Check out the producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/johnnyfriend
Beatstars: https://johnnyfriend.beatstars.com
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Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
Twitter: twitter.com/devilboyxo

Lyrics
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They can hardly even recognize
Piercings tattoos, my new disguise
Muttering what happened to the other guy
Thing is that they finally saw the real side
They couldn't handle that
You've changed and we want you back
I guess it didn't go to plan
But when will it ever have

Now they see me and I'm glowing
Take a picture when you're with me save the moment
Outfit dripping and my wrists frozen
I was nothing as a kid and now I own it
Surrounded by nitpick pricks that see me growing
Flex this you rich bitch I'm on my own shit
I'm talking hit me up when I've been on the road shit
And you gonna say that you knew me but you ain't know shit
I've been on my own shit, see me and I'm glowing

I'll keep screaming 'till my chest hurt
But they never even needed to say I'm lesser
I can tell from the way that they act
Cut me outta plans, leave me in the past
I'm the only one doing something that they can't
Surmount against the odds when the odds stay stacked
Difference how they treat me signing CDs like graffiti
'Cause you can't ignore me when I'm on your TV

Now they see me and I'm glowing
Take a picture when you're with me save the moment
Outfit dripping and my wrists frozen
I was nothing as a kid and now I own it
Surrounded by nitpick pricks that see me growing
Flex this you rich bitch I'm on my own shit
I'm talking hit me up when I've been on the road shit
And you gonna say that you knew me but you ain't know shit
I've been on my own shit, see me and I'm glowing

Glowing [Prod. JohnnyFriend]

love you ryan<3 talk to you soon.
beat prod by: wisssery x nihil
written and performed by: popularreject

Ryan's song (p. wisssery x nihil)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uCOSsTSUqU

june gloom

june gloom w/SsappyY (prod. pekarot) [VIDEO IN BIO]

nico north - Should Have (cover)

skeletons

+ spotify

skeletons (feat. kenny orlando + ezra)

forgo the movie sample. lol
song 01 in a lil @greenwood2000 project <3

Lyrics

Me time
Giving up myself, got a weak spine
That’s just what was given, she a freak mind
And it’s setting me ablaze Im just sleep dying

Besides you, who do I trust
Look at my view, its turning to dust
Only us 2 when it turns dusk
And now I'm just starting to rust

She can tear inside my mind on a Monday disguised
As someone I want in my life
Think the coast is clear on the east side
Water is so clear, I cant decide

No guts, so cruel
Tonights type a night were you stay in the cool
No more no more, you can take it like no more
While she’s waiting for you

Pink clouds to a world turning grey
Baby its dark but that don't mean it's the same
No words we just chopping up pain
Till the things that we feel are are unable again

You are where you are, there's no fooling love
You see who you see and you form to 1
No percent shy, or you’ll be dancing on your grave under the moonlight

Hug first
Don't lie, it hurts
My weakness the worst
I just lay here in my search

Brains breathing again, who I was can't recall
Recollecting the thoughts of us both, no control
Memory loss so severe, when I lean I just fall

I’m healthy to cope, with my understanding
I’ll have u know, U don’t consume what I’m fasting
Holding me close, knowing I’ll manage
The places it drives us is well above standard

Standard, I’m still a human, I manage
Passage, I took that route soon I’ll vanish
Dashes, decipher the message
Don’t and see flashes

White lights flashing
Dancing inside these mansions
Holding the gates, still seeking the passion
Meshing 2 worlds still protecting masses

Baby its me inside these cold walls
I'm struggling to catch my fall
Severe pain, severe shock
Still trying to play with my feet stuck

Darling I’m stressed
I’m losing my mind I just need time to rest
Yes, darling I’m not feeling the best
Darling I think I’m depressed
Darling I’m loving you less
When my hearts starts to waiver my whole view is a mess

Where is my heart set?
What if we never met?

the severe shock as described in the extract

severe (greenwood)

Check out Scar$:
Soundcloud: @devilboyxo
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Check out the Producer:
Soundcloud: @sh4dowfigure
Airbit: https://neverforever.infinity.airbit.com
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prodneverforever
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/prodneverforever/

Lyrics
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(Robstar)
I should never be the one that you wanted
I made a promise not to let you down
And I'll keep that promise if it rips my insides out
I miss the us when we were starting
But now you have every reason to hate me when I'm departing

I'm sorry you're the one I fell in love with too
I don't blame you, you didn't know
Living in the shame of everything I knew
It would haunt you to the bones
And I really loved you when I said I do
But I loved you and let you go
And you don't need to say you could take what I put you through
'Cause I know you'd be better alone

(Scar$)
Hello?
You are waiting here for nothin...
I know...
You were hopin' we'd be somethin'

I'm sorry that I won't be around much longer my dear
I'll fucking hit the ground runnin', in the end my reasons will be clear
Sorry that I led you on, it was always wrong but I don't belong here
I don't belong anywhere

I got to take pills just to sleep and more pills just to breathe, can't you see I'm nothing to want?
I keep my fucking doors locked, I'm nothing you want

Waiting for Nothing

Scar$

Robstar x Scar$ - Waiting for Nothing [Prod. Neverforever]

lyrics 

she far away i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

she said im wrong and i dont care how u feel
with some of that shit u said girl truthfully idk how to feel
drank half the bottle last night i think i got guts of steel
substantial dilemma i forgot what is real
im sleeping in the back of the fucking car
i cant wait till u come home
i fell in love with who u are
but u said im someone you dont know
im finally happy ill seal this memory in a photo
id walk thru fire to get u a ring like i am frodo
i told her kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for u
cuz lately i been tryna lay low
its too late at night
and im not even drunk
i dont want to fight
this lifes not even fun
its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

kiss me thru the payphone
tell me at any point if this gets too much for you
cuz baby ive been tryna lay low
and its too cold tonight and im not even drunk im starting to think i shouldve stayed home

payphone (mackk)

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

Heavenly Father,

On this day we come before You with hearts full of gratitude for Your boundless love and the gift of a new week. Thank You for Your faithfulness, which carries us through each moment and fills us with hope.

Lord, we ask for Your guidance as we begin this day. Fill us with Your Holy Spirit, that we may approach our tasks with wisdom, diligence, and joy. Help us to reflect Your grace in our words and actions, showing kindness and compassion to those around us.

Protect us from challenges that seek to distract or discourage us, and grant us strength to walk in Your truth. We lift up those who are struggling today—may they feel Your comforting presence and find renewed strength in Your promises.

In the holy name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer, we pray,

Amen.

October 13, 2025 Prayer

Horcrux (prod. brody)

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

Robstar x Scar$ - Waiting for Nothing [Prod. Neverforever]

Robstar

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