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im sorry, i lost it

[Lyrics]

Feelin so lost, again
Im on my own, again
Loss of hope, my friend
I didn't want for us to feel this pain
I couldnt cry if i wanted to, hate myself i'm so destructive, 
this' what my mind is going through, yeah im doing this all for nothing

I shut my eyes, i barely wanna breathe
These scars cut deeper, baby watch me bleed

Feelin so lost, again
Im on my own, again
Loss of hope, my friend
I didn't want for us to feel this pain
I couldnt cry if i wanted to, hate myself i'm so destructive, 
this' what my mind is going through, yeah im doing this all for nothing

I shut my eyes, i barely wanna breathe
These scars cut deeper, baby watch me bleed
I'm falling into endless darkness
My hands are shaking, losing focus

(I caught a cold while making this, so i wouldnt say the vocals are perfect, just wanted to release something)

destructive mind

<3
Been away from my "working station" for a while, wasnt gonna release this but it feels like ive been inactive for a long time. love you guys.
Heres the lyrics;
[Verse1]
Dont wanna get lost tonight
cuz baby youre my valentine
ima put the fire out
a thousand degrees when your skin touches mine

 [Break]
I cross my fingers, want you to stay
as always i dont really know what to say.
You're sitting right next to me, 
two cans filled with ice
Blank words mean nothing compared to your eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
And we talk about memories
How we used to live on the streets
climbing rooftops, always a treat
I knew the reason why my heart could beat
You were my drug, my nicotine
these memories flash by like a movie scene
I can't escape the past

[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

[Verse 2]
Ive got a tendency to lose my shit when im stressed out
Ill go with honesty and tell you how i feel, right,

[Break 2]
Brush it off its a new day
There wasnt anything I could say
You didnt have to act like that
Never wanted to get back
Dont get the idea that i will ever understand
Bottom line is that im far ahead



[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

2xU - for the last couple of days

Everything on the track was made by me.
<3
LYRICS:
(intro)
Im sorry i couldnt meet your needs
Cuz of what i am not thats just how my demons feed
I dont know who you want me to be
Im just another nobody

(Verse)
follow me baby
i dont wanna be alone
Drive me crazy
cant care of my own

Never switched a light in your house
If theres something wrong with me just go all out

Dont tell me no more lies, i will flip out.
Had enough of this, cant look me in the eyes

(Break/Pre-Chorus)
You wouldnt look at me 
when i told you that you're beautiful
Yeah ive been on my knees, unmovable
but you go back to him as usual

You're still hiding something i can tell
I see it in your eyes you feel ashamed
Never been bad, but I'm in hell
Ive never really cried, i just feel drained

(Hook)
Dont fuckin text me, out all night. 
Dont fuckin talk to me im alright.
2018 new year, Ill be grinding now
Ima ride these waves somehow

2xU - Secrets

Love u guys
Everything produced by me

L Y R I C S

Verse 1
I know that time's (has) passed, when I think about you
Yeah we've been moving fast, now I'm lying here without you
And your friends have all been telling you lies too	
Actin forgiving even though I knew it hurt you

	Hook

But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Verse 2
Sail with me and Ill take you by my side
I dont wanna be this lonely 'til i die
Explore the ocean even though its not your style
But we could be together, takin me so high

	Hook
But I dont like how youve been telling me to change
Been hooked on downers baby tell me that you'll stay
I see your shadow creepin looking for mistakes
were all I ever dreamed of god knows im astray

	Hook pt 2
Im so afraid of goin back into the dark
Baby hold on lets just go back to the start
And I wont say that ive been treating you perfectly
We all got flaws but losing you I'd lose my sanity

moving on

love u guys.

Lyrics:
VERSE
I dont know what i found, but i lost that
I get tatted on my back, cuz im like that
Lately ive been on the grind, beats consuming my time
And ive been makin all my songs on the nighttime

I wont act, treat you like any other guy
Im in fear, cuz i promised that i wouldnt lie
cry it out, find another one i know you tried
but i know you wouldnt text me back if i replied

PRECHORUS
I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK
If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you

BREAK

My love was not enough
dont have to act so tough
i didnt shed a tear

cuz i have given up
these feelings are unheard of
cause of this emptyness i fear


PRECHORUS

I cant stand seeing you at all

HOOK

If you wont work it out
I will find myself in doubt
ill be right ahead, ive been seeing red

All my feelin's turned to ice
Fucked me up and shut me out
Baby i dont wanna change, i dont wanna change
cause of you



"purple moon" ep on its way

i dont wanna change

COVER @buffalobang

Prod. 2xU

@d1vv

Lyrics:

(Always see you/ passing by
Never asking/ are you fine
you know there's nothing/ for you to hide
but i can see that/ you're terrified
winter's leaving/ but im as cold as ever
hearts are breaking/ so crushing it wont matter
there's no stopping/ the process, let it shatter)


I'll be away
for a while
Can't make me stay
my father tried

outside

COVER @buffalobang

Prod. 2xU

@d1vv

Lyrics:

[d1v]
calling up my phone she need attention
i need love
rly wanna trust her but i wont
cuz im not dumb

she the devil himself
thats why cant go back
have no trust in myself
thats why im on my back

she got a red dress on
yea she look like the devil
had a few bad thoughts and
now i have several
when she go to the club
a crowd just asemble
idk what to do to
get out of this level

[2xU]
late night you'll be gone by the morning
hearts out, you gave up without a warning

but you're complex, i cant tell what youre thinkin
im an object, you only stick when we're drinkin
dont want me, but my head is just spinning
i can hear the bells ringin while i watch my clock tickin

2xU x d1v💔 - the devil's dress

COVER @buffalobang

Prod. 2xU

@d1vv

Lyrics:

HOOK (2xu)
ive suffered bigger pains than you could ever imagine
always feeling chased in this life that im trapped in
sometimes i give up, its been on my mind
always on the run, from the demons inside

VERSE (d1v)

my momma said quit dreaming
get a job, go to work
quit sleeping
everyday the same wake up 4pm
waiting for my friends to come home again

i dont wanna die in this place
i dont wanna fly to be safe
i dont wanna take the fucking blame
i dont wanna lose my only thing

HOOK (2xu)
ive suffered bigger pains than you could ever imagine
always feeling chased in this life that im trapped in
sometimes i give up, its been on my mind
always on the run, from the demons inside

VERSE (d1v)
lights off in my bedroom
took a thousand nights to forget u
im not the same that i used to be
didnt feel right so i choose to leave
same old house n the same old street
used to the pain, and its used to me
lost the life that i couldve had
lost myself in the feeling of sad

HOOK (2xu)
ive suffered bigger pains than you could ever imagine
always feeling chased in this life that im trapped in
sometimes i give up, its been on my mind
always on the run, from the demons inside

2xU x d1v💔 - run

love you guys

[INTRO]

[HOOK]
let me breathe
I know im a burden
already know i just wanna be certain

kid depressed
doesn't know what really hurt him
nothing more than being a person


[VERSE 1]
why u lettin all these people tryna push u down
they just tryna give u shit for nothing
jealous of the way we're crushing

demons in my dreams they are all around
even they know i am up and coming
take it to the top im hoping

i want this more than anyone else
i do this shit all by myself
so many people im about to excel
and all my brothers back home i hope you're doing well

[PRE-CHORUS]
i wont take this life for granted
that's not what my idol wanted
live today and reach the sky
Energy doesn't die

[HOOK]x2
let me breathe
I know im a burden
already know i just wanna be certain

kid depressed
doesn't know what really hurt him
nothing more than being a person

[VERSE 2]
tryna get back on my feet, im lying on the ground
i want this to be my one profession,
cuz this is my obsession

But always stressed when i wake up
Endless problems on my mind
What is wrong with mankind

[HOOK]x2
let me breathe
I know im a burden
already know i just wanna be certain

kid depressed
doesn't know what really hurt him
nothing more than being a person

let me breathe

Out on Spotify June 21st

My favourite song that I've released so far.
I really do appreciate u guys who fw the things i create.  <3

LYRICS:

VERSE I
Im used to a life where im out of control
I dont wanna flex, I put my music on a show
Fucked up daily, dont ever say you made me
No No, Oh No,

PRE-CHORUS
Another story that ill hold
Where I'm a ghost with no control
The path I chose was always cold
But somewhere I knew im on the right road

HOOK
Im losing my mind, where should i go
Chasing the light in this scene for sure
Ill write another story when im on the low
You can rip my heart out, I will still glow

A text from my ex
She know im up next
I wont say im blessed
I get emotions expressed

My music progressed
Cuz I never rest
I know you're obsessed
I mean, who could've guessed?

[---]

VERSE II
I just wanna lay down once in a while
Let me take part of my life with a smile
Cant let it make me crazy
the spotlight that im facing
Oh No
Noooooo 

PRE-CHORUS
Another story that ill hold
Where I'm a ghost with no control
The path I chose was always cold
But somewhere I know im on the right road

HOOK
Im losing my mind, where should i go
Chasing the light in this scene for sure
Ill write another story when im on the low
You can rip my heart out, I will still glow

A text from my ex
She know im up next
I wont say im blessed
I get emotions expressed

My music progressed
Cuz I never rest
I know you're obsessed
I mean, who could've guessed?

young

https://open.spotify.com/album/6yfZtqAhPHfp0GhCiaCs0N?si=JXYVOk50Q9OlaBk0h1OKpw

ups to @user-385932876 for participating in the creation of the beat
LYRICS:
(intro)
HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type


VERSE


(i dont need you to crush on me
i want the love you got from me)


you keep sayin you're over it
but do you need my company
ill let go, just ask for it
but i wont leave before you admit

you lift me up before i fall
easily stuck within these walls
I cant really tell you if im good enough
but baby grab my hand and we could try our luck

HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type

BRIDGE

Sometimes my mind's not right
my thoughts they are going wild

I isolate myself from you
but i want you to know, thats whyyyy


HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type

(outro)

ups to @user-385932876 for participating in the creation of the beat. <3

i'm alright (SPOTIFY IN DESC)

♥♥♥
Track available on spotify aswell
LYRICS
----------
VERSE

I wouldnt value what I've got without the pain
Mixed up emotions made me hurt you on the way
I try my best but really who am i to blame
Another person for my own fucked up mistakes


HOOK

you think im actin cold , it might be who i am
darkest emotion creepin up, what i cant stand

tried to let you past
i let my guard down
i know we had a blast
but i cant take you're not around

we actin silly is memory that last
nothing was serious but now that time has passed

ill go insane
demons inside my brain
this really fucks me up
i never seem to catch the fame


VERSE II
I'm a noone, you're a someone, at least you're someone close to me
and we're lying, im so tired, of all the times you look at me

with that face of yours
cuz i know there's something wrong
you dont talk to me
even though it's been too long


HOOK

you think im actin cold , it might be who i am
darkest emotion creepin up, what i cant stand

tried to let you past
i let my guard down
i know we had a blast
but i cant take you're not around

we actin silly is memory that last
nothing was serious but now that time has passed

ill go insane
demons inside my brain
this really fucks me up
i never seem to catch the fame

memories that last

<3

Lyrics

-

Ive been running, Ive been keepin bout the same pace
A billion miles an hour, yet it feels like im the fake
Im bout to run into a wall, already at the stage
when I can feel my body drowning right before I'll break

No I don't wanna call my mother back, cuz I'm in pain
I wouldn't wanna make her worry over my mistakes

[Hook]
Oh how it is such a fucked up world, I miss
when not a problem in the world
could make me fall into the dirt

Oh how it is such a fucked up world, i wished
my life would never turn to be this sad
and watch it burn

Finally when I'm an adult ima make a change
Or so I thought but im the same as i was in 2008
I'll go insane if I dont know how it happened
But I'll get through this write my shadows away
Should keep on doing this, my beats always slappin
Another way for me of tellin I ain't gonna break

[Bridge & Pre-Chorus]
I fuckin love what I do and I'm tryna change
Im gonna live it out Imm gonna take my place
But not a soul than mine that I will make it chase
This life, it just ain't fair for anyone to face

I wanna know will I ever try to move on
Keep it up, and I don't think that ima last long
I get these questions, never know what to respond
It's kinda messed up, I don't know where I belong

I need somebody that my heart and mind can lean on
and Im a liar if I say this is my last song
I met my homies not a day that I regret this
My way of livin will improve if I stop actin

[Hook]
Oh how it is such a fucked up world, I miss
when not a problem in the world
could make me fall into the dirt

Oh how it is such a fucked up world, i wished
my life would never turn to be this sad
and watch it burn

where do i belong

❤
LYRICS
---------
HOOK
saw you had somebody new
broken hearts i've had a few
pull me down that's all you do
getting up, i think i'm better off without you
x2

(with a new yah, 
broken hearts i've had a few
all i do yah, 
yeah i did it all for you,
but you threw it,
 now a different point of view)

VERSE
my life's been kinda bent lately
i'm stressed daily
need to hold on to my heart safely
i'm stayin wavy
but i've seen how you've been goin crazy
they all shaky
knew you'd do it all again baby

and i'm trying not to notice but it's all wrong
i can't focus in the studio where i belong
It's not okay, to treat myself this way

HOOK
saw you had somebody new
broken hearts i've had a few
pull me down that's all you do
getting up, i think i'm better off without you
x2

VERSE2
looking up, i see a cold space
a billion stars shining right on my face
why do i worry, moghts been all okay
i wouldn't wanna trade my life away

i could climb another wall and i'll be alright
i could wish for so much more but i enjoy the night
i'm not to blame, you know you fucked up anyway

BRIDGE
i see the sun in the moonlight
im lookin past, through the nightsky
i'm more awake since you left, i
can see the grass on the other side

HOOK
saw you had somebody new
broken hearts i've had a few
pull me down that's all you do
getting up, i think i'm better off without you
x2

HOOK Pt 2
no matter where i hide, 
ain't nothing ever gonna change
i wanna feel alive,
not in my room trapped in a chain
i had you by my side
and now you're gone finally sane

OUTRO
somebody new x3

Better Off Without You

better off without you

Single from the upcoming EP/Album
Love u guys.

LYRICS
----------
VERSE
Cuz baby I've been waiting for ya
lookin at me sideways
I dont wanna hide it

And Im not even pushing my luck
Doing this my way
See u on the highway

I'm tryna make a buck
but nothing workin my way
world is turning all grey

and I've been on the bottom it's sucks
losing touch with the ones I trust

PRE-CHORUS
No-one wants to call me back
I'd tell you that I'm fine with that
Doesn't matter if I'm honest
Doesn't, I promise

Cuz whenever I get attached
Anxiety pulls me back

HOOK
Yeah I'm underneath the surface,
Cuz I don't wanna be a burden
My demons have been lurking
And they all know I've been hurting

And lately I've been nervous
Have I got no purpose
Yeah I'm rolling down the curtain
this the end yeah I'm certain


VERSE2
I'm not the same bird as I was
I was livin life my way
Crushed all of my bad ways

And that is all I want to become
Always knew Id pay
thought about it all day

I don't want to believe in a bluff
I ain't gonna be sad today
I'm running far away

BURDEN

Something different. Enjoyed makin this one. Hope yall like it <3

Lyrics represent a conversation between urself, aswell as ur friend/loved one.
verse
Lie to me, and blame it on my ways;
And you're always on my mind
Blind me, without a second taste;
Then I'll see you fall from the sky

pre-chorus
When love is blinded, you never know you care
Then you're surrounded by feelings of despair

hook
Said you don't need nobody else
When you're far from home
that's all it takes
And every moment that I waste
Cuz I'm weak and I'm tired
feeling so hopeless at times

verse2
Ricochet, your words keep bouncing back
But they will fade in time
Break away, from letting you stay
And I think my mind will be fine

pre-chorus
When love is blinding, you never know you care
Then you're surrounded by feelings of despair

hook
Said you don't need nobody else
When you're far from home
that's all it takes
And I could hope to be the best
That I've ever been

I hope that you see
That I've changed

Robin Lucious

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