Nothing,Nowhere- Pain Place (Feat. MISOGI) (slowed+reverb)

I aint feelin like myself
Shutting out all of my friends no i dont wanna talk to anybody else

I struggle to keep it together i need a lobotomy all to myself

No i dont wan think about shit 
i done spent way too long here inside of this cell

Im starting to question myself

Who the hell have i become
Start another problem turn around and run
Was it a coincidence or was it fun?
Do you find enjoyment in rotting alone?

Will you
Finally go out and have fun with your friends?
Or sit here inside and hope that it will end?
You’ve had the same thought ever since you were 10
You wont switch up now cause you didnt back then
The mirrors your enemy dont let it stare
Complain about boredom but dont go nowhere

You’re wanting to change just not how they expect
How far will you go just to earn their respect
Now all your personas have zero effect
They didnt show interest they couldnt care less
Now you’ve lost yourself in a blistering mess
Wasted that effort to fail your own test

Why do you care about so many issues that always end up having nothing to do with you
Sit there inside and you try as you might when theres no way to cry are you even alive

I aint feelin like myself
Shutting out all of my friends no i dont wanna talk to anybody else

I struggle to keep it together i need a lobotomy all to myself

No i dont wan think about shit 
i done spent way too long here inside of this cell

Im starting to question myself

Who the hell have i become
Start another problem turn around and run
Was it a coincidence or was it fun?
Do you find enjoyment in rotting alone?

Will you
Finally go out and have fun with your friends?
Or sit here inside and hope that it will end?
You’ve had the same thought ever since you were 10
You wont switch up now cause you didnt back then
The mirrors your enemy dont let it stare
Complain about boredom but dont go nowhere

You’re wanting to change just not how they expect
How far will you go just to earn their respect
Now all your personas have zero effect
They didnt show interest they couldnt care less
Now you’ve lost yourself in a blistering mess
Wasted that effort to fail your own test

So many causes in multiple clauses
That tell me to shut up and finally be honest but 
What would they say 
Would they pray it away
Would they give me a chance
Would it kill me to say it

Dysphoria

icalled5times by Lil Yung Pharaoh
Produced by CVLT CORP

Lyrics:
So lil mama come home
You can put the blame on me
You ain't gotta worry no more
You know I'm just the same OG
Yeah, lately been killing the vibe 
The sun in my eyes
That's why I'm blind
I was too stupid to see that I'm better with you by my side
Lately been getting so mad at myself 
Going to heaven or going to hell?
They say that I'm free but I'm trapped in a cell
Homies with me and we trynna make bail, yeah
I keep the gun tucked when I go out
No it ain't just for show
Hang around with my bros
I got the recipe now 
everything else is just stressing me out 
Is you a friend or a enemy now? 
Is you a real or pretend to be now?
Don't trust a soul 
Don't want to go back to selling the coke 
I'm paper chasing I'm trynna get more 
Trynna get someone to open the door
yeah 
I got my pole by my side yeah 
I got that girl she gon' ride yeah 
Make a mil before I die yeah 
Tears come out both of my eyes yeah
God he be resting my soul 
Can't do a thing on my own 
Feel a bit down so I pour me a four 
yeah 
I see the blood on the leaves 
They don't want nothing with me 
Life got me down I'm on both of my knees 
All of my friends they be smoking on trees 
Kneel down to pray I got him on my side 
You see the pain when you look in my eyes

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icalled5times

i hate me too

Ft. @RudyxWhite
Prod. @NoFeeling @AntonGxldn

Lyrics:
all these thoughts up in my head
all these things that I regret
somewhere lost at 2am
and no one can save me
spending all this time alone
sitting in my broken home
spread my ashes in the snow
cause no one can save me

all my friends don't understand 
all my friends are in my head
met a lot of fucking people 
but they never really cared
only asking me what’s wrong 
so the blood ain’t on their hands
they like what's that in the snow 
call it red dead despair

broken hearts as frail as glass
being haunted by my past 
somewhere lost a 2am 
and no one can save me
living fast so I’ll die slow
when did my path become a road
spread my ashes in the snow 
cause no one can save me

the lights turn black everything we had means nothing
searching for something to numb this feeling 
the lights turn black everything we had means nothing
searching for something to numb this feeling

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Red Dead Despair Ft. Rudy White

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1W8tSHLnTM
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SDrYcibOoKqswDN3Y1Kb8?si=Frc39TndQH-Xq90uCpOe3g

Lyrics:
Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Memories on reread we can't reset
Drowning in the deep end every weekend
I've been searching I've been seeking fighting demons
Needing something to believe in need a reason
So stay with me lil bae
Don't play with me no games no way
So stay with me lil bae
Just lay with me run away with me

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Feel like a burden I feel like a waste
Blunts I be burning take two to the face
Memories lurking wish I could erase 
Driving and swerving like this shit a race yuh
Lately been running in place
Drugs that I'm taking got me outer space 
Can't get no love and not notice the hate
Talking online but in person they fake yuh
I'm tryna cop me a wraith
Finest interior match with the bape yuh
I used to be such a saint
Kids looking up to me now but I ain't nah
I just be stacking my dividends 
Out there somewhere by the river bend
Used to be down on my luck I was down in the dirt
Found my purpose now I wanna live again
Can't do this shit again 
I been indifferent diamonds drip glistening
That shit don't matter just that u listening 
Hope that u listening

Wish I was a kid again
wish I was a kid again
X2

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Music Video

Burden (prod. AIRAVATA) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

Dark Matter

Convolk - Ghost Boy (ft. CHANDY)

do what you want when its done come crawl back
why do you watch when its all my fault and
bury my head when i see your name now 
in the cement covering like a gray cloud

what a let down like you promised
ima head out in the process
ima stay down like you wanted
all the way out where your heart is
screaming how the hell you do it all to yourself
always knew what you were on and i still
tried so hard to prove it wrong and now i killed
whats left of me
if anything
you were right this whole time 
hide my head when you come back
pull me in to watch me react
come again when you need something to bring you back yea

do what you want when its done come crawl back
why do you watch when its all my fault and
bury my head when i see your name now 
in the cement covering like a gray cloud

gray cloud (prod. slidinmoon)

Land of the Lost 

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prod. Bagel boi

Nothing,Nowhere- Pain Place (Feat. MISOGI) (slowed+reverb)

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