and i try to convince myself that i dont love you 😩❤️‍🔥

my friend showed me this. W😌🔥👌🏽

bro keep it off spotify they rip off their artists. take a stand, the real ones will listen no matter where its at

This and For the Night will always be my favorite songs EVER

Every few months I have this song on repeat for like week and it never gets old

how do i even feel? 😐🙁😔

night

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

SPOTIFY

i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

Single for Rainy Tapes Vol. 1 COMING OUT AUGUST 3RD!!

Prod. Jacobsen

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

These days I don't feel no pain
I don't really want to feel okay
Sunshine, I don't feel no rain
My demons call my name
And I kind of want to go back
Thinking that the shadow where my home at
Fuck it, I've been feeling so heartless
Strange I've been taken from the darkness, yeah
And I don't really feel myself
Smoke til I can't feel myself
Drink til I fucked up my health
My friends said I need help
Cause I want to feel a heart break
Want to feel the pain of a heart ache
I don't really know what love is
I'm just fucking done with the numbness, yeah

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, yeah

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Snapchat: roderick_porter

Rainy Tapes, Vol. 1

i like the pain

SPOTIFY!

Roderick Porter - i like the pain (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) [prod. Jacobsen]

original title was "idk its 5 am and my brain is melting as i type this" but i shortened it lol

lyrics:

i don't want a broken heart
i don't wanna think of us
try to stop
and the greed is killing me

can we take it slow
i dont wanna fall
take me to you
we die too soon

but its over
as fast as it started
you never get past it
ride or die
alive when i hide

coming down on you
i dont like the truth
i dont love you
fuck me up too
im a damn fool

dancefloor with the devil
i dont like a rebel
can we sit together
love is in the air

i've been away for a year
feels like i'm there but i'm here
i've just been talking to you
so wtf are these tears
i lost the feeling of fear
hoping that you see what i hear

hoping that you feel what i'm feeling
nothing ever seems to make sense
go all in

it's nothing
it's nothing
it's nothing

idk its 5 am...

lyrics:
(verse 1 - indii g)
I been thinking real hard
Now I can’t sleep
We no longer got a
Heart on the same beat
I don’t ever really
Want any blood but we
standing the mud where it
was really concrete
It was fun but I
Hate to say I’m losing faith I’m
Goin insane this fornicating
Got me crazy anyway we
Goin to hell. im just tryna
Save myself.
I’m just tryna fade away
You’re disarray, you’re
ricochet you’re just
a phase a throwaway
Why you getting too complicated?
Trying hard to save it but it’s
Not the same but it’s
Not the same, but
 
(hook)
Can’t you see you’re too complacent
Can’t you see I’m moving
On to something better. Face it
You’re not the one for me, I’m
Not just tryna make a statement
It’s just not the same now
I’m finding your replacement
I’m find your replacement

(verse 2 - sadboyprolific)
ay lemme talk for a sec.
lemme stress all the problems in my head
Ah. Sike! Lemme flex on my ex
you toss me to the side, now i'm
counting up the checks. dont regret
i been leaving you behind in the past
i just crush another gram and then
flick off all the ash.
fuck being mad and fuck being sad
youre feeling good now but the feeling gonna pass
flip it up and then kick it into drive
and then toss you to the side
cause you wasted all my time
you used to be the only thing running through my mind
now im running up the cash and leaving you behind
i been kicking with a baddie thats 
saying she love my music
love's the worst kind of drug and
you love to abuse it
now im hiding in my room
i think that i'm reclusive
your words are like venom
they coma inducing

Complacent [ft. sadboyprolific]

socials below!

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sinkway
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Demons

Stratosphere (feat. Coasting)

★ YOUTUBE ★

prod: @mental
mixed: @mental and @kammichaelmusic

mental was here OwO

spotify!

Worried (prod. mental)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

up on all platforms <3

you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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Ghost (feat. Ivri)

Yxngxr1 - Tyler, The Creator

we’re all sad sometimes w/ loverboi (╥﹏╥)o(prod. rudeboy)

polarity

i hope u guys like this one!!

cover art by @perfiosa on IG

Roderick Porter:

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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/jayportal

Roderick Porter - i like the pain (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) [prod. Jacobsen]

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