🧸✂️
think ive gone n done it
think ive gone n done it
please stop calling 
when i keep this shit runnin

ill waste my life on u . . . only
all these fake ppl actng like they know me
and i cant go outside i got fangs on me
tear thru my skin like bromine

(how) could ive known that life was so hard
grew up w thorns on my heart
thats why i hurt everybody i love
havent felt smth in a while

im stuck in the moment
have hard a time making new friends
smoke gas yea propane ( uh huh ! )
give a fuckc abt ur friends they lame uh huh

yeah yea
yeah yea yea
this time im leaving u
im sorry i cant see it thru

im sorry my heart got thorns on it
im sorry my heart got thorns on it
and i cant go outside i got fangs on me
and i cant go outside i got fangs on me

<3

thorns 💘 ✧.*

NOTES: very long personal song about schizophrenia and transgenderism

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

art : @reksi420 ᶻz
https://twitter.com/4n1m4l51
https://www.instagram.com/tr4n5c3nd3d/

old song that i picked up nd started working on again for fun :D ,,,,, more music for u guys soon ily˙ᵕ˙

lyrics:
posted w my crew
okay we're cool
break in thru the roof
talk dwn lose ur toothh 

feelin confused
hate being in groups
she said "are u telling the truth?"
well yeah.. cuz im not like u

i panic!!!!
pipe down bby please excuse my manners
im lost in my head
can't get all my thoughts to vanish

3am in the parking lot 
im tripping off acid
it's funny
how none of it matters

i fell on my face
now i cant go back
run from the cameras
hide in the back

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

face me please
why u do me like that
am i going insane??
cuz i think i might snap

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

posted w my crew
okay .. 2 HELL WITH U
so i dont really care
cuz somewhere ill be gone from u
thoughts inside my head i can't bear 
no matter what i do

posted w my crew
okay .. how cruel of u
ppl stop n stare (im aware!!)
don't know what to do
guess i lost my way up
did i entertain ya?

parking lot

(reupload .. got falsely copyright struck)

Teen Week

homeswitcher

homeswitcher (feat. kmoe)

Do you honestly think you're capable of doing any better than this ⟦next time⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @jauntsen and @polar333.
Guitars provided by @jauntsen.
Mixed and mastered by @jauntsen.

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind
I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

And we can let the days roll over
And we can let the flowers grow
I'll put money on my four leaf clover
We'll go to places that we'll never know

⟦ @polar333 ⟧

It’s a long road back
And I always thought you’re all that I had 
In fact, you’re all that I had
I’m fractured
Your eyes glowing like lanterns
I’m blind always looking for patterns
Somethings wrong with us
Don’t need to bring it up

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Never understood what I did wrong, and I'm
Trying to figure out where I belong

And it's a long ride home
But you'll be better off when you finally go
And if I kick the dust on your treads
I'll forget to bleed when you leave me alone
It seems like the rain is coming
They'll crush our castles down into dust
At least it wasn't all for nothing
We can find a better way to keep me out of the rust

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Didn't think that I could patch this
Oh, you're just a test subject
Leave me behind or just leave me to die

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind

subject.

subject, featuring jauntsen and polar.

guitar vox prod me

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new

the wind is whipping past and i can barely stand
as if it wasnt hard enough to stick to plan
youll never see the light of what you make
cuz youre too busy being concerned of whats at stake
is this all
that youre known for
back and forth torn
is it all
just to say it
that you made it
and if i never see the light of day thats fine
cuz im too busy laying wide awake at night

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new
let me go
let me choose
let me fall
let me lose

torn

track 2 of "what went wrong"

prod/mix/master/vox : me :)

lyrics:
light gold everything
i know everything
i know
i know 
i know everything
everything 
i know everything

sweet attack 
take me back 
dream rights 
can't relax
we fight 
take me back
take a hit
i relapse
take a hit
i just laugh
i just laugh
i just laugh
yeah i just laugh


haha bet you wish you had what i had 
you do not not
used to be a bitch but i turned into a thot hot
i don't really think i don't need a single thot thot
waste away i used to be top notch

3 nights
text me back then we spend like 3 nights
it's been 3 days i can never see light
top notch but i turned to free light
i was top notch but i turned to free light 

im not afraid of you
im not afraid of you
im not afraid of you
im not afraid of you

everything

~bitch im the boss!~

produced by saoirse dream

validity

bad one (saoirse dream)

@vai5000
track 3/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/5ERKbZ99pYU5HKFJHPiH5R?si=3b494c7f28d54f03
https://youtu.be/QoYO2o2Qc3s

blissom:

im dreaming about rats and bugs
im dreaming about blood and guts
im counting every passing second adding tallies to my arm

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

and ill wait my turn until the dust swallows me whole
pretend that its a blanket keeping me from cold
and ill wait my turn until the bugs will call me home
the color starts to fade the moss crawls down my bones

vai5000:

try to keep my head high
wind pushing close my own eyes now
leaves blowing in the breeze I 
can't hold back from what I feel
turn into something new
I watch as the seasons strip away from me just
piece by piece I
decay from the very core I'm made of
don't hold me close - just let me go
Time we spent they don't feel like memories

Take my arms and just slowly dance
The night won't go if you're here so
just make time slow tears fall no more
sit by me
hold tightly 
You know it's okay to cry - sometimes you just might
Tears from all the things I hoped
Everything just always goes wrong
You don't need to say goodbye - I'll be there in your head
My wood decays but my heart wont

blissom:

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

the wind is whi
ping past my face
the tide is ri
sing to my waist
im left without
a single sound
to keep me an
chored to the ground

sticks and rocks +vai5000

COVER BY @BIGGART_  & @BITCHITWERK ON TWITTER

ONE WEEKEND, 17 SONGS, 30 ARTISTS, ONE FREAKING ALBUM

https://discord.gg/slumberparty

FT. spirisera, aras moon, july, deml8, gasmask, camden, jade, bottlnose, terratype, STARDISCS, rosewither, zayok, 111robloxdude, InsertSongHere, GWEN3v3r, mars, camden, repez xandroR2, seph, daniboi, quedronol, vai5000, drawcards, blissom, kryptid, lexaust, shambomba, esbee, Qliche, corefish, clovehitch, leyton

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