should've done this all along
I still don't know where we went wrong

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I'll never be the same
I'll tell you its okay

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I wanna blow my brains
I know I've gone insane

flame

(feat. @1alkayn)

--- lyrics ---
@rlvst
Feel like you're drifting away, like if I cried you wouldn't stay
And if I died you wouldn't lay, right by my side while I decay
I wish you would've told the truth, because you lied I can't trust you
And I can't help but think I'm screwed, my entire life's been misconstrued

Told me I should wait, for you to stay, I'm sorry I can't really wait
I don't even wanna see your face, never cared how I felt anyways

And that's okay, I wanna fade away
They can't explain how I've been feeling
Cause I'm so lost I'm feeling distant
From my friends, and my family
I can't break myself out
Mental prison locked now

@1alkayn
I'd be lying if I said I don't feel alone
I just wanted you to love me but I know that you won't
Say you don't wanna talk, then you blow up my phone
Say you're sorry but that doesn't mean the seams have been sown
I can't stand you, yeah you had me saying things I didn't plan to
And forgetting it is something that I can't do, yeah I can see it in your face you think you're brand new

I'm bleeding out, I need some help
I hate myself, how far I fell

@rlvst
And that's okay, I wanna fade away
They can't explain how I've been feeling
Cause I'm so lost I'm feeling distant
From my friends, and my family
I can't break myself out
Mental prison locked now

fade away

--- lyrics ---

Watch it all fall down, together
Late night walks when we're together
Feel that I'm in love, but we aren't tethered
Flatlined hearts hope we're forever
We're sat up on the coastline, we feel the breeze on our neck
On a decline, If I'm dying baby will you be my lifeline
Hope we can go somewhere, not just online, these thoughts up in my head

Wanna go, far away, I can't even think for another day
Cause I'm stuck up on the thought thinking will you stay
I have something to confess something to just say

Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
It's only been one day no I can't wait two
Overthink about the things, that I shouldn't do
Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
Girl we're only fifteen so you should've knew
Going manic cause I don't know what to do

Or say
My mental isn't taking control It's a mayday
Addicted to the dopamine in my brain
And now I've lost my train of thought cause you're healing my pain

Can't think, of all the things I'd do if you were by my side
Girl I don't wanna choose cause I'm too blank 
Cause my minds in two different places
When I'm sat beside you
You know I've never felt real love, I guess I'm writing this before we were in love
Guess I'm attracted to the thought of being your dove
I guess thinkin' bout the future where we're above, the world

Why am I writing this in my bed, by myself
Think that you should be here instead
Dreams of you up on my chest, laying your head
Maybe one day it'll be true, I think ahead

Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
It's only been one day no I can't wait two
Overthink about the things, that I shouldn't do
Yeah I think that I'm in love with you
And you don't know it don't know how to get it through
Girl we're only fifteen so you should've knew
Going manic cause I don't know what to do

I wrote this before you severed my heart, thought we were forever but now we're apart
Only used me so you could move on, I'll act like nothing ever happened and I support

lifeline

--- lyrics ---

I can't help, but fall apart, I can't believe we've got this far
I run and run I see the stars, my true feels hidden, cause I'm scarred
I hate my mind It's in a ditch, she told me I can't get it fixed
Can't solve my problems or dismiss, I can't help but just reminisce about

All the things we did in our pass time, say you love me then you leave me behind
I wanna leave this world but I keep crying, can't help myself cause I'm stuck dying

I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore

It's getting to my brain, the dopamine drives me inside
Narcissistic personality traits, I hate you we will never talk again

You, ignore your friends when they're on your phone
Egotistical prick, because I'm taking your throne
Oh well "Got it all to myself, to myself" that's what you wanted in the first place (Took an L)
"Guess what I don't care at all" (Obviously you care enough)

Honestly I take it as an honor that you wrote that stuff (About me)
Honestly you're just obsessed, acting like you never cared but I know that you're really stressed 

I fall apart into my own abyss keep dying
I know better than this, but I keep digging my hole deeper and
I can't fix, all the little things the little issues
I dismiss, I can't let it go can't let it go anymore

dismiss

--- lyrics ---

You pushed me away, but that's fine you don't wanna talk anyway
I see the numbers getting to your brain
We gave you too many chances
Still you can't take the blame
It's just wasted potential, the person that you are
Keeping it confidential, and honestly It's sad that
You're so revengeful, to people you know care about 
"How is your mental?" (I feel so dismantled)

Honestly, It was your choice of words
You could've used them better could've made this work
It was your own choice, now you're the one feeling hurt
You're so naive now, don't realize we fell apart

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't

See the crash out, blame it all on me but you're the one that'll act out
You're the one who fired shots first, now you back down
Is it cause you care, or you'll get hurt, by the stats now
Claim we never fell out
It hurts to hear you lie on my name
Wish you would claim what you did but you never take blame
You were the one that started it ignited the flame
Now that you're gone I'm feeling better but it won't be the same

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't save yourself

farewell

🔥 (Dark Version) 🔥

This track dives deep into the raw edges of the mind—where silence turns heavy, scars speak louder than words, and breaking free feels like survival. It’s a confession, a rebellion, and a resurrection all in one.

🖤 For anyone who’s ever been trapped in their own head, this song is about bleeding the poison out, burning down the lies, and rising stronger from the fire.

⚡ Dark. Intense. Unapologetic.

Turn it up loud. Let it rip through the chains.
Because sometimes the only way out is to figure it out.

#darkwave #rock #alt #postgrunge #emotional

#DarkVersion #FigureItOut #NewMusic #AltRock #DarkWave #PostGrunge #AlternativeMusic #EmotionalRock #RockVibes #DarkRock #RockBallad

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“Figure It Out”

Thinking bout losing this girl got me lost in my mind

Lost In My Mind

난 그대 위해 멈춰 있던 밤

떠나가던 그날 잠긴 바다

사라져 달라고 빌어 봤어도 

가지마 가지마 가지마 


너의

너의 손을 잡고 놓아주면 안됐던 날

밤에 

밤에도 너가 떠나가지 않게 잡았어야 했나봐 

손에는 피 묻은 칼 

네 눈에는 두려움 반

상처 투성인 어깨를 깨물어 주던 밤

같혀 있는 날 봐 

그래 이건 사랑이었다

전부 미련 이여도 널 기다릴래 이 방

난 난 

그 자리 그대로 인걸 넌 알까 

예전 처럼 다시 돌아올까

기대도 안하지만 


난 그대 위해 멈춰 있던 밤

떠나가던 그날 잠긴 바다

사라져 달라고 애원해 봤어도 

가지마 가지마 가지마 

날 비운다 

젖는다 

비에 젖어 죽어가지만

너를 떠나 보내지 못하는거야

낡은 연못에서 너란 행인을 기다린거야

fade away

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