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I'm running away from the pain that's inside of my heart.  
I fell off the mark.  
You tortured me every second from the start.  
Now I’m picking up pieces, alone in the dark,  
You lit up my soul just to tear it apart.  
I gave you my all, and you called it a joke,  
Suffocatin’ daily, pretend I don’t choke.  
I swallowed the lies, yeah, I played along,  
But I’m done with the scripts, I’m erasin’ your song.  

Can’t fake the tears when they come every night,  
Can’t heal the wound when it cuts through the light.  
I kept on fallin’ and callin’ you mine,  
Now I just run ‘cause you crossed every line.  

You broke me down, you watched me bleed,  
Fed on my hurt like it’s all you need.  
I screamed for help, but you stayed cold,  
A love so young, feelin’ ancient and old.  
I’m runnin’, runnin’, no trace to leave,  
Escapin’ the ghost that you made of me.  

You’d twist up the truth, then say I’m insane,  
Break every rule, then shift me the blame.  
You cried like the victim, played it so well,  
While I was trapped in your beautiful hell.  
Gaslighted nightly, lost in the spin,  
You'd start the fire, then blame me again.  
Say it’s my fault you don’t feel secure,  
But I bled for your love, I was never the cure.  

You wore that smile like a clever disguise,  
But behind your eyes was a web full of lies.  
Told me I’m broken, that I make you cold,  
Then begged for my warmth like your heart ain’t sold.  

You broke me down, you watched me bleed,  
Fed on my hurt like it’s all you need.  
I screamed for help, but you stayed cold,  
A love so young, feelin’ ancient and old.  
I’m runnin’, runnin’, no trace to leave,  
Escapin’ the ghost that you made of me.  

I begged for peace while you craved the war,  
Kept knockin’ but you locked the door.  
Held my love like a loaded gun,  
Pulled the trigger, then claimed you were stunned.  
But I’ve seen the truth behind your eyes —  
A hollow soul dressed in sweet disguise.  

Now the silence is healing, the distance is kind,  
I’m clearing the smoke you left in my mind.  

You were the storm I called home for too long,  
I danced in your chaos, thought this was strong.  
But love ain’t pain, and truth don’t bend,  
So I walked away — this is the end.  
I gave you chances, you gave me doubt,  
You don’t get to twist what I’m all about.  

I’m done with the blame, done with the games,  
Tired of drowning in all your flames.  
I see it now, the weight I dropped —  
You were the anchor, and I just stopped.  

You won’t break me now, I’m free, I’m whole,  
Took back my heart, reclaimed my soul.  
Your lies don’t echo in my chest,  
Without you here, I can finally rest.  
No more chains, no more disguise,  
This chapter’s closed — I’ve cut the ties.


Anchor no more

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