They bouta call up CPS 🤙🏿‼️🗣️

i’m sick of crying sick of feeling frustrated
i lose the words as soon as i try to take it
i’m tryna make it sick of feeling sedated
stare at my phone wondering if you gon’ say yes
i wish it didn’t take me so much effort to say this
i’m never thinking about if i’ll be famous
too busy stressing bout the day by the day shit

i could picture many things there no more reason to paint it
if you wanna take my heart from me could you make it painless
still gotta eat can’t choose the silver it stainless
so much for discrete but you won’t tell me you hate this
it’s so hard for me to sleep i pace around like i’m brainless


threw a rose the abyss you let me leave alive
through the gap in the orchard i see the end of time

i’m frozen something’s coming out the swamp
it always finds me every time i run
(put my foot down like i’m poppin the clutch)
feels like i’m fighting for the knife that’s buried deep in the mud

leaving soon as there’s nothing left you can take
its always better than getting burned at the stake

paint

she give me hope yeah
not a lot but it's enough
this music shit can get embarrassin' 
i'm feelin' déjà vu right now

she keep my hopes up yeah 
she don't make me feel like anyone else
i wish that i could be better off for her yeah
i wish that i could be a lawyer or a craftsman 
shit what happened to me

she give me hope hope hope hope
yeah she give me hop she give me hope hope hope hope 
i wish that i could be a lawyer or a real estate agent 
what happened to me yeah

what the fuck happened to me
what the fuck happened to me 
what the fuck happened to me 

what the fuck happened to me
what the fuck happened to me
what the fuck happened to me 
i don't care but

she keep my hopes up yeah
not too much but it's enough
this music shit can get embarrassing 
feel like i'm havin' déjà vu
feel like i'm havin' déjà vu 
ooh
feel like i have déjà vu
ooh
déjà vu

déjà vu

Enemy of the State

WHITE BOY

LYRICS:

I'M PLAYING 52 CARD PICK UP WITH THE PIECES OF MY HEART
IT'D PROBABLY BE EASIER IF I WAS SMART
THEY TOLD ME I'M INTELLIGENT, WHAT'S THAT REALLY MEAN?
WHEN YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER LOSER WITH A DREAM OF MAKING ART

I TRIED TO DART BUT IT'S INANE
STUCK WITHIN THE FRAME
NOT EVEN FOR THE FORTUNE OR THE FAME
LIKE IF I DON'T MAKE MY MARK, I DON'T THINK I'LL SHAKE THE SHAME
BUT ANY LANE I TAKE WILL LEAVE A MOTHERFUCKER MAIMED

IT'S A COIN TOSS, 50-50, 51% CHANCE OF LANDING ON THE SIDE IT STARTED
EVEN IF MY ART'S TRASH, GUESS WHAT, I'M STILL AN ARTIST
ONE MAN'S TREASURE IS ANOTHER MAN'S GARBAGE

CARVE MY INITIALS, THEN I'LL VANISH
THAT'S HOW IT SEEMS, THE WAY THEY GATEKEEP
LIKE THEY'RE TRYING TO MEET RICK MORANIS
DWEEBS BE DISSING, BUT TO ME IT'S LIKE THEY'RE SPEAKING SPANISH
I'M JUST BUSY RIFFING, BITCH, IT'S UP TO YOU TO UNDERSTAND IT

I'M PLAYING 52 CARD PICK UP WITH THE PIECES OF MY HEART
IT'D PROBABLY BE EASIER IF I WAS SMART
THEY TOLD ME I'M INTELLIGENT, WHAT'S THAT REALLY MEAN?
WHEN YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER LOSER WITH A DREAM OF MAKING ART

I TRIED TO DART BUT IT'S INANE
STUCK WITHIN THE FRAME
NOT EVEN FOR THE FORTUNE OR THE FAME
LIKE IF I DON'T MAKE MY MARK, I DON'T THINK I'LL SHAKE THE SHAME
BUT ANY LANE I TAKE WILL LEAVE A MOTHERFUCKER MAIMED

PRODUCED BY 807MULA & NEDAK (AKA DEVELOPMENT)

NEDAKPHOBIA

52 PICKUP

52 PICKUP (PROD. 807MULA & DEVELOPMENT)

lyrics:

i got my heart my sleeve
i feel the shake in my knees
you never even cared so
why are you talking to me

lately i been going ghost
new accounts, dont hit my phone 
sitting somewhere no one knows
let me make one more song before i go

live life  i just wanna go ham
people watch me like a fucking webcam
i think that im gonna die soon
go put everything in an archive
every thought thats been on my mind
is sitting somewhere in a hard drive

lately i been going ghost
new accounts, dont hit my phone 
sitting somewhere no one knows
let me make one more song before i go

i got my heart my sleeve
i feel the shake in my knees
you never even cared so
why are you talking to me

lately i been going ghost
new accounts, dont hit my phone 
sitting somewhere no one knows
let me make one more song before i go
live life  i just wanna go ham

new account (prod. wraithontheporch)

prod. shvde // https://youtu.be/4PlmeiHv5u8?si=FIO2D5Ix86YnNxco


it’s often
i feel 10 feet in the ground dead and i been out my coffin
i think out the box man mine filled up with watches 
i’m gone be myself to the end that’s a promise 

i follow codeine till i’m surrounded darkness 
and if you hold me i might feel like a carcass
that’s just the old me but he live in my conscious 
trying not to nod off but i’m feeling too nauseous 
maybe ill come back to earth if you eat me up topless 
i’ll buy you the world or i’ll die first and that’s a promise 
i used to hate church cause i spent life around me godless 
but i just hate the search i hate me first can’t be too cautious 

it’s often
i feel 10 feet in the ground dead and i been out my coffin
i think out the box man mine filled up with watches 
i’m gone be myself to the end that’s a promise

WHITE BOY

ROB APOLLO

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