finally, there's "darken dreamstate" the most recent one, this one was made for a songwriting contest my youth zone was doing, so with an urge to produce music at that time, I hoped at the chance.

It mainly all came together due to a melody that was stuck in my head for a long time.

I can't exactly remember where it originated, but I remember it from a YouTube video from an app called "Auxy"

This is another one I would love to revisit sometime but it would need some time to foster before I can get to it.

mechanical_dreams EP

darken_dreamstate

✨ Stream/buy/visuals: https://push.fm/fl/zpstb

Part 2 of Submerged Self EP. My biggest, most personal project in 10 years of music production. New song each Thursday.

I don't really believe in anything that goes beyond what seems logically explainable. Sometimes this feels really cold and dark and if I think too much about how therefore this perception of "I" will perish one day, how all I am is just not going to be there anymore, these thoughts get me really panicking. I've never experienced something like this before so I wrote a song about it. It's just so scary ...

Please look into Jaiyyu's work, I literally couldn't have had a better experience in any way commissioning them for the art of this EP.
Twitter: https://twitter.com/jaiyyu_
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Jaiyyu0
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jaiyyu/

Lyrics:

This world is magicless
We live, we die as clustered cells
Too many answers
Yet I can't deny I'm scared of death

If everybody's afterlife was shaped just by their true beliefs
Then mine would be an empty space
No black no white
No place to be

I wish I could convince myself there was a god or something else
I cannot feel or hear or smell or see
I need something to believe

(Hoah-oh)
(Yeaah)
(Ooh)
(Woah-oh)

Night skies, four seasons and the weather
Remember those were all the reasons to endeavour once
Now I fight my demons to get better
But they're just neural oscillations, how'd they matter?

I wish I could convince myself there was a god or something else
I cannot feel or hear or smell or see
I want something to believe

(Something to believe)
(Something to believe)
(Something to be-)
Something to believe
Yeah
(To believe)
(Wooah)
(Hoaah-oh)
(Ooh-ooh)
(Haah)
(Woah-oh)

Something to believe
Something to believe
Something to believe
Something to believe
Something to believe
Something to believe

Something To Believe

Something To Believe 🌊

✨ Stream/buy/visuals: https://push.fm/fl/zpmmm

Introducing Submerged Self EP. My biggest, most personal project in 10 years of music production. New song each Thursday.

"Make Myself Matter" displays some of my insecurities but eventually encourages to find meaning in pretty much anything. I can make myself matter if I try hard enough to leave a good footprint on this world. However, doubts disguised in melancholy are to be faced soon ...

I already shall leave a HUGE shoutout to Jaiyyu, who's been drawing ALL upcoming cover arts for me for a really generous price. They're absolutely beautiful and the artist has been so kind and open to all feedback and suggestions of mine to get my vision across. If you're looking for someone to commission, deeefinitely keep Jaiyyu on your radar!
Twitter: https://twitter.com/jaiyyu_
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Jaiyyu0
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jaiyyu/

Lyrics:

I used to hate the stars
Remind me of how small I am
22 and scared of the dark
Like any meaning's gone just then
Like any meaning's gone just then
(Gone just then)
(Gone just then)
(Gone just then)
Mmmmh-mmh
And nothing though it's anything
(Anything)
(Anything)
(Anything)
Woah-ooh

I still don't look out there too much
(Look out there too much)
Cause I'm afraid to lose all touch
('Fraid to lose all touch)
But if I see just far enough
(See just far enough)
I can make myself matter
(Make myself matter)
Woahh
I can make myself matter

(Yeah)
(Make myself matter)
(Yeah)
(Uhh)

(I used to hate the stars)
(I used to hate the stars)
(I used to hate the stars)
(I used to hate the stars)

I used to hate the stars
I write these lines in retrospect
But what I'm really afraid of
Is nothing coming after that
Is nothing coming after that? (I still don't look out there too much)
Woah-ooh (look out there too much)
Is nothing coming after that? (Cause I'm afraid to lose all touch)
Mmmmh-mmh (but, but, but)

But if I see just far enough
(See just far enough)
I can leave a footprint that will outlast me
I can make myself matter

(Yeah)
(I can make myself matter)
(Woah-ohh)
(I can make myself m-)
(Yeah)

I can make myself matter

Submerged Self

Make Myself Matter

Make Myself Matter 🌕

"let me take flight and cook"

=Songs used=
Sullivan King & Subtronics - Take Flight (Original  + VIP)
Black Tiger Sex Machine & Kai Wachi - Skull Machine (feat. Wasiu)

=Support the Artists=

=Subtronics=
Facebook. www.facebook.com/Subtronicsofficial
Twitter. twitter.com/Subtronics
YouTube. www.youtube.com/channel/UCTzj8xeshbW4yl2ACfQFjsg
Spotify. open.spotify.com/artist/3NJ94iuAmmMjbszODYT6pO
Soundcloud. @subtronics
Instagram. www.instagram.com/subtronics/

=Sullivan King=
Facebook. www.facebook.com/SullivanKingMusic/?locale=en_GB
Twitter. twitter.com/SullivanKing
Youtube. www.youtube.com/channel/UCiUtkoBARJmuFVyBwini_MA
Spotify. open.spotify.com/artist/1CXuuw8HJhyN80HlNzvL1e
Soundcloud. @sullivankingmusic
Instagram. https://www.instagram.com/sullivanking/

=Black Tiger Sex Machine=
Facebook. www.facebook.com/OfficialBTSM/
Twitter. twitter.com/OfficialBTSM
YouTube. www.youtube.com/channel/UCDQmNvQf4mlKU9HEXeoj0NA
Spotify. open.spotify.com/artist/0o9qzOHuHkGZ3xMFKpMFkC
Soundcloud. @blacktigersexmachine
Instagram. https://www.instagram.com/officialbtsm/

=Kai Wachi=
Facebook. www.facebook.com/KaiWachi.Official/
Twitter. twitter.com/KaiWachiMusic
Spotify. open.spotify.com/artist/2fNr4ldujwq97v1jWeqs8K
Soundcloud. @kaiwachi
Instagram. https://www.instagram.com/kaiwachiofficial/?hl=en

=a little note=
another heavy banga of a mashup, skull machine was an absolute banger, so mashing it up with take flight was a joy.

I'm quite happy with how it turned out and I'm eager to make more BTSM mashups in the future.

=Skull Flight Machine= [feat. Wasiu] (Take Flight x Skull Machine)

✨ Stream/buy/visuals: https://push.fm/fl/zpists

Part 3 of Submerged Self EP. My biggest, most personal project in 10 years of music production. New song each Thursday.

Deeply submerged in my own mind, seeing my life flashing before my eyes... At some point, I couldn't help reflecting on all my past relationships and connections. Realizing how you'd feel if you saw a special someone every day, once a week, once a month and so on, can be truly eye-opening.

Please look into Jaiyyu's work, I literally couldn't have had a better experience in any way commissioning them for the art of this EP.
Twitter: https://twitter.com/jaiyyu_
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Jaiyyu0
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jaiyyu/

Lyrics:

And if we got to see each other every day
There'd be no day long enough for me to say
If tomorrow I want to hang out, you don't
I wouldn't mind to spend it all alone
But if we only see each other once a week
Then once a week I'm going to get no sleep
I'd really like to see you every day
But if that's too much I guess I'm still okay

(Hey-yeah-oh)
(Mmh-mmh)
(Woah-oh)

Doo-doo-doo, doo
Doo-doo-doo, doo
Doo-doo-doo, doo
Doo-doo-doo, doo

I'm starting to see
Our story
With all its endings
That show what you really mean to me

(Yeah)
(Ooh-hooh)
(Hoah-oh)
(Yeah)
(Mmh-woah)
(Ooh-mmh)

And if we only see each other once a month
Then once a month I'm getting all I want
But if we see each other even less than that
Some days will come and go that I'll be sad
Now if we only see each other once a year
I'll have to lock away how close I feel
When burying my head in smell of you
And all the music that surrounds us two

(Ooh)
I'm starting to see
Our story
With all its endings
That show what you mean ...

And if years have passed for us on different paths
I'll hold our memories until they cross
In a place that's close but not too close to my heart
To bring us back and fill the missing part
And if we saw each other now for the final time
I wouldn't see it well until I cried
About when I wrote this silly song of mine
Of how I thought our feelings might align
Hoah-ooh

I'm Starting To See 🌈

🌈 Stream/buy/visuals: https://push.fm/fl/zpdyfm

Part 4 of Submerged Self EP. My biggest, most personal project in 10 years of music production. New song each Thursday.

If nothing means anything, why not get drugged and die a happy death?! Just like many famous artists did ...
A musical fever dream on my innermost fear of insignificance.

Please look into Jaiyyu's work, I literally couldn't have had a better experience in any way commissioning them for the art of this EP.
Twitter: https://twitter.com/jaiyyu_
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Jaiyyu0
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jaiyyu/

🌈 Zef Parisoto 🌈
Listen/Support: https://linktr.ee/zefparisoto
Discord: zefparisoto
E-Mail: zef.parisoto[at]protonmail.com
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/zef-parisoto
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1qZRUm8L1SLBu8hRgTjuHJ

Lyrics:

I'm in a creepy sunset island hotel
The colored slime around fits so well
I'm counting up the seconds for the waitress to forget me
Something's off but not the lights
I'm drunk though I would never try
A drink from this wine cellar guy
Who didn't think he met me before

I got too famous to survive
You heard the rumours when I died
It happened sooner than it might've
(Someone make a dead meme of me)
If I cared more about my life
(Noone will forget me)
Don't you forget me!

(Don't-)
(Forget me)
(Ughh)
Don't you forget me

My face is wet
My friends are sad
I taste my sweat
It don't taste bad
Embrace the madness
Don't think I've had this much fun in ages
I know this place is a lie
Don't need
A hand to lead
Me home, I'm free
As long as I see
My future in which
You don't forget me
Uhh, yeah
DON'T YOU FORGET ME

(Ughh)

Don't you forget me
It'd make my death so worthless
Don't you ever
Forget me
Ever

Don't You Forget Me 💥

Stream

watching everything burn right in front of me

💥 Stream/buy/visuals: https://push.fm/fl/zpwdid
Part 5 of Submerged Self EP. My biggest, most personal project in 10 years of music production. New song each Thursday.

No footprint can last forever. Nothing can. You WILL be forgotten. But what can anyone do about that? What can you do right here in this moment?
Pretty much whatever you f***ing want to 😏

Please look into Jaiyyu's work, I literally couldn't have had a better experience in any way commissioning them for the art of this EP.
Twitter: https://twitter.com/jaiyyu_
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Jaiyyu0
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jaiyyu/

✨ Paramiere ✨
https://soundcloud.com/paramiere
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4EeQE2Q7IlvdWNrjXXDeic
Twitter: https://twitter.com/paramiere
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCgE1kIEb42luubCOItlNgQ

🌈 Zef Parisoto 🌈
Listen/Support: https://linktr.ee/zefparisoto
Discord: zefparisoto
E-Mail: zef.parisoto[at]protonmail.com
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1qZRUm8L1SLBu8hRgTjuHJ

Lyrics:

Even the deepest footprint cannot stay
Even the deepest memories fade away
Yeah even humankind's on limited time
And generations will forget your name

Even the moon will slowly drift away
Some of the stars we see have long decayed
Even our planet will be cleared of life
Even the sun's light will burn out one day

Yeah what has meaning in this world if not
Everything meaningful to you, this thought
It keeps me always moving till I'm dead
But my time is far from coming yet

People play games all day and they're happy
They have the simplest jobs and don't worry
They don't worry at all about their place in the world
What do I do?

I'll write a song
And another one
Until those questions feel irrelevant
And I'm back here in this moment
Maybe you will relate
Show it to your best mate
Or maybe you'll picture yourself in a club
For these minutes it's just you and this dub


(They don't, they don't, they don't)
They don't worry at all about their place in the world
What do I do?


What do I do?


So I'll -
I'll write a song

Maybe one that goes like this

What Do I Do?

What Do I Do? 🌟 w/ Paramiere

stream / buy / visuals: https://push.fm/fl/zpnif

had lots of fun working on this one with zef , shoutout to him for trusting me with the closer of this awesome ep !! hope y'all enjoy as much as we enjoyed putting it together <333

message from zef:

"This is the final part of Submerged Self EP. My biggest, most personal project in 10 years of music production.

Realizing you can do literally anything you f***ing want in this life can feel quite overwhelming. So many possible ways to choose from. But as obvious as that may sound, I found my answer in trying a bit of everything and not stressing about not reaching every path's end in this life."

follow me !
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https://twitter.com/eupheemusic
https://instagram.com/eupheemusic
https://www.tiktok.com/@eupheemusic
https://linktr.ee/euphee

follow zef !
@zef-parisoto
https://linktr.ee/zefparisoto
discord: zefparisoto
zef.parisoto[at]protonmail.com
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shoutout jaiyyu for absolutely CRUSHING the artwork
https://twitter.com/jaiyyu_
https://www.facebook.com/Jaiyyu0
https://www.instagram.com/jaiyyu

Lyrics:

Now I'm free
From all the weight, yeah
Just got to be
What I- I- I-
What I feel made for

Now I'm free
So many ways
Which one to go?
Overload

(I'm free)

Now I'm free (I'm free, I'm free)
I'll walk them all, yeah
One at a time (one at a time, one at a time)
And I can finally carry on

(Yeah)
(Woop)
(I'm free) x3

Yeah, and when I'm too old
(Too old, too old, too old, yeah)
To reach the finish line
(The finish line)
I'll think and smile
(Smile)
Maybe next time

Zef Parisoto & euphee - Now I'm Free

@directmusic made me do it

https://twitter.com/CloudNoneMusic/status/1791090850149077295

WAR DUB (response to Direct) for Skybreak, Darby, Afinity

hiya, my name is romellody also known as =D R E A M E R=, & I love listening to electronic music, drawing & having dreams about my horrifying future. [=O-O=]

//T E S S E R A C T - E N G A G E D//
My second mashup project is nearly here!!!

=Skull Flight Machine= [feat. Wasiu] (Take Flight x Skull Machine)

Romellody. / =D R E A M E R=

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