Brain damage 8: Clean Band-Aids

/r9k/

raised by the world wide web (crustsox cover)

four walls
no out
just me
in hell
until
the end
no dreams
no friends

and im out
this damn house
wont bring down
me to hell

stuck in my head
sick in my bed
sick in the head
wish i was dead

lead painted walls
feeling so sick
i cant do this
vomit in the halls
and im so done 
with it all

when did it all go wrong

sick

my love letter to precorporate internet, this is technically nightcore lmao


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lyrics:

[incoherent mumbling]

I keep punching my wall
Ive got nothing at all
I’m smoking every day
I still call people gay
My life’s a grating bore
I’m at rock bottoms floor
Cuz I kept chasing clout
Now I’m neet dropout

I could’ve been a doctor, and raised my own a family
But those dreams fell apart in 2020
And now my memories, exist to torment me
the things in life i've seen just, make me, yearn for, what’s been 

Like
Club Penguin, and chat rooms
Way before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who've moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
to still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

2010
[instrumental]

I knew every trickshot, they did in MLG
way before it was e-sports, we called it major league
And I played modded minecraft, in 1.3.3.
but that was way before~ I was fucking deadbeat

Now all the new joji fans
Don’t know who frank is
And all the kids my age
Can’t hold on a relationship
When the hell did YT
Start to replace TV
What the fuck happened to 
Inter-net-re-lay chat (and)

Newgrounds, harambe, calling your facebook friends gay
Typing lolspeak, in roblox
Before the net was filled with bots
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like its so wrong
To still be obsessed with when
We were, back in, 2010

[guitar solo]

I hate the modern net, it’s just corporate slop
Since when was all of humor 30 second brainrot
And when did AI memes
Become mainstream?
It’s time to, stop (x3)

Let’s bring back
Myspace, and Miku, before #MeToo
It’s called trolling, not ragebait
We’re only posting awesome face
Kid’s my age, who’ve moved on
Look at me like it’s so wrong
To still be, obsessed with when
It was 20-10

Club Penguin, and chat rooms, waaay before the vine boom
There was 1337sp33k, and flash games
Before the world had gone insane
Kid’s my age, who have jobs
Tell me they think I’m a slob
I don't care, i'm stuck back when
We were, back in, two thousand and ten

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this was just something i wanted to throw out before i get to work on the album thanks for listening

Stuck in 2010

i told you im sorry
why wont you forgive me
was it all just a dream
please save me from my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

wake me up from my sleep
please dont make me have to think
 so far away to see
the end of my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

miserable

neglected in the car
suns burning off my skin
left alone, so far
suns bringing me to my end

jaundiced skies
bring me to my demise
jaundiced skies
take me back to the light

Jaundiced Skies

all i wannt is 2 be with uuuuu and i dont wanna se nobody elsseeeeee

cantata (gjallarhornit cover)

4 years on and off of playing bass and guitar and I'm still so off time... I still think this is bad but it should be better than last time I uploaded it



i used to be fine now i never will again
now i waste my future for more time in my bed
i know ill crash soon
but i refuse to get up to standard
my retarded mind keeps me trapped inside an endless loop of failure

hey im a retard and im gonna end your bloodline
tell everyone im not sorry for wasting your time
hey to all my friends online this isnt a joke
my stupid bwaaa-ka life has got me by the throat

(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupid i fuckin hate it i fuckin hate it) 
(its all stupid its all stupiddd bwaaaaaa)

i cant rise to the task i crumble under the pressure
i cant harden up im as coal as ever
im just the rough with no diamonds to discover
completely fucked up by the indifference of nature

(humming)

(chorus 2x)

(fuck!!!)

My stupid bwaaa-ka life

https://soundcloud.com/roadkill777/misaki

misaki (roadkill cover)

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

I need you

your a dumb slut why dont you cut deeper
like the third time i said i didnt need her
i wouldnt care if you spat on me
its all a curse it came from her pussy 

its all over
she cant remain sober
who am i to judge
im a fucking loner

shes is literally me

bpd and autism floats in her mind
she cant handle pain well neither can i
loves her niche yaoi and gets really high
with her distancing issues ill have to say goodbye 


she cant read socials cues
shes a fucking retard 
doesn’t sleep doesn’t eat
has has a fetish for feet


she is literally me.

sick

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