My brothers bday was yesterday and mine was the 7th

Guess I'll tell my self happy birthday drinking champagne at a table for one

My bday was back in march, all i got was a jar of dog treats for dogs that arent even mine, sent by my grandparents, shit felt like how this song feels, love you roddy, the stream, the music, and the fan engagement over the years, youre amazing

Intoxicated
Drunk with emotion
Shouldn't be driving tonight
Now that it's dark out
I'm getting lost now
So used to having your light
This love is faded
I been so jaded
I swear I thought I was right
Switched up intention
To create tension
Now all we do is just fight

You're so destructive
Way too addictive
You're stuck like a parasite
Break my heart again
No, we can't be friends
Fuck I'm starting to feel light
Why are you this way
Can't tell if I'm safe
Hard to know what's wrong or right
Maybe I'm poison
You're so important
But I couldn't say it tonight

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Fucked at a party
Called to say sorry
Babe, it's way too late for you
Said that you're nauseous
Fucked up my conscience
Should I just say that we're through
A cheater, a liar
Your vices desire
No filling your sweet tooth
Guess I'm a loser
Built walls with shooters
Wasted my god damn youth

Let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, oh
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Fall Apart

Suicidal

addict // w/ j v d e // prod yeezo. x slayingibis.

Bathroom Stalls

https://open.spotify.com/track/3nXQW5p4nkJehTIe1dHuLf?si=c33f5d4f29964e30

https://www.instagram.com/kennethwayneofficialmusic/

Beat Produced by Paco Lee
______________________________
Lyrics-

Man my life’s a movie and my homies got some good seats
Cigarette burns on my brand new blue jeans
I don’t really talk much I write it on my loose leaf 
They don’t really call much they just let me do me (yeah)
That’s the way I wanted it since I was born and raised since Hittin stains with my homies in Hanes now we in Calvins
We gettin high when we get down some 
Now we livin live Arizona state bound.

But I needed something else I needed more
I don’t want my heart to melt all on the floor
I just needed someone else I could adore 
But 
(This love lies)

Ima lover boy and it’s hard to get away 
When your
Loves gone and the one you love has put you in this place.

Love lies love lies 
even if we cut ties no goodbyes
I just want your love babe
What’s inside?
I can feel whats inside of your mind.

(1,2,3)

Love lies love lies even if we cut ties no goodbyes
I can feel what’s inside of your mind
I just wanna feel it again, feel it again 
(Love)

Love lies love lies even if we cut ties 
no goodbyes
 I just want your love babe 
What’s inside?
Oh my oh my

Man my life’s a movie and my homies got some good seats
Cigarette burns on my brand new blue jeans
I don’t really talk much I write it on my loose leaf 
They don’t really call much they just let me do me.
 
Wake up in the morning with Colombian roast.
I mix the creamer with sugar keeps me up on my toes
But it’s hard to get rich when your stuck on the road
And it’s hard to find love when you’re always at home.

I don’t mean I’m innocent 
I’ve been wrong plenty times around
I just wanna be a kid again
I don’t want this pain to carry on

Love lies love lies even if we cut ties 
no goodbyes 
I can feel what’s inside of your mind
I just wanna feel it again feel it again
(Your Love)
 (x2)

Love Lies

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PROD. JUSTIDEAS! jus a track I did with my friend, don’t feel like it’s good enough for all platforms but feel free to lmk if y’all fw it

Evil Eye

Lyrics:

I'm sick of all the fighting
The fire is igniting, so what's the point of trying to go another night
I'm sick of all the lying and thoughts about me dying
Like what's the point of crying, just wanna end my life

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

So I'll die a fucking burden, a piece of shit and worthless
Could never put the work in, my life is a disguise
I'm numb but also fragile, my love is more than astral
They tell me I'm an asshole but all I am is nice

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

I been giving it my all to get by
I really wish I didn't wanna die
I Keep trying to get better
I still don't understand why my chest hurts
I guess this what I signed up for
But really I could never be sure
I'm really feeling under the weather
It's raining in my head I feel I pressure

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

Table for One

Roderick Porter

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