Didn't Mean To Die

Hurting Hearts

DIE YOUNG. Prod By. Joyboy☆

OH, MY BAD! (Prod By. Boofy)

*LYRICS*

ROACH iKARi
(bro you just killed roach)
sometimes i feel alone tryna look for who to blame,
i hate it when you cry cause i know i should feel “shame”
but sometimes i dont feel shit i dont even feel the pain,
you thought that i was lying i could see it in your face.

how could i make you feel okay ? 
wiping tears off of your face,
hope you dont feel any way..
when i kill my self today (x2)

cause ive done enough,
but im not enough..
n shits not adding up, i could feel it in my gut
put it in her gut, so she’ll love me yuh
but it dont change a thing so i get filled up wit drugs..

sometimes i feel alone tryna look for who to blame,
i hate it when you cry cause i know i should feel “shame”
but sometimes i dont feel shit i dont even feel the pain,
you thought that i was lying i could see it in your face.

ah
mhm
ohhhhhhhhhhhh
uh uh ah 
ah
mhm
ohhhhhhhhhhhh
uh uh ah

Thank You For Listening <3
-ROACH iKARi

*SOCIALS*
Instagram: @roachlovestoes
Twitter: @roachlovestoes

REGRETS Prod By. Pierre1k X Inuyasha

*LYRICS*
ROACH iKARi
yuh,
she said i lost my mind..
tell her that im broken.. inside.. leave me behind!
n you know ima die,
so tell me why you treat me.. like you’re not on my side (x2)

fuck sex, im depressed, i get drunk as fuck.. so let me rest
tell me im the best,
she tell me im the best oh ah
i love when you scream oh ah. 

stuck in my head, yeah im stuck in my mind!
theres been hella times that i thought bout suicide.

i dont need no friends cause they all just full of lies,
so fuck a fuckin friend they’ll stab you from behind ah ah

blunt to the dome.. n i dont even know who took you home (ah ah)
bitch pick up the phone.. if not ill leave a message at the tone.. 

she said i lost my mind..
tell her that im broken.. inside.. leave me behind!
n you know ima die,
so tell me why you treat me.. like you’re not on my side (x2)

Thank You For Listening <3
Going through alot lately. hope everyone is having a good year/day/evening/night, things get better.. if anyone ever needs a friend or someone to talk to my dms are always open!

*SOCIALS*
(mainly active on IG)
Instagram: @roachlovestoes
Twitter: @roachlovestoes

Flabberghasted (Prod By. Bon)

*LYRICS*
ROACH iKARi
why u say u need me if you know you lyin,
its over anyway im running out of time,
its over i died..
i dont know what to think i lost my fucking mind. 

taking 2, taking 3 maybe even 4
n it dont matter anyway, i wake up on the floor

i tried to change my ways.. 
but you know how that goes
no matter how long itll take, NEVER fucking fold

its over i died.. (no they dont wanna see u win, stay up on ur grind)
im sober, not fine.. (im finna crack the seal, finna pour some lines)

taking time away, might fly away, head out of state
n whats in it for me ? hate feeling like im out of place,
keep having vivid dreams
theres demons in my head..

they’re always telling me im gonna end up dead (x2)

why u say u need me if you know you lyin,
its over anyway im running out of time,
its over i died..
i dont know what to think i lost my fucking mind. 

taking 2, taking 3 maybe even 4
n it dont matter anyway, i wake up on the floor

i tried to change my ways.. 
but you know how that goes
no matter how long itll take, NEVER fucking fold

its over i died.. (no they dont wanna see u win, stay up on ur grind)
im sober, not fine.. (im finna crack the seal, finna pour some lines)

Thank You For Listening, 
lowkey tryna drop every friday rlly working on getting these recent songs out on all platforms. follow my instagram if youd like, im always talking to my supporters love yall <3

*SOCIALS*
Instagram: @roachlovestoes
Twitter: @roachlovestoes

Seal Crackin

Count On Me (I Wouldn’t If I Were You) w/Lust (Prod By. Donnie Katana)

*LYRICS*
ROACH iKARi
(welcome to the tokyo occult)
(bro you just killed roach)

dont wanna show my face, im rocking vlone
n che nene shades, fuck what they say
i had a bad day, dont you dare speak to me 
this FN gone spray, have a good day to heaven you pray
i pray to my glock, then blow out my brain
how is he sane? 
you may ask your brain 
im not holding up! 
n gaining no fame 

i only stay to save the dam day
i know those that need me gone cry every day
spent every day fantasizing bout kay
but she didnt love me no more anyway

i miss the roach
the one who had hope 
the one who walked in n fucked any hoe
n fucking these throats it cant fill the hole
im losing my self, while tryna feel whole

tying the rope 
my blood getting cold
my lips turning blue
to hell i will go

sellin my soul 
for burberry coats 
the riches the gold 
the sluts n the hoes

damn no you cant do it like me
too much on my mind aint mean to get deep
but anyway just look at my feet
im rocking that shit, that you’ve never seen

SEIJI
i sip the wok by liter,
i’m shooting like derek no jeter,
we kick it like fifa,
shawty my queen like latifah,
i need me a re up,
i’m popping a xan with my feet up,
remember when niggas ain’t need us,
and now when they see us,
they run to the door just to greet us,
i always stay with a nina,
if you wanna meet her,
you’ll meet her and then you’ll meet jesus,

you laughing i really don’t get it,
only thing funny is all of this money i’m getting,
i add a perc to the mix and i sip it,
i throw up but that shit got me feeling different,
the belt on my waist is fifty,
it’s BB, 
yes simons i wear it to match with the denim,
i got some ricks just to get em,
her pussy be bald like it’s krillin,
she fuck with the vision,

shawty wanna fuck like right now,
shawty wanna fuck with my ice on,
i be spending racks on pints now
smoke my pain till the blunt gone,

SUHKIMA
i told u dat im not ok 
im smokin sum runtz take ts blunt to my face 
ease all the pain, while i stand in the rain
her love an illusion, that shi david blaine
damn, i swear that im talkin to trees
munching sum shrooms, bitch im tryna see things
damn, pass me that Hennessy
get me so gone u dont notice me

i’m jus tryna put my bitch in that guala 
got me so stranded feeling like i’m in guarma 
gettin mad asf now i’m gettin my karma 
man my life like class i dont fw problems
my best friend my homie my dawg marijuana 
lighting dis up, its smoking like sauna 
gettin high asf, thats how i get by 
snorting sum lines, easing my mind

Thank You For Listening <3 
albums done ! waiting for cover art and then ill announce the dates n tracklist on my instagram and socials

INSTAGRAM: @roachlovestoes

Bottled Up w/$uhkima x $eiji (Prod By. Yungmexicanbih)

Didn't Mean To Die, An 18 track album made specifically to let you all inside ROACH iKARi's mind as he slowly lose all hope for "Love", Love for himself, love for those around him, love for life and love for "Love" all while letting his loved ones down and vice versa. as time passes and he realizes he's alone and no help will arrive anytime soon, as he kills his ego entirely over and over to rebuild his self to please others and eventually loses his self. He lost his self, and hates his self more than ever.. can he find his way back?

No Purpose (prod by. fxn)

All Said N Done (prod by. pierre1k)

2 Pills (prod by. 44ricko x jewfy)

Problems (prod by. flybwoy)

Rari (prod by. sachy)

Bloody Tears (prod by. wave)

Every Night (prod by. bon)

* LYRICS *
ROACH iKARi

n they aint fuck wit me back then, i wonder why? 
i.. and i, doubt that i will get older..
tried to keep my composure but i just cant seem to stay sober
fuckin ‘round wit my old hoe 
but i think im used to bein solo
(ah)
she want me to cuff the bitch.. she a hoe tho 
now i got to fuck the bitch in my polo yuh
two cups n i roll up 
i aint even supposed smoke 
i wont fold up

yeah i got a new bitch but she older 
yeah u know im gone fold her 
tuck the bitch in my folder 
now i got to move on, 

they dont even know i make songs 

HAPPY MF NEW YEARS GANG I FUCKIN LOVE YALL THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT WOULDNT BE HERE WITOUT YALL <3 

-ROACH iKARi

Ralph Lauren (prod by. okay!chason)

*LYRICS*
ROACH iKARi

aint goin no where 
u stayn right here 

u cannot forget me 
witout u im feelin real empty

she bitin my neck 
she gettin real wet 
she suckin it gudd 
she drawin my blood 
ethereal sex

n she know the things that make me mad she do it on purpose 
n she know im hurtin i question my self 
cus im feelin worthless
she said he a friend 
she lyin again 
i knew they were flirtin
they fuckin for certain blood in the tub when u pull the curtains 
im dyin again 

im losin my sense 

i cant feel a thing 
but pain in my heart 
cant handle suspense

i know when ur fine 
i know u want cry
i know when ur sad 
i know you’ve been hurt 
but u crossed the line

Ethereal Sex (prod. judah budah)

Lonely Suicide (prod. xmichaelwarren)

Ride Or Die (Prod By. fxn)

Fear Of God (prod by. dhan)

Incense (Bonus Track) (prod by. pierre1k!)

Who Said (prod by. dannyxgesko x coinstarr)

Wasted Potential (prod by. dannyxgesko x blunder)

Never Land (prod by. pierre1k!)

2ouble Homicide (prod by. inuyasha)

liar liar (p. noevdv)

Reset (Prod By. Opium infant)

fukk love

#tokyooccult #yomomahoe #iloveme

Marlboro Red (Prod By. FXN)

July. (prod by. lock)

ISentYouAMessageButYouLeftMeOnRead (ft. Fuego) (prod. B.young)

$US VALENTINO x ROACH iKARi - SUSROACH prod. sauron

受阻. (U) prod. B.young

4:00 AM prod. nish

SHE prod. aquinaswc

[hook: raultheroach]
rollin up the dope, i got hella hoes tryna see me in that two door  counting up the dough.
smoking on the dope, double styrofoam sipping drank, pour me up a foe pour me up a foe

[verse 1 : fuego]
bitch im lil flame and i got that great aim
poppin' the trunk now theres nothing to say 
hundreds in pockets they look like a crip
might walk around and just fuck on your bitch
niggas be snitchin' and that shits not valid 
im chasing that green and I'm not talking salad 
i can't fuck with haters these bitches keep yapping yuh uh yuh huh 

im talking bout hunnids im talking bout fifties 
put up yo lighter if you fuckin with me 
guns and choppers got that stick n a scope 
24 carrots my neck full of gold 
i cannot fuck wit these bitches 
chasing the bag and the riches 
yuh
i cannot lose im the illest 
huh 
writing these rhymes im the illest 
securing the bag, im winning the race i cannot come in last 
im doing this shit, i can't hear no beef cause im moving to fast 
im in the stu fuckin grindin, while you out here moving packs (x2)

[verse 2: raultheroach]
(yuh yuh uh)
fuck it, i got the money its all in the luggage 
choppas and techs we coming for yo neck
shout out my brothers cause there aint no others 
i cannot fold, member them times when i had no clothes 
trust me don't test me one day i will roll in a bentley 
i want the stacks theres no looking back ( i want the stacks theres no looking back) yuh 
fuck you, pay me 
chicken, biscuits and gravy 
yuh
i am the shit 
i got them shooters i bet they won't miss
i got no feelings i don't give a fuck bout a bitch 
focused on tryna get rich if you got a problem then kill me
either way im still gone win 
gonna blow up even if i got sin 

tight rope itch 
never gonna switch 
shut it bitch
you niggas aint bout this shit 
you niggas want clout and shit

damn i am the man 
i said that i want it and thats on demand 
fuck with the clique, fuck with the clan
stunt on you bitches and that is the plan yuh

rollin up the dope, i got hella hoes tryna see me in that two door  counting up the dough.
smoking on the dope, double styrofoam sipping drank, pour me up a foe pour me up a foe

[verse 2: big gucci]
hoes use to duck me 
now they want fuck me 
hoes on my dick im living so lovely 
used to ignore me, i kinda miss it but fuck that
aint no looking back
different bitch every night im picky thats facts 
me and lil flame switchin' bitches like we switching lanes 
rep HVO we aint the same gang 
nigga talk shit and we blowin his brains 

(we blowin his brains yeah yeah)

(big gucci) 
big gucci bustin out with the AP
lately she been mad on the daily 
i just want the money so its fuck you pay me
hoe 
you can love and hate me 
guarantee yo bitch still wanna have my babies 
chasing the money never chasing no bitch 
watch you get money they switch up real quick
when you give no money they all throwin fits 
but fuck it it is what it is 
thats how it goes 
we stunt on these bitches and fuck on these hoes
countin the money and watching it blow 
ice cream my paint its whiter than snow 
we riding foreigns, you riding metro 

LOVE YOU ALL.

FUCK YOU, PAY ME (FT. BIGUCCI & FUEGO)(prod. ethancx) *DELETING SOON*

INTROVERT (FT. ANDYNOHOES) (PROD. SOLSA)

FOUND THIS TRASH ASS TRACK FROM FRESHMAN YEAR, HOPEFULLY IT BLOWS UP OR SUM idk (PROD. TRIPPY LEEB)

*LYRICS*

ROACH iKARi
eyes roll back i really miss that hoe..
hole inside my heart i think im dying slow..
love it when your by my side, i should have held you close
now my chance done slipped away i guess i was too slow..

bitch you stabbed me in my heart,
i done fell apart, i know that i aint shit thats what you told me from the start.
shawty bet you know that body is a work of art..
an angel in disguise sent down to get me out the dark 

did you mean that ? 
if i change babe will u take me back ?

nothing like them other hoes, them other hoes are fuckin wack
come back to me,
you’re going to a place i cannot reach (heaven)
bet you are a goddess how you got me on my fuckin knees

shit ima let em know how i feel..
if you dont fuckin like it yall can suck a dick 
shit i been in this hoe, i been doin this shit 
(based on a true story)
shit.. im out 
(fun fact: song was gonna end here then i was like na this beat so fuckin hard lol)

think i been sad, 
oh your kiss? yeah i miss that..
you’ve been gone for a minute you just got back.
i been chillin in the back, wearin all black, peepin out the seen where the mf hoes at ?

cut my wrist couple times i dont feel shit
ive been hot for a minute like i am sick!
dont eat shit for breakfast, i be layin down in bed half the time watching netflix 
broke as fuck got no energy for what ?
dumb as fuck cause that could’ve been us. 
you’re on my mind when im finna bust a nut
in my dreams when i sleep i dont want to wake up. 

back pack full of prozac, finna chug em down all the way i dont know where my souls at.. keep searching i hope its all worth it..
shout out all my fans, now my life has a purpose <3

Thank You For Listening 
-ROACH iKARi

*SOCIALS*
Instagram: @roachlovestoes
twitter: @roachlovestoes

Angel(s)(p. swampkill777)

lyrics:

hook: ROACH iKARi

girl you know i love you i aint mean to, 
fuck these bitches she said that “ i miss the old u”
when ur gone i dont have nobody to talk to,
its so lonely every night hearts getting darker n darker n baby, 
girl you know i love you i aint mean to, 
fuck these bitches she said that “ i miss the old u” huh,
when ur gone i dont have nobody to talk to,
its so lonely every night its 
getting darker n darker n baby

verse: ROACH iKARi
yuh, baby girl fuck them bitches
lemme just get them digits 
u can ignore all you want,
stickin the blade all inside of my heart,
if u aint gonna love me then why keep it pounding?
stuck in a hole where my demons surround me im drowning,
water neck deep, come fuck wit me in my two seat 
im not complete, dont feel like me—

i know ur parents they hate me apparently i just keep on contemplating, debating on if i should go or keep staying—
what i meant to say is please dont leave me 
cant keep living like this 
i fucked up dont u trip 
i fucked up dont u dip 
ill go van gogh in this bitch haha 

hook: ROACH iKARi

girl you know i love you i aint mean to, 
fuck these bitches she said that “ i miss the old u”
when ur gone i dont have nobody to talk to,
its so lonely every night hearts getting darker n darker n baby, 
girl you know i love you i aint mean to, 
fuck these bitches she said that “ i miss the old u” huh,
when ur gone i dont have nobody to talk to,
its so lonely every night its 
getting darker n darker n baby

verse 2: XOXOSODIUM

sit in a room reminiscing 
thinking what life could be missing and its YOU. 
young n dont know what to do,
think of apologies
but wont come out of me 
wont be so proud of me 
what u be thinking when feelings be sinking 
i talk out the ass
its not always greener when im on the grass 
(on the, grass, yuh)
yuh, 
uh 
yuh
moving n moving im going to fast 
when we get to fighting u just do the dash
u moving to fast 
like nero youll crash 
if he talking shit then thatll be his last,
switch up the flow get to pimpin this hoe,
testing my gangsta then hands i will throw, 
fighting for me then go prove it lil hoe, yeah go prove it lil hoe (haha)

hook: ROACH iKARi

girl you know i love you i aint mean to, 
fuck these bitches she said that “ i miss the old u”
when ur gone i dont have nobody to talk to,
its so lonely every night hearts getting darker n darker n baby, 
girl you know i love you i aint mean to, 
fuck these bitches she said that “ i miss the old u” huh,
when ur gone i dont have nobody to talk to,
its so lonely every night its 
getting darker n darker n baby—

ROACH iKARi

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