midwest emo essentials

9. Claymore

it's over, u can go home now. w/ casperrr (pekarot)

in my dream i built a time machine

https://soundcloud.com/octloser - creator
https://open.spotify.com/track/4ou3PJeQpiMam5pcr1CrQZ
i dont know why but the original is only on spotify

Singing To Thieves

prod by me

lyrics:
i know its hard
to wake up in your bed
it gets so dark
waking up in this flesh
i know sometimes
you just wish you were dead
but it's alright
i'll sing you to bed

i'll sing you to bed

forever, yours. w/ vails (king theta)

i had a sudden urge to kill myself the other day

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

prod: Anxiety Attacks! x ERRx
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
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LYRICS:
got all this anger and it's building up inside me
i go to therapy to find out what it might be
i've been to doctors and i take the script they write me
then i see the way i act & it doesn't seem like me
they told me somethings wrong, i already know that
yeah i've been down bad, i don't wanna go back
i need a fresh start, god i want it so bad
i need a new brain, but they just gave me Prozac

broke my iPhone, i'm better off without it
maybe now i can focus, but i doubt it
i'm a mess, there's no other way around it
i try my best, miss a shot & then rebound it
call my shrink, they'll tell you all about me
truth in silence, i hear it all around me
it's hard to think i'm the only one who doubts me
i need a drink, it's the only thing that grounds me

got all this anger and it's building up inside me
i go to therapy to find out what it might be
i've been to doctors and i take the script they write me
then i see the way i act & it doesn't seem like me
they told me somethings wrong, i already know that
yeah i've been down bad, i don't wanna go back
i need a fresh start, god i want it so bad
i need a new brain, but they just gave me Prozac


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PROZAC

pathetics my name

ur so cool

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:

i met a girl i loved
and everything was fun
i felt the stars align 
our nights were so alive
a rose from you can rot
but love from you can not
our souls are intertwined
this love is hard to find

i can’t loose you
and you can’t loose me
our life’s are so free 
when things are meant to be
who would’ve knew
i fallen for you
i guess i agree
there’s is room for three

when you start
to look at me with those eyes
our worlds start to collide
the night dosent end tonight
only when you decide

she makes some music too
she sings while i produce
hvci, we’re a tiny little crew
she bends and ties her shoes
while we listen to her tunes
i mix and i master from our tiny little room

i never felt this way before
before
i can’t feel anyone unless it’s 
her

bring me peace
and love for me
i counted the days that i was alone
but now im free
with something meant for me
i had so much hatred inside of me

she took it out
she took it out
the hatred inside
she brought it out 
she brought it out
the love inside
and you can see
and you can see
the new look in my eye
and now i say
and now i say
i’m really fine :)

i’m a new person 
i’m a new guy
and you don’t have to mention
all of the sleepless nights
i’m a new person 
im a new guy

bring me peace
and love for me
i counted the days that i was alone
but now im free
with something meant for me
i had so much hatred inside of me

you and me

production by brody mckeegan

lyrics:
I feel sick, too young to be like this
Just a kid but already tired of it 
And our house, a grave for the life you once lived 
But now can’t get out of, you’re dying to quit 
And I miss being young enough to hold onto hope
To find peace in hot flesh and to call it a home 
And I miss being young enough to believe
There’s a place where nobody dies and no one leaves
But I knew you would leave, you were riding on top of me
Hand in insatiable hand, love me awfully
I still smell like you, I can’t get you off of me
Love, you’re scaring me. I need you, just talk to me

You’re scaring me
You’re scaring me

You’re scaring me, you’re scaring me
Love, when I fall in the mud, will you carry me?
You’re scaring me, you’re scaring me
Heart in my hand, I’ll be yours til you bury me

It’s scaring me, you won’t be there for me
Call out your name in the hall while they stare at me
It’s scaring me, I know you don’t care for me
Hand on my throat, I will bleed for you terribly

You’re scaring me, you’re scaring me
Heart in my hand, I’ll be yours til you bury me


you're scaring me

You're Gonna Miss It All

Your Graduation

Mom Jeans - Girl Scout Cookies

Split

Shaylee, Shanel

lyrics:

she locked herself in the bathroom and shes crying all alone
all this for a half hearted message on her phone
at the end of the night we all need to home
dont waste ur time on a man you barely know
remember where u started look at how far u came
i promise ur surrounded by friends of good faith

no one can take away the blood from out ur veins
i wanted so bad to tell u to ur face
but she sits behind this bathroom door in a strangers basement
you wont be rid of him until u drink enough to say it

ohhhh
ohhhh
the bottles never deep enough to forget about her problems
but its so much easier to suppress em then to solve em
and i know it hurts to face but its better than the damage 
ur causing to urself when u pretend u still want him

no one can take away the blood from out ur veins
i wanted so bad to tell u to ur face
but she sits behind this bathroom door in a strangers basement
you wont be rid of him until u drink enough to say it

ur so cool

roach

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