Obsession w/ Kili

STILL ALIVE INTERLUDE

like a mess

break my bed sped up


Was good that you were here last night
I noticed how you loved it
It was the best time
So I thought about you
And I almost called you
But I didn't
And I'm so glad I didn't

'Cause it's hard to love you (Mm)
Oh
So hard to love you (So hard to love you)
So much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you (To love you)
It's so hard to love you
It's so much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you
I can't love you

It was so good to see you
Girl
I forgot how pretty you are
I still know you
You haven't changed
Except for a few more tattoos
I know I told you I wouldn't
But I watched you when you left
And I'm so glad I did
'Cause you looked so good from the back

It was the first time in a long time
We was vibin'
We was cool
I could tell that you was feelin' me
And I was feelin' you
And I thought about the good times
And I remembered the bad
So
When I saw you later
You don't know how bad I wanted to ask you to come back
But I didn't
And I'm so glad I didn't

'Cause it's hard to love you
So hard to love you (So hard to love you)
So much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you (To love you)
It's so hard to love you
So much easier to hate you (Hate you)
Than to love you
I can't love you

It was so good to see you
Girl
I forgot how pretty you are
I still know you
You haven't changed
Except for a few more tattoos
I know I told you I wouldn't
But I watched you when you left
And I'm so glad I did
'Cause you looked so good from the back

I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)
I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)
I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)
I used to think we could be something
(But it was so hard to love you)

Was good to see you
Were you waitin for me to ask you?
To come back home
And tell you
I want you
Girl, no, no ,no
Oh 
You know how hard to love you?
(Easier to hate you) to hate you
So hard to love you
(Easier to hate you) than to love you
Whoa oh oh oh



Hard 2 Love U

Through the Static

BIG TOAST POPPIN (demo) // prod. persian

Z1 (yobeee, aliiyah, lyrica june, juniezz)

ALL MY DAYS

PANAMERA (ft. Sanswan)

Though officially titled "NEON NIGHTMARE," this track's true conceptual heart lies in the urgent call to "Shatter The Glare." Born from late-night walks through cities that felt less like living spaces and more like glowing, digital cages, this ALbum is a visceral reaction to the sensory overload and societal disillusionment of the modern age. We wanted to capture the suffocating weight of hyper-connectivity, the relentless hum of screens, and the pervasive feeling of being consumed by a reality that felt increasingly artificial. The intro's jarring industrial clang and wailing sirens aren't just sounds; they're the oppressive heartbeat of a world where 'plastic smiles' and 'digital disease' replace genuine human connection. Lyrically, the song descends into that urban abyss, tracing a journey from passive observation to a furious, almost primal roar of defiance. Every "concrete vein" and "flashing billboard" adds to the claustrophobic atmosphere, building towards the explosive chorus – a desperate scream against the forces that seek to turn souls into code. The bridge is where that pent-up frustration finally boils over, culminating in the desperate, apocalyptic call to "SMASH THE SCREENS! TEAR IT DOWN!" The raw, chaotic guitar solo isn't merely a musical interlude; it's the sonic embodiment of that very act – the shattering of the illusion, the tearing down of the false light. And that final, ragged whisper, "Shatter... the... glare..." isn't just an outro; it's the song's ultimate thesis, a defiant breath for anyone who refuses to be consumed, a final, desperate plea to open your "goddamn eyes" and reclaim what's real from the encroaching darkness.

Shadow Neon

I’ve been making music and been in bands since I was in school. I’ve always loved watching people enjoy listening, dancing and singing to the music. I feel that music is first and foremost about enjoyment. It should evoke an emotion, whatever the artist is trying to convey. 

My musical tastes are quite eclectic and varied. I tend to enjoy a song rather than a specific group or genre. And I guess this is why what I produce goes along with that ethos of variety 

Recently I’ve felt compelled to focus my time on creativity. Loss and the brevity of life have made me understand life is too short. So here I am. I hope you enjoy!

Through the Static

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