Pardonax

Pardonax - Schädeltrauma [SWAN-225]

Wanted to move feelings I had. Which I could never give a place no matter how much I talked about it. Or other things...

Tried something for 1.5 years which included 4 versions until I had this piece. By far the best and it helped me to let the feelings go mostly. After keeping it to myself and a select group of people for a year or so. I had the chance to release it on vinyl. 

And then it got played at a party, 4 years after the whole back story started. With 1 day difference (even the same location...). The circle was full and I could finally let it go... Finally.
Music is so wonderfull.

''The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. It’s the loneliness of it. Memories need to be shared.'' ~ Lois Lowry

Pardonax - The Memory Remains [HIC 06]

Tracklist:
Pardonax - Carved In Stone
Pardonax - Breakbit
Pardonax - Oblivious
Pardonax - Synthetic Reality Pt.1
Pardonax & L.S.A. - Our Computer
L.S.A. - No Escape (Pardonax Remix)
Pardonax - Schädeltrauma (Edit)
Pardonax - Still Alone (Edit)
Pardonax - Parting Ways 
Pardonax - My Supply 
Pardonax - Only A Warning
Pardonax - Kut Geluid
Pardonax - Follow You
Pardonax - Hour Of Death

Wanted to showcase the various styles I tried over the years. Hardcore with various infleunces... Old and new terror styled traxx. First time performing since I started this project.

Going from 210 to 260 BPM...
This one is titled: Audio Vengeance

Pardonax @ Ouwe Stijl Is Botergeil [28//01//2023]

Pardonax - Carved In Stone [NNS-05D]

Pardonax - Hour Of Death [SWAN-249]

Note:
A megamix of E-De Cologne's album Synthetic Overdose from 1996. One of my favourite artists ans albums ever... 

Except for the bassdrum & percussion all sounds come from the album.


Pardonax - Synthetic Megamix [Omnicore 28]

Note:
This track is an ode to the Rage Reset/Static Tremor duo.

First released digitally on CVNT048.

Pardonax - Subconscious [DHM012]

A special track dedicated to a few friends of mine... And people who support me on a steady basis.

Pardonax - Sedative [HIC06]

Something else again...
Was listening some The Smiths music recently... For inspiration. Hence I used a pucture from their videoclip of their "How Soon Is Now?" track.

Pardonax - Small Parts Of A Great Whole

Note:
This track is an ode to Nat 'Traffik' Ryles (UK)

Pardonax & Hellcreator - Noize Inkorporated [SWAN-090]

Pardonax - Elektroniq Effect [SWAN-231]

Pardonax - Impulsive_RMX [UCB005]

Tracklist:
Pardonax - Breinspasme
Pardonax - Salvation
Pardonax - Past Point Zero
Pardonax - Short Story
Pardonax - Chaos Induction
Pardonax - Steel Deviance (Respect To S.G.)
Pardonax - Rough Discipline
Pardonax - Alternative Reality
Pardonax - Underhanded
Noize Generator - Life Of Anger (2023 Edit)
Pardonax - A.O.D.
Pardonax & Smoker - Neurodeath
Pardonax & Smoker - Out Of Power
Pardonax - Scratchin' Freak
Pardonax - Kill The Hype

I wanted to go full on industrial & terror inspired this time. The style I mainly grew up on in this music. 

A few months later I gave it as a submission for the HCBXCast by DJ Asylum. It became podcast (lucky number) 13!

Going from 200 to 250 (& 286) BPM...
This one is titled: Harshmellow

Pardonax @ This Is Madness [07//10//2023]

Pardonax - Breinspasme [CVNT059]

Tracklist:
Pardonax - The Wave Of The Future
Pardonax - Orion
Pardonax - Fuck That MF
Pardonax - Blind Mind
Pardonax - Toxic Humanoid
Pardonax - New Phase
Cut-X - Krieg (Pardonax Remix)
Pardonax - Crack Babies
Pardonax - Revolt
Pardonax - Mono Brain
Pardonax - Riot Routine
Pardonax - Syntox
Pardonax - C.S. (Remix)
Pardonax - Unknown Future
Pardonax - Speed Tactix

All traxx take inspiration from German producer EXM this time. Not restricted to any particular alias he has used in the past. Should this be Berlin core-ing...?

Going from 200 to 250/300 BPM...
This one is titled: Parasite Evasion

Pardonax @ Spicht System [24//02//2024]

First time trying to do a digital mix in front of a crowd. On a controller I hardly understand and with other people's traxx... So expect some mistakes. But luckily with Wolffy for a quick rescue where needed. Nice selection of 90s industrial, terror and harder gabber with the exclusion of one tune from after 2010...

Thanxx to Eva for trying too help me and learn it... And at the party help me through this process... Luckily it was a self organised private party... Thanxx to all who helped or attended it.

Going from 215 to 250 BPM...
This one is titled: Brainscam

Pardonax & Wolffy @ Sedation [26//10//2024]

One of the traxx made for my upcoming performance on the 8th of february. Inspired by old Bloody Fist material.

Pardonax - Trapped

Tracklist:
Pardonax - Fuck That (Intro)
Pardonax - Avoid The Hardcore
Pardonax - Dark Red
Smurf - Get Off Your Backside (Pardonax Remix)
Pardonax - Eat Shit...
Pardonax - Blood Bound
Pardonax - Dark Days
Pardonax - More Blindness
Pardonax - Malformation
Pardonax - Ballet Of The Dicks
Pardonax - Trapped
Pardonax & Smoker - No Next Time
Pardonax - FRFP (Alternative Mix)
Pardonax - Mama Mi-Ass
Frazzbass - Destrology (Pardonax Edit)
Pardonax - Italian Attitude

All traxx take inspiration from the more 8bit based hardcore. Which to me always was a bit more harsh, dark & rough in style. Often a focus on hip hop samples, guitars or stabby, dark, melodies. Also some humor and moments of dissing... Mostly made on old software and/or machines. As the software was accessible alot of people around the world used it and still do. I also took inspiration from multiple artists from around the globe... Which resulted in a creative & varied approach.

Going from 230 to 260 BPM...
This one is titled: Global Error

Pardonax @ No New Style [08//02//2025]

This is a home recording of the set I played at Underworld, the 14th of june. Initially I prepared a full 60min. set but due to lineup changes I could only play 45min. instead... As this was to be my first (solo) DJ set this felt a bit shit. For that reason I decided to upload the plannend version, so everyone who wants can experience the full set.

For this set I wanted to do an all terror(ish) hardcore. But with a twist... As all traxx are with a decent amount of pitching (either up or downwards) but the complete BPM goes downwards... Geuss you can say most traxx have a... Negative Drop. It probaly has been done before but it's a idea I always wanted to hear or do myself ever since I became obsessed with this musick.

Picture taken from a screenshot of a video of a video someone took of me with his old nokia. Thanxx Jaimy...

Thanxx to Ritchie (& crew) for the oppertunity and Eva for helping me around with Rekordbox...

Going from 270 to 245 BPM...
This one is titled: Negative Drop

Pardonax

Robin Lucas