Damn, they don't call it a song's climax for nothin

Banger as always sir roadkill, some of your best work yet in fact

You should make the vocals more audible, other than that, 10/10

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

one day, ill do someday
 
somedays i always feel the same 
im Not Ok ill never change
and all this rage  it drives me insane 
ill run away and never show my face
ill fade away while im stuck 

slowly deteriorating 
im gonna end it all
bed rot and slit my veins
i hope i see a change
slowly deteriorating 
im at my downfall
blow off  my sickly brain
i hope i do someday  

slowly deteriorating 
i fucked my life up
ill never see the day
where i make a change
slowly deteriorating 
i fucked up everything 
blow off my fucking face
im gonna make a change  


slowly deteriorating

respond to my texts
your always hanging out with him
why wont you love me
i know im the one for you

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

he treats you like shit
i know you want better than this
so just give me a chance
and ill treat you better than he could

its not fair
not fair
its not fair
im gonna kill myself today

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

dming you everyday
praying that youll reply
i dont know why
i even try to please you

its not fair
not fair
its not fair
im gonna kill myself today

oooo
why do nice guys always finish last
ooooo
what did i do to deserve this

nice guy

you cant think for yourself
you believe everything they tell you
your so fucking stupid 
i hate you
you say your brain is fine
your mind is fried with lies
you fuck every guy you see
keep on taking your vaccines

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the government

you do this to yourself
can you stop being so dumb
yeah yeah fucked yourself up
now your a 

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the (((government)))

government slut

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

dont try to reach my line cause
its past my time
dont come, speak to my face
cause ive blown it right off
its time you care
watch me bleed and die
want you to scream
want you to scream and cry

watch as i bleed
want you to scream
watch as i bleed
want you to scream

no one ever likes me cause i am so sad
they only care when you are gone


dont try to call me cause im dead

this song gives me a migraine to listen to

got a bad attitude its my brain
i dont have fun and i always complain
about everyone and everything around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i lose my mind and i lose control
and i dont know much of anything else

i cant believe my own existence
with a life like this
Tuesday and i feel so finished
when the fuck will the week end?

i hear the words
i hear them leave your mouth
but i just stand and stare
my brains been hollowed out

i waste everyday i waste my nights
i hate everything and i hate my life
and i cant do a thing to turn it around

i got a bad mind its in my soul
i got a bad attitude and ive got no pull
i just push everyone and everything around

i dread the thought of the weekend ending
im scared of all this time im spending

i never do nothing
and i dont mean shit
and nothing that i do to make up for it
will ever hold significance at all

got a bad attitude
what can i do?
i got a bad attitude
what can i do?

i got a bad attitude
and im always so rude
got a bad attitude
im not in the mood

bad attitude

Plectromancer - All Things On Seven Strings

1. Gazing Raptly
2. Fathertime
3. Golden Vow
4. Avril 14th (Aphex Twin cover)
5. Rook
6. Time On Earth
7. Aumentar
8. The Number 15
9. Drunken Horses
10. Cannon Of The Magi
11. Symphony No. 40 (Mozart cover)

dont try to call me cause im dead

roadkill

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