guitar by: killedmyself
prod by me (:

i hope your doing better now
that you left me here to drown 
i wish you the best 
even tho u kept on saying it was all my fault 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 
bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)
i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)

bleeding

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Lyrics
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Everything's gotten me down
But I don't wanna fight right now
Everything's gotten me
But I don't wanna

Yeah focus on the pain
They can't relate
They right at the finish line and they don't wanna wait
I've been overtime
The clock's staring at my face
Tell me get a grip but I keep slipping away
It's like hold up
Does everyone feel the same
I'm rocking the boat but it's tipping in the wave
I keep looking up
But all I ever see is rain
And I'm screaming at the sky like I'm tryna get a taste like

Why's all that I say lies
Trust me oh you might
But I can't pick my battles
I don't know when to fight
I don't know how to give up
And honestly I don't know how to try
I put my faith into nothing
And every time I'm always proven right

Yeah focus on the pain
They can't relate
They right at the finish line and they don't wanna wait
I've been overtime
The clock's staring at my face
Tell me get a grip but I keep slipping away
It's like hold up
Does everyone feel the same
I'm rocking the boat but it's tipping in the wave
I keep looking up
But all I ever see is rain
And I'm screaming at the sky like I'm tryna get a taste like

Pain [Prod. Koda]

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Lyrics
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I've never been good at goodbyes
So I'll just say goodnight
It's nearly my time
And even though I hold you tight

I hope, I hope
You let me go
I know, you know
It takes its toll
It's real, I feel it
In my bones
It's the reason that I'm crying in my bed at night alone
I told my ghost
To take my soul
And roam as far
As purgatory could go
Seal the deal
And raze the roads
Burning bridges and digging ditches 'till you found a home

I wanna say that it gets easier
She know that it don't
And whenever I'm needing her
She needs me the most
So every time, every night
I'll be waiting by your side
'Till the day that you won't cry
And you've moved on with another guy

I hope, I hope
You let me go
I know, you know
It takes its toll
It's real, I feel it
In my bones
It's the reason that I'm crying in my bed at night alone
I told my ghost
To take my soul
And roam as far
As purgatory could go
Seal the deal
And raze the roads
Burning bridges and digging ditches 'till you found a home

Let Me Go [Prod. Koda]

its late at night
and im drunk again
got a blurry sight
while im losing friends
imma die alone 
im bleeding on the pavement
doing drugs cus i lost hope
i'll never be her favorite 

yea i know
im never enough
thats why im always on drugs
but i like it like that 
and i know
that i should give a fuck
but i dont
nah i dont

@caspywaspy
i should give a fuck 
everytime that im stoned
everytime that im high
everytime that i'm broke
but i can't let go
of this pain that i hold
so i'll keep on digging
this big ass hole 
cause my walls caved in
and my floor it broke 
i need sum help
but i keep it on the low 
will i ever 
be better
well i don't know
will i last forever
shit i hope so 

just break what's left of me~
i beg u please just leave~
i don't want you to see 
the way i made myself bleed

i know w/casperrr (morin x splashgvng)

Breakeven (Cover)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

i'll be okay.

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Lyrics
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Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie
Couldn't take my advice
When I'm the one I despise
So just cut me free

Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie (I hope you forget me)
Couldn't take my advice
When I'm the one I despise
So just cut me free (So cut me free)

You won't listen when I tell you that I'm not okay
So much liqueur in my drink I need a double take
Sticky fingers I'm stickin' to blunts everyday
I know it fuck me up, that's why I put it to my face
And you textin' me you love me 'cause you know the pain
We ain't sober in days, maybe discover a way
Maybe uncover another one of us that acts sane
But if it means the end of this I don't wanna change

If you really wanna love me you can love me back
You don't need to put yourself through the heart attack
If you really wanna love me you can love me back
You don't need to put yourself through this, yeah

Pick up the phone
No call or text I'm fucked from the jetlag
Let me know
If you even wanna talk 'cause you know I gotta check that
Why you gotta be so cold
I said I'm in love, you finish the cigarette pack
Let me know
That I was fun while it lasted but I was just a setback

So I guess this is the end of the path
I've been here so long I think that I lost track
I think I lost myself in the oblivion
Look into the void, I can feel it gaze back
But you're talking to me like I had my own plan
Like I knew it wouldn't work out and it wouldn't last
How could I be so oblivious
When you said you love me, I wasn't supposed to get attached

Bittersweet goodbyes
And tired eyes
We both never lie (I hope you forget me)
Couldn't take my advice
When you're the thing I despise
So just cut me free (So cut me free)

I don't wanna go back to that road no more
I don't wanna go back to that road no more

Cut Me Free [Prod. Cian x RJ Pasin]

Moment

fs oneone

START MY DAY (Disvote)

one thing i learned is

its not how you come in its how u leave

Demons In My Head When I Count My Racks

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

Let Me Go [Prod. Koda]

Robstar

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