Didn't Mean To Die

(Music video/ https://youtu.be/Ebj3nb-rJ1o?si=foO6Cr9zl7IKuZ4M)




*LYRICS*

ROACH iKARi
(bro you just killed roach)
sometimes i feel alone tryna look for who to blame,
i hate it when you cry cause i know i should feel “shame”
but sometimes i dont feel shit i dont even feel the pain,
you thought that i was lying i could see it in your face.

how could i make you feel okay ? 
wiping tears off of your face,
hope you dont feel any way..
when i kill my self today (x2)

cause ive done enough,
but im not enough..
n shits not adding up, i could feel it in my gut
put it in her gut, so she’ll love me yuh
but it dont change a thing so i get filled up wit drugs..

sometimes i feel alone tryna look for who to blame,
i hate it when you cry cause i know i should feel “shame”
but sometimes i dont feel shit i dont even feel the pain,
you thought that i was lying i could see it in your face.

ah
mhm
ohhhhhhhhhhhh
uh uh ah 
ah
mhm
ohhhhhhhhhhhh
uh uh ah

Thank You For Listening <3
-ROACH iKARi

*SOCIALS*
Instagram: @roachlovestoes
Twitter: @roachlovestoes

REGRETS Prod By. Pierre1k X Inuyasha (MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN DISCRIPTION)

Count On Me (I Wouldn’t If I Were You) w/Lust (Prod By. Donnie Katana) *Out On All Platforms*

*LYRICS*
ROACH iKARi
(welcome to the tokyo occult)
(bro you just killed roach)

dont wanna show my face, im rocking vlone
n che nene shades, fuck what they say
i had a bad day, dont you dare speak to me 
this FN gone spray, have a good day to heaven you pray
i pray to my glock, then blow out my brain
how is he sane? 
you may ask your brain 
im not holding up! 
n gaining no fame 

i only stay to save the dam day
i know those that need me gone cry every day
spent every day fantasizing bout kay
but she didnt love me no more anyway

i miss the roach
the one who had hope 
the one who walked in n fucked any hoe
n fucking these throats it cant fill the hole
im losing my self, while tryna feel whole

tying the rope 
my blood getting cold
my lips turning blue
to hell i will go

sellin my soul 
for burberry coats 
the riches the gold 
the sluts n the hoes

damn no you cant do it like me
too much on my mind aint mean to get deep
but anyway just look at my feet
im rocking that shit, that you’ve never seen

SEIJI
i sip the wok by liter,
i’m shooting like derek no jeter,
we kick it like fifa,
shawty my queen like latifah,
i need me a re up,
i’m popping a xan with my feet up,
remember when niggas ain’t need us,
and now when they see us,
they run to the door just to greet us,
i always stay with a nina,
if you wanna meet her,
you’ll meet her and then you’ll meet jesus,

you laughing i really don’t get it,
only thing funny is all of this money i’m getting,
i add a perc to the mix and i sip it,
i throw up but that shit got me feeling different,
the belt on my waist is fifty,
it’s BB, 
yes simons i wear it to match with the denim,
i got some ricks just to get em,
her pussy be bald like it’s krillin,
she fuck with the vision,

shawty wanna fuck like right now,
shawty wanna fuck with my ice on,
i be spending racks on pints now
smoke my pain till the blunt gone,

SUHKIMA
i told u dat im not ok 
im smokin sum runtz take ts blunt to my face 
ease all the pain, while i stand in the rain
her love an illusion, that shi david blaine
damn, i swear that im talkin to trees
munching sum shrooms, bitch im tryna see things
damn, pass me that Hennessy
get me so gone u dont notice me

i’m jus tryna put my bitch in that guala 
got me so stranded feeling like i’m in guarma 
gettin mad asf now i’m gettin my karma 
man my life like class i dont fw problems
my best friend my homie my dawg marijuana 
lighting dis up, its smoking like sauna 
gettin high asf, thats how i get by 
snorting sum lines, easing my mind

Thank You For Listening <3 
albums done ! waiting for cover art and then ill announce the dates n tracklist on my instagram and socials

INSTAGRAM: @roachlovestoes

Bottled Up w/$uhkima x $eiji (Prod By. Yungmexicanbih)

Didn't Mean To Die, An 18 track album made specifically to let you all inside ROACH iKARi's mind as he slowly lose all hope for "Love", Love for himself, love for those around him, love for life and love for "Love" all while letting his loved ones down and vice versa. as time passes and he realizes he's alone and no help will arrive anytime soon, as he kills his ego entirely over and over to rebuild his self to please others and eventually loses his self. He lost his self, and hates his self more than ever.. can he find his way back?

Regrets (prod by. pierre1k x inuyasha) (Music video link in discription)

i Cant Die (prod by. slash!)

2 Pills (prod by. 44ricko x jewfy)

Problems (prod by. flybwoy)

Rari (prod by. sachy)

Bloody Tears (prod by. wave)

Every Night (prod by. bon)

* LYRICS *
ROACH iKARi

n they aint fuck wit me back then, i wonder why? 
i.. and i, doubt that i will get older..
tried to keep my composure but i just cant seem to stay sober
fuckin ‘round wit my old hoe 
but i think im used to bein solo
(ah)
she want me to cuff the bitch.. she a hoe tho 
now i got to fuck the bitch in my polo yuh
two cups n i roll up 
i aint even supposed smoke 
i wont fold up

yeah i got a new bitch but she older 
yeah u know im gone fold her 
tuck the bitch in my folder 
now i got to move on, 

they dont even know i make songs 

HAPPY MF NEW YEARS GANG I FUCKIN LOVE YALL THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT WOULDNT BE HERE WITOUT YALL <3 

-ROACH iKARi

Ralph Lauren (prod by. okay!chason)

*LYRICS*
ROACH iKARi

aint goin no where 
u stayn right here 

u cannot forget me 
witout u im feelin real empty

she bitin my neck 
she gettin real wet 
she suckin it gudd 
she drawin my blood 
ethereal sex

n she know the things that make me mad she do it on purpose 
n she know im hurtin i question my self 
cus im feelin worthless
she said he a friend 
she lyin again 
i knew they were flirtin
they fuckin for certain blood in the tub when u pull the curtains 
im dyin again 

im losin my sense 

i cant feel a thing 
but pain in my heart 
cant handle suspense

i know when ur fine 
i know u want cry
i know when ur sad 
i know you’ve been hurt 
but u crossed the line

Ethereal Sex (prod. judah budah)

Lonely Suicide (prod. xmichaelwarren)

Ride Or Die (Prod By. fxn)

Wasted potential

2ouble homicide

liar liar (p. noevdv)

Snakes (prod by. pierre1k!)

*LYRICS*
ROACH iKARi

falling in love.. wit money n clothes
dead boy bitch.. ive been a ghost 

drop me a rose,
my death is close

cause i aint shit
as far as it goes

i had to dip couple hoes on my dick 
yeah they diggin my drip 
but im still sad as shit 

couple of homies that died
im tired of viewings 
and wearing my all black fits

cant wrap my mind round dis life 
all of these lies, glad that we dont live twice 
im not gone lie 
lately i been inside of my mind.. im losing my life to the night

ohh n i cant lie 
lately i jus wanna cry 
no one to help when the sky loses light 
losing my self.. 
bitch who am i ? dont got no guts..
i wont survive ..

swerving around while i look at the sky 
think im bound to be lone so i wont even try 

sick of the lies and all the assumptions 
i wonder why 
i cannot function 
fuck all the fuck shit 
im on sum fuck shit 
sick of the fumbling 
sick of the numbness..
im not dying quick.. 
im dying slowly..

Ghost (prod. segador)

Call On You (Prod By. xMichaelwarren)

*ROACH iKARi*

Lyrics

im
on auto mode
ive been floatin

i chose not to talk cause im chokin 

it eats me up inside i aint copin
n lately i dont feel like i been flowin 

u cant hear me now 
theres no sound 
n we cant talk it out 
i have doubts

will i make it out ?
i see nothing in the future its blacked out

its my fault 
yes i know, 

pray i drop 
to the floor 

i jus wanna pop

pop my pole 
squeeze it slow
then i go (x2)

i dont take no meds for my stress 
i took it then cause i was depressed 

its my fault i confess 
decisions in the past got the best of meeeee

i tried to run away but i cant escape
i know of one escape its infront my face

cant let em down no way 
for now ill jam out loud in the high way

Scape Goat (Produced By. Alyxrain)

Cold Play

Let Up

Ego Death

https://youtu.be/zH1fk7XefWk?si=iLXJF9wAHxQsGf7k

Never Forget *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Out bad

Love yall, it’s easy to fall but jus know it’s jus as easy to get back up🖤

Easy to fall

NothingWorksYourWay (I)(Prod. Stroby)

INTROVERT (FT. ANDYNOHOES) (PROD. SOLSA)

*LYRICS*

ROACH iKARi
eyes roll back i really miss that hoe..
hole inside my heart i think im dying slow..
love it when your by my side, i should have held you close
now my chance done slipped away i guess i was too slow..

bitch you stabbed me in my heart,
i done fell apart, i know that i aint shit thats what you told me from the start.
shawty bet you know that body is a work of art..
an angel in disguise sent down to get me out the dark 

did you mean that ? 
if i change babe will u take me back ?

nothing like them other hoes, them other hoes are fuckin wack
come back to me,
you’re going to a place i cannot reach (heaven)
bet you are a goddess how you got me on my fuckin knees

shit ima let em know how i feel..
if you dont fuckin like it yall can suck a dick 
shit i been in this hoe, i been doin this shit 
(based on a true story)
shit.. im out 
(fun fact: song was gonna end here then i was like na this beat so fuckin hard lol)

think i been sad, 
oh your kiss? yeah i miss that..
you’ve been gone for a minute you just got back.
i been chillin in the back, wearin all black, peepin out the seen where the mf hoes at ?

cut my wrist couple times i dont feel shit
ive been hot for a minute like i am sick!
dont eat shit for breakfast, i be layin down in bed half the time watching netflix 
broke as fuck got no energy for what ?
dumb as fuck cause that could’ve been us. 
you’re on my mind when im finna bust a nut
in my dreams when i sleep i dont want to wake up. 

back pack full of prozac, finna chug em down all the way i dont know where my souls at.. keep searching i hope its all worth it..
shout out all my fans, now my life has a purpose <3

Thank You For Listening 
-ROACH iKARi

*SOCIALS*
Instagram: @roachlovestoes
twitter: @roachlovestoes

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