I just realized this is a nier sample lol

Iv had this on my liked for about 3 years now is it ever coming to apple music ?

the original track of the girl is from niet automata 🖤 i love this so much

This song is like I'm feeling broke, but I'm lost on another planet

Sad Vibes

(remixed track: Message To Bears - At a Glance)

Didn't expect this track to blow up like this..

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don't worry about me

@youngburial

pretty fucking emo so here's this

lyrics:
put up a facade and you saw right through it
told me i was worthless but i already knew it
i don't care how i die as long as i do it
don't care how i die as long as i do it

put up a facade and you saw right through it
told me i was worthless but i already knew it
i don't care how i die as long as i do it
please close your eyes, i don't wanna put you through it
at all

hair in my eyes, i can't see straight
drugs in my veins makes me knees shake
baby, won't you hold my hand while i limp through the hall
feeling trapped in my mind, need an escape

every day is just a mess of depressive episodes
panic in my room over never letting go
singing songs you've never heard about that seven-letter word
this anxiety gon' place me in the wreckage in the snow

i'm tired, so tired all the time
this stress on my back's been severing my spine
no, i'm never doing fine

put up a facade and you saw right through it
told me i was worthless but i already knew it
i don't care how i die as long as i do it
don't care how i die as long as i do it

put up a facade and you saw right through it
told me i was worthless but i already knew it
i don't care how i die as long as i do it
please close your eyes, i don't wanna put you through it
at all

facade (prod. fats'e)

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sad shit lol prod. wrain

I Think You're Really Cool [Guardin Remix]

just hold me 
dont fake love
just hold me 
just hold me
i need you
i need love
just hold me
just hold me

dont think you can just come back
i love you way to much
and i hope you know this but you dont
dont make me fall in love again
dont take my heart on out again
baby wont you love me?
im broken
and i need you
just hold me
just hold me


just hold me 
dont fake love
just hold me 
just hold me
i need you
i need love
just hold me
just hold me

dont think you can just come back
i love you way to much
and i hope you know this but you dont
dont make me fall in love again
dont take my heart on out again
baby wont you love me?
im broken
and i need you
just hold me
just hold me

if I could, I would have you in my arms right now. (Prod. boyfifty)

Half Hot, Half Cold [Prod. Taylor]

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i said i know that you in pain, i cant fuckin stand it
keep on runnin back into the man that caused you damage
i dont understand it, you got me goin manic
so i think its better if i go ahead and vanish
cause i cant fuckin take it, you intoxicatin
and i always get into my feelings when im faded
no reciprocation, i was always chasing
the one i fabricated in damn imagination

it wasnt really you
it wasnt really you
ay now i see the truth
ay now i see the truth

said i made it complicated, dont know if it was worth it
you got me feelin pain every time i see you hurtin
i know you think you worthless, but to me you perfect
i see how you compare yourself to every other person
you got yo demons lurkin, right behind the curtain
i hope you find your peace cause i know that you deserve it
said im good at burnin bridges, im good at buildin walls
maybe just wait a year and then please gimme a call

said please gimme a call

broken

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Roderick Porter - broken (prod. 97SPECIAL)

Trip To The Stars (Prod. Guillermo)

To the moon and back

I’m in real big trouble

I’m in real big trouble (ig: broly500__) [Prod. Taylor]

This was a song I stumbled upon awhile ago. I don't know if he does music anymore bc he deleted his channel. Anyway enjoy this masterpiece.

UPDATE: I found his profile on here. It's ohsobrkn if anyone wants to support him (:

Lil Bear ~ Don't Love Me

not a remix, this is how the song was originally intended to be <3 im so happy we made it happen. shout out lbc for being a great artist and a great human.

w 
https://soundcloud.com/lilbootycall
https://soundcloud.com/saysooo

mixed by 
https://soundcloud.com/lilpolearm

lyrics: 
Gasp -
1 2 
123 
I just need u here w me 
I just hope that we can make 
so let’s lay here 
and wish on stars (x2)
I just sit and look at the waves
Seen serenity and beauty when I look at ur face 
Dancing thru reflections remind me of adolescence and I don’t know what I’m feeling but the feeling is great 
Ay u just remind me of Summer
Like I been thinking baby maybe u could come be my lover 
And we could spend time w each other 
watching fireflies glide thru the sky up above us 
Ur my dearly beloved and I could never ever ever see my self w another 
We could fall in love w each other , I feel the watercolors comin from the sky up above us 
We can dance on the beach, and motion of the tide will coincide w the beat 
Honestly u all that I see that moonlight shine as u smile at me 
I hear that  1 2 3  thats my heart beat 
And we can wish on stars that will make it far 
And we can sleep away all the rainy days
 And I just feel so safe when ur here w me 
lilbootycall-
oh man i’m sick and tired of all this hate 
sometimes i just wanna drive far away 
get up out my mind for a minute 
i been feeling trapped feel like imma die while i’m living 
ah damn 
man i ain’t shit to no one 
i’m a bitch? it takes one to know one 
lately i been on my shit 
tell them cloning mothafuckas they can suck my dick 
cause they b on it more than my girl 
who make me wanna kill myself 
yeah the whole world 
who make me wanna love myself 
yeah the gold things 
cause i usually don’t when 
i think of old things 

ah man 
man look at my shoes 
and they off white bitch 
and they are brand new 
and i got zip ties 
around my old neck
i gotta end my old self if i want next on god

an ocean of stars couldn't keep us apart *:･ﾟ✧╰(◡‿◡✿╰) w/lilbootycall (prod sayso! x kavv)

Produced by Roderick Porter <3
Featuring @zoercrader <3

Roderick Porter - Baby (feat. Coasting)

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💖 Roderick Porter - Baby (feat. Coasting)💖

When you feel like all the others

Check out the wonderful person who made this song possible
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_AVLt78YAW7MuOAC_meLqg
https://soundcloud.com/rustysdiner
https://www.instagram.com/balancecooper/?hl=de
https://twitter.com/balancecooper



Lyrics:
Who's that?
Who you talking to?
Always on your phone
Who's texting you
Got me worried that you got another dude
Saying you'll be honest 
But is that the truth?

I feel outta place when
We're chilling and you keep on indulging
In conversation
See you on your snapchat
Caught me kinda glancing
You're hiding it like it's pay back 
Why?
I was looking at your face
Didn't even worry babe
But now you got me going crazy
What you hiding from me baby?

Promise you wont stab me in the back
If you gonna fuck up best to show me all the facts
Was it too much weed?
Or did they offer you some tabs?
Sorry that if what I'm sayings got you feeling bad

But every time I think about some shit it's got me mad
Cause everyone right after me you treated with respect
But now you're coming back to me girl what did you expect?
I'm sorry that I'm not the same boy

I been feeling down
I don't really know if I can turn my shit around
Thinking bout past has got me buried in the ground
Take another shot so I can drown out all the sounds
I'm stuck inside my house now oh

Nothing here is new
Thinking that you got me doing things your ex's do
Feeling kinda worthless and it's all because of you
Sorry I'm not perfect and I got an attitude
It's mostly cause you started talking bout another dude
You shouldn't leave em waiting baby that's just hella rude
And now you're getting angry when I talk about my mood

I'm so sad and
Steady laughing
Better paint a pretty picture of my past and
Make a joke about the shit you did
Why the fuck you getting mad? You don't remember this
When I look at you I'm filled with happiness
Then it turns into aggression I don't like this shit
Then I turn into an asshole you don't help it
Now my body's going numb because I made my switch

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
Why do I always feel like you did this all before

I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new
I don't want to feel like I'm nothing new

Nothing New (Prod. by Balance Cooper)

if u listen closely u can hear my brother squeaking his chair throughout the song

lady satan [prod. flowers in narnia] IG: @soskidx

help

(Luca)
https://www.youtube.com/user/LucazadeProductions/featured

(Hook)
Give it up 
Falling down
I don't really know if I can make it out
Carry on
Leave me behind
Sorry That I'm weak and I'm gonna die

(Verse 1)
Gotta get back
I'm feeling nothing when they're around
Brain is gonna crack
I'm on my knees I'm in the ground
Visions going black
I drank too much I'm outta town
Waking up from sleeping on the couch now

I don't know if I can make it
All my friends are doing better while I'm in here drinking
Wasting all my time
Afraid to say goodbye
Everybody's worried I might go with suicide
But I don't think I can continue take this
The voices in my head they make me feel like shit
Am I out of chances
I'm losing my mind
Searching for answers
Please send me a sign

(Hook)
Give it up 
Falling down
I don't really know if I can make it out
Carry on
Leave me behind
Sorry That I'm weak and I'm gonna die

(Verse 2)
Oh God
Help me I feel so lost
Please God
I just wanna feel loved
I surrender
Gotta change up my weather
I don't need cash I just wanna get better
It's getting bad
Need to pick up the pieces
No longer in last
Cause I keep on reaching
Now I take my time
Try to get better in my life
I know I needed a push I'm fine
There's no need for me to rush the truth
No

(Hook)
Give it up 
Falling down
I don't really know if I can make it out
Carry on
Leave me behind
Sorry That I'm weak and I'm gonna die

give it up (Prod Luca Malaspina)

i hope u guys like this one!!

cover art by @perfiosa on IG

Roderick Porter:

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7Lcln0AXqNHMahrca8KVpy?si=uZ3lI_OYRmOMsLT6oHgMgA

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/roderick.porter

Twitter: https://twitter.com/RoderickJPorter

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/roderickporter

Jay Portal:

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2mE6lFglCyhkrseEcufU0d?si=phfl1nzgTLOc7ed9j40O0A

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/jakedavidkissTV

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lilportal/

Twitter: https://twitter.com/lilportal

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/jayportal

Unconditional (feat. Jay Portal)

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Roderick Porter - broken (prod. 97SPECIAL)

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