i listened to this back in winter when i had a manic episode

from may 2023
stole a @cruseyyyy flow sorry

lyrics/
if he talk on my name
he get shot in tha brain
bitch ive always been da same way
i could never change
i tote glocks
i tote aks
we gon let it spray
do i fw ur clique?
i dont rlly have a say
u fell off pretty bad
u should hit the fking hay
i heard ur new shit, its ass
yea u sound rlly gay
yea u belong in the trash
u talking down u better pray
i got a glock with a switch
nah im ready to slay Bitch

ten toes, i could never fall down
i got big poles, ill empty out a round
y u talking down, i know u upset now
but its over with, gon leave u dead now
ya, its not my fault u @ the bottom
he was up next til i fking shot him
he was up next til we all forgot him
u ask where ur bro went, bitch i got him
its not my fault u @ the bottom
he was up next til i fking shot him
he was up next til we all forgot him
ya he dont ever stop talkin
gotta break in
break out
its a stake out
u can scream loud
u can try 2 shout
it wont work out
ya i did dis shit
without any doubt
n it Worked out
ya u talk alot
got a big mouth
4 a big clown
break in
break out
its a stake out
u can scream loud
u can try 2 shout
it wont work out
ya i did dis shit
without any doubt
n it Worked out
ya u talk alot
got a big mouth
4 a big clown

if he talk on my name
he get shot in tha brain
bitch ive always been da same way
i could never change
i tote glocks
i tote aks
we gon let it spray
do i fw ur clique?
i dont rlly have a say
u fell off pretty bad
u should hit the fking hay
i heard ur new shit, its ass
yea u sound rlly Gay
yea u belong in the trash
u talking down u better pray
i got a glock with a switch
nah im ready to slay Bitch

#hitTheHay

in the attic of my mind i always think abt that one time
i reached for victory i thought i won
but ur lurking there ur keeping a secret from me
i ponder on that moment when i felt alone

in the moment of that triumph when my profit seemed so near
my rivals envy surfaced shoot the gun runaway out of fear
ur intentions r not clear ur like a snake inside the grass
strike me when i least expect it leaving scars thatre gonna last

i see u lurking there ur keeping a secret from me
always ponder on that moment when i felt alone
its not my fault that they like me more what do u want from me
tried to stab me then and there as i walk home

and after what ive done for u
i gave u what u wanted
u still treat me like a no one
and when everything is said and done
and im finally gone
ill be absent realize what Uve done >

class president

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

deep cuts

Shit sucks 😭

looks like u got what u asked for
i never read what the pages say
i always wanted a new way of finding myself

im nervous but im not shaking
asking her please dont take me
i never thought wed get so far
the road is blocked u fucking hate me

and she knows
she thinks deep down shes the one that i want
and i know
ive got 2 options i cant pick one

i get invited to these parties that i dont wanna go to
waiting for a call back u dont answer , do i even know u

we hit a roadblock

i cant break out of my shell
i cant wait till we're going to hell
i cant face problems all by myself
so i tell,

as i sit and i wait
as my legs start to shake
i feel nothing again
so i try and i try and i try

The end of high school (Demo)

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (where did i put my mind at)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

oh, I dont know why
ur still here and not with him
The seasons go by
and those lights have yet to dim
I spent my new paycheck
and I wasted it on someone that i didn't know
My memory fogged up its all fading
and its all out of my control

I haven't felt the same since I last saw you
my heads been blank (I think I threw it all away)
If she's wondering what i'm up to, don't let her know

Its Cloudy In Here

production by me, extra vocals done by @elliemillss
drums ib toe+squarepusher

this summer
i want nothing to do with u
this summer
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise
once again

this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u
this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise i broke my promise

Broke my promise

produced and cover art by me

+47 

lyrics:
put it away
i didnt let go
im still holding on
hold me in your arms
my names defamed
i need to let go
im still closing off
its eating me up

its begging me
its bothering us
wont u notice it
wont feed into it
harmless skin
wont u cut into it

where did it go
i didnt notice
ive shed my skin
ive let u in

i thought times moving slow
how did i throw it
throw it all away
how much more can i take

my skin

My daughter killed herself because of you

If I could fly, I would be coming right back home to you 
But then right now I feel so blue
Take a trip through the light shining down through the leaves 
The medication blocking my creative screams 
If only I could think of something more pleasant 
Picking out the best clothes to get dressed 
The day begins to unroll 
When I unroll this money it falls like a flow 

Chorus:
I’m in nature traveling and spending lots of money 
Looking for a honey 
Planning on a trip in my favorite rocketship 
Making babies like a bunny 
Can take a lot of money 
It is so funny 
That is so cunny 
But babies all grow up 
And they’re not so funny 
When we run out of our money 
The medication goes through the tummy 
Leaving the rest for a new day 
While we reside by the bay 










The end of high school (Demo)

roadtrip to anywhere

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