Roniit Vocal Collabs

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Bloom LYRICS

Water me with tears
Whisper in both ears
(I’m not a lot to take)


Why do I only see myself through you 
Why do I only see myself through you 

Go my love into bloom 
I wanna
Grow my limbs tall like you 

Over here I sway
Here Ill stay
So go my love into bloom


Cloudy and unclear
Following my fears


Why do I only see myself through you 
Why do I only see myself through you 


Go my love into bloom 
I wanna
Grow my limbs tall like you 

Over here I sway
Here Ill stay
So go my love into bloom

Bloom

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One True God x Roniit - Emptiness

Written by Roniit
Produced by Roniit & Twiceyoung
Mixed by Chad Howatt
Mastered by Austin Seltzer


Lyrics:

Come with me
Sink
Go heavy
Break

I can’t escape
The waters falling
I’m losing faith
When heavens calling

Love’s gone let it happen
I’m fucked up baby
Love’s there 
In the distance you always gave me
Love’s gone let it happen
I’m fucked up baby
Love’s there 
In the distance you always gave me

Move under me
Pull harder please 

I can’t escape
The waters falling
I’m losing faith
When heavens calling

Love’s gone let it happen
I’m fucked up baby
Love’s there 
In the distance you always gave me
Love’s gone let it happen
I’m fucked up baby
Love’s there 
In the distance you always gave me

Loves Gone (ft. Twiceyoung)

One True God x Le Castle Vania x Roniit - Blood Flows

Sixth Sense by Roniit Prod. by Alter

Verse one:

I’ve been fading ever further than I want to
In the silence all the color’s running from you

I don’t need a safe word
I just gotta stay far from you 
Even when you move slow
I still gotta leave my body 

CHORUS:

Hear my call
I am enough
I touch the light
I feel my sixth sense 

Hear my call
I am enough
I touch the light
I feel my sixth sense 


Verse two:

I’ve been using these illusions like I need to 
It’s a solace I was seeking when I saw you

I don’t need a safe word
I just gotta stay far from you 
Even when you move slow
I still gotta leave my body 

CHORUS:

Hear my call
I am enough
I touch the light
I feel my sixth sense 

Hear my call
I am enough
I touch the light
I feel my sixth sense 



Positive affirmations have been studied and shown to be effective in building or restoring self-competence.  When you listen to Sixth Sense my hope is that it will help you the way it helped me when I was writing it.  Instructions for listening… go outside in the night, listen on headphones, look up at the sky while singing along “Hear my call, I am enough, I touch the light, I feel my Sixth Sense.“  Let this song be a mantra, feel it in your body.

Roniit - Sixth Sense

Your Love ft. Roniit

Verse:
Oh how you make me feel so potent
But when I’m with you I drown in the ocean
I needed you to break me open
Reach into me and start the motion

I know you gotta touch me slowly 
Porcelain is not for everybody 

Pre:
Put me on the altar cuz you can’t be tamed
Silence underneath your flame 
Cut the cords around me
As I speak your name
It’s never gonna be the same
Even though I loved you 
It was all in vein
And now I gotta break away
Put me in the water
Tell me I’m renamed
Higher self reclaimed  


Chorus
I choose me I choose me 
I choose my body now
I breathe in I breathe in
I breathe much deeper now
The silence surrounds me
It is my favorite sound
I choose me I choose me 
I choose my body now

Verse:
Oh simmer down you drive me crazy
I can feel my body shaking
Shedding all the fear you gave me
I dont know why I’ve been here waiting

Diamond underneath the pressure 
I can feel so much better 

Chorus
I choose me I choose me 
I choose my body now
I breathe in I breathe in
I breathe much deeper now
The silence surrounds me
It is my favorite sound
I choose me I choose me 
I choose my body now


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This song is meant to be a cord cutting spell.  So what does cord cutting mean? Energetic cord cutting is a way of severing ties to emotional attachments with a person or thing that is no longer serving you.  There are many different ways to perform a cord cutting ritual, one is as simple as a meditation where you visualize the cord that binds you to someone else being cut and falling away.  You can definitely take it a step further and tie string or rope around a limb, then cut it off, or write what you want to let go of, then burn it.  This can be a very powerful way to begin to heal and move on from a toxic relationship or situation.  If you do decide to do a cord cutting ritual, you can use this song in your practice.  Choose yourself, choose your body, choose your health.

Amanati X Roniit - I Choose Me

All the ways 
That I wanna believe that I’m changed 
I’m afraid to say 
The fear’s feeding what I hate 

I’ve been ashamed of feeling hopeless and broken 
Can’t deny it 
Can’t deny all it 
Oh no 

Oh heavenly bodies 
Please save me I’m falling 
I wanna be somewhere far away 
I’ve slowly unraveled 
My body feels fragile 
I wanna believe my soul is safe 

I can never see what you see in me
I can hardly breathe when I lay in my bed 
I’m scared of my mind 

Manic I’m suffocating 
So tragic you love my pain 
Panic is all you gave me but it’s okay

I’ve slowed unraveled
My body feels fragile
I wanna believe my soul is safe

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Somewhere Far Away is about the impossible dream of running away to a place where everything magically feels better.  It’s also about the shame of having these moments of darkness when everyone else views my life as an overall positive experience, while I’m unable to see or feel the beautiful things other people see in me.

Roniit - Somewhere Far Away

Suddenly I’m falling in 
I’m safer than I’ve ever been 
Been looking for someone else 
When all of it’s inside myself 

Love has been the hardest game 
And now I’m so afraid to play 
But you touch me with the softest grace
I’m floating in the water with you 

You taught me how to breathe 
Inside the bluest dream 
As I start to believe in you 
You gave me everything 
That I could ever need 
And my walls they are falling for you 

You set the slowest pace 
Inside a dream we fade 
Our longing interlaced
I’ve never felt so safe

Love has been the hardest game 
And now I’m so afraid to play 
But you touch me with the softest grace
I’m floating in the water with you 

You taught me how to breathe 
Inside the bluest dream 
As I start to believe in you 
You gave me everything 
That I could ever need 
And my walls they are falling for you 

You taught me how to breathe 
Inside the bluest dream 
As I start to believe in you 
You gave me everything 
That I could ever need 
And my walls they are falling for you

You Taught Me How To Breathe

"Slow" marks the second collaboration between Amanati and Roniit, following the success of their debut track "I Choose Me," which went viral on Instagram and TikTok, amassing over 100,000 reels. Known for their captivating blend of dark, sensual, and erotic electronic vibes, their music resonates deeply within the wellness community and is particularly loved by pole dancers.

I need to be awakened
You give me what I’m chasing
A symphony of aching
I feel us fully fading 

I evaporate 
Our bodies gravitate 
Wanna pull you into me 
Take me like a remedy  

Slow
We are water when we flow 
Pour your spirit down my throat
Oh you know I like it slow 
Oh 

Slow
You’re the whisper that I know
As you breathe into my bones 
Push me hard but take me slow
Oh

Oh I need it 
I’ve been here in this place before 
Believing 
Raise my body right off the floor 
I feel it 
Alchemy dripping off your tongue 
I need it 
All of me wants to come undone 

Slow
We are water when we flow 
Pour your spirit down my throat
Oh you know I like it slow 
Oh 

Slow
You’re the whisper that I know
As you breathe into my bones 
Push me hard but take me slow
Oh

Slow
We are water when we flow 
Pour your spirit down my throat
Oh you know I like it slow 
Oh 

I evaporate 
Our bodies gravitate 
Wanna pull you into me 
Take me like a remedy  

Slow
You’re the whisper that I know
As you breathe into my bones 
Push me hard but take me slow
Oh

Amanati x Roniit - Slow

Roniit & Saint Mesa - Martyr

Song Produced by Roniit & Mutrix

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Lyrics:

Pull me out of myself 
Wanna be the escape 
See the violet flame
Through my eyes 

My inanimate phase 
Waking from a paralyzed state
Hear me now that I’m saved
Hear me now I’m a saint

I hover above my body 
I travel in four dimensions 
I want you to feel me clearly 
I’m everywhere disembodied

I wanna pull heart out of my body
I wanna feel my spirit far beyond me 
When I see eternity   

I wanna pull heart out of my body
I wanna feel my spirit far beyond me 
When I see eternity   

See me floating away
In my bubble find the escape 
In a delicate state
Of timing and place

Never seen but it’s felt
Bend your spirit under my spell 
In the solace of self 
Feel the crystalline realms 

I hover above my body 
I travel in four dimensions 
I want you to feel me clearly 
I’m everywhere disembodied

I wanna pull heart out of my body
I wanna feel my spirit far beyond me 
When I see eternity   

I wanna pull heart out of my body
I wanna feel my spirit far beyond me 
When I see eternity

Roniit - Eternity

RUNAWAY - Roniit
Produced by: VARIEN

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/runaway-single/id951833522
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Lyrics:

Nothing's here anymore I don't feel the light you shine
 My smile hides behind my empty eyes
I don't feel anymore 
Waiting for the afterglow 
I fade away into the unknown

Runaway
 Runaway with my heart 
Why don't you runaway 
Runaway with my heart

Draw me in like a flame 
Yielding fast into the undertow 
Sentiments we try to show
Quiet desperation grows
 I confide in you until I know 
The road not taken's where I'll go

Runaway
 Runaway with my heart 
Why don't you runaway 
Runaway with my heart

I see the setting sun I’m running from my shadow
I see the waves have come I wait for them to shatter
I see the setting sun I’m running from my shadow
I see the waves have come I wait for them to shatter

Runaway 
Runaway with my heart 
Why don't you runaway 
Runaway with my heart

Roniit - Runaway [Produced by Varien]

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You took everything I loved away 
Running my mind you’re in my veins 
Empathy on high my body breaks 
And now I’m buried in 

I wanna be water 
I wanna be fire 
I wanna be higher 
I wanna be brighter 
I wanna be water 
I wanna be fire 
I wanna be higher 
Wanna be brighter 

My god 
Set me free 
I wanna fly away 
I’m a guardian 
I’m lost 
Pray for me 
I wanna rearrange 
I’m a warrior 
I see it now 
The sky is brighter 
I see it now 
On my ninth life I arrive 
Out of body out of mind

When my world falls out of space
Feeding the lies in my brain
All the good things are missing 
I’m fearing everything

I wanna be water 
I wanna be fire 
I wanna be higher 
I wanna be brighter 
I wanna be water 
I wanna be fire 
I wanna be higher 
Wanna be brighter 

My god 
Set me free 
I wanna fly away 
I’m a guardian 
I’m lost 
Pray for me 
I wanna rearrange 
I’m a warrior 
I see it now 
The sky is brighter 
I see it now 
In my ninth life I arrive 
Out of body out of mind

Ephemeral

Roniit - Out Of Body

Watch the music video here: https://youtu.be/aw4gmuQ0zgU

Through the Night is a song about the second phase of grief - Denial.  I was grieving for lost love at the time of writing it and wondering why I hadn't moved on. I started researching the grief process and realized I was still in denial. Still thinking I could go back - stuck on loop. As I started researching it and creating a world we imagined snow, ice, cold, dreams, hallucinations, and delusions and created the visuals before the lyrics were even done.  The result was a cohesive audio/visual project between myself, Trivecta, and Director Everett Lee-Sung that feels more real than anything I've ever done in the past.  

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Released February 11, 2016 
Written By: Roniit Alkayam & Brennan Strawn (of Monarch @monarchofficial)
Produced By: Sam Dobkin aka Trivecta 
Vocal Production: Roniit 
Concept: Roniit & Everett Lee-Sung 
Album Art: Hannah Purmort


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Roniit X Trivecta - Through The Night

Video:
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Free Download:
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Hello loves. Last year I quit my job, my life, packed my things into storage and left my small apartment in Burbank to head back home to Colorado. I didn't know what I was going to do with myself, I was feeling heartbroken and terrified. I stopped for some food in Salt Lake City and The Cardigans "Lovefool" came on in the restaurant. It filled me with so much nostalgia as I loved to sing this song when I was just 6 years old. At 6 this song felt so fun and lighthearted, but at 26 I really heard the lyrics for the first time. It's a damn tragedy; this poor girl just wants to be loved and the guy doesn't give a shit. I've been there, and it hurts, it really hurts. So I decided I must cover this song and give it the emotion that the lyrics command. 

Months later I finally got my life together and moved back to the mountains of California to find myself and become an actual full time musician. I had this cover tucked away on my hard drive, you know so many songs stay there and never see the light of day. I showed the cover to Everett Lee-Sung and Devin Schiro and they were pumped to create a music video for me in Devin's house (he basically lives in a castle). You can watch the video here: 

Please download and share with your world. Word of mouth means everything.

lyrics
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem 
You love me no longer, I know 
And maybe there is nothing 
That I can do to make you do 
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother 
That I ought to stick to another man 
A man that surely deserves me 
But I think you do! 

Love me love me 
Say that you love me 
Fool me fool me 
Go on and fool me 
Love me love me 
Pretend that you love me 
Leave me leave me 
Just say that you need me 
Love me love me 
Say that you love me 
Leave me leave me 
Just say that you need me 
I can't care 'bout anything but you... 

Lately I have desperately pondered, 
Spent my nights awake and I wonder 
What I could have done in another way 
To make you stay 
Reason will not lead to solution 
I will end up lost in confusion 
I don't care if you really care 
As long as you don't go 

Love me, love me 
Say that you love me 
Fool me, fool me 
Go on and fool me 
Love me, love me 
Pretend that you love me 
Leave me, leave me 
Just say that you need me 
So I cry, and I pray for you to 
Love me, love me 
Say that you love me 
Leave me, leave me 
Just say that you need me 
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
credits
released May 9, 2016 
Arranged, recorded, performed, mixed, album art created by, blah blah blah by Roniit Alkayam.

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Love Fool (The Cardigans Cover)

Rise is about overcoming the fear of taking risks and finding the strength to close one door so another can open.  It’s about leaving the cocoon.  This song was crafted as I was leaving behind a life I didn’t want, to become the artist I am today.

Please buy on iTunes or stream on Spotify if you want to support me :)

Watch the music video here: https://youtu.be/QCQJ1aMSyNY

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L Y R I C S ::

I can hear whispers from far away
I can't hide but I'll try
I see the walls are caving in
But I'm not ready to fly

If I were to stay in here forever
I would want the sun to come alive
If my heart was lighter than a feather
I would slip away into the night

Chorus:
Send me Ultraviolet
Signals through the silence
Into the horizon
Elevate
RISE
RISE
RISE
RISE

Will we travel through the night
Never leave my side
Take me on a ride
I'll try not to close my eyes

If I were to stay in here forever
I would want the sun to come alive
If my heart was lighter than a feather
I would slip away into the night

Chorus
Send me Ultraviolet
Signals through the silence
Into the horizon
Elevate
RISE
RISE
RISE
RISE

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C R E D I T S

Written by: Roniit Alkayam & Shane Robbins

Produced by: Nick Pittsinger (Varien)
http://www.varienofficial.com

Artwork by: Hannah Purmort
http://hannahpurmort.com

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Rise

Watch the Music Video(s)

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One of my favorite things to do is take a song and completely re-interpret it.  When I was recording these vocals last year I felt a great sense of not belonging.  I had just started a whole new life and lost a ton of friends from my old life.  I felt like the life I had come from was filled with people who are trying to get ahead at all costs.  People who value success over personal relationships and being true to ones heart.  In creating this song and producing the music video I met a lot of amazing people who made me feel like I've made the right choice by taking risks and reinventing my reality.  This song goes hand in hand with the video which is about finding your tribe and daring to be different.

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Vocals + Vocal Production:  Roniit
Produced by: Varien
Originally Performed by: Marilyn Manson
Album artwork by Ashley Joncas

The Beautiful People

Download Song:  https://ronit.bandcamp.com/track/not-afraid-anymore-cover

Video:: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8bCFYgdX6NA

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Thank you for watching my cover of Halsey's "Not Afraid Anymore" from the Fifty Shades Darker soundtrack.  This song grabbed me immediately and as I was singing it for the first time I started to relate to these lyrics, but perhaps on a different level that Halsey had intended.  I realized this was so relevant to my life, and how I'd been feeling about my sexuality.  I've only dated one women in my life, but always had feelings and attraction for both women and men.  But it scares me, scares me to tell my close friends and family, and it the thought of announcing this to the world scares me too.  Will people take me seriously, laugh at me, talk about me behind my back, tell me it's just phase, or even worse say they are going to pray for me.   Well I can't hid forever.  I figured if I'm going to stop hiding, I'll do it my way -- via my art.  

I'm not afraid anymore.  

Further thoughts on bisexuality:  

A lot of people who grow up bisexual may not even realize they are such.  It might take 20 or 30 years or more of their life to even figure it out.  When you have feelings for both men and women its often easier to go for the heterosexual choice - the choice that won’t cause your family or friends to look down upon you, the choice you don’t have to explain to anyone, the choice that won’t get you stared at or gossiped about.  Man + Woman - it’s the easy choice to make.  One day though you’ll have a realization that you have never embraced the other side of your self.  The side that longs to be with someone of the same sex. This side of yourself that you’re afraid to express, that you’ve never explored.  When you finally go there you find a whole world of feelings and emotion that you’ve never experienced before.  But still you are scared, scared to really commit to someone of the same sex, scared of what people will think of you, especially since you’ve been in heterosexual relationships your whole life.  Everything is confusing, you don’t know what you want and what you don’t want.  In love with him but longing for her.  And you wonder, even if you do make the choice you’re so afraid of - will you ever be satisfied or will you always be longing for what you don’t have?

Not Afraid Anymore (Halsey Cover)

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Written and Produced by Roniit
Assistant Production, Mixing and Mastering by Nick Kaelar AKA: Varien
Album Artwork by: Hannah Purmort & IIZII

It’s crazy how long it takes us human beings to let go of relationships. We become addicted and attached to other human beings.  People we just met, people that come into our lives for years and then are gone and never spoken to again.  Sometimes it’s hard to accept that you spent years looking into someone’s eyes and sharing your deepest secrets, but will never have those moments or even see that person again.  It’s hard to accept that you imagined spending your life with someone, only to realize that they are not healthy for you.  You go back and forth, not wanting to let go, but knowing you are only doing more damage by holding on. This song feels like the final chapter of the book that is “my old life”.  




LYRICS:

This isn’t reality but I can still pretend

You’re always a tragedy that I don’t want to end



I couldn’t surrender you

Didn’t wanna face the truth

I wanted to feel you move

I needed to re live you



I wanted to look into your eyes

One last time

I was too afraid to say goodbye

One last time

Let me come and save you from the night

One last time

I know you can make me feel alive

One last time



I’m telling you I refuse to be someone you know

But I always lose myself when ever I’m with you



I couldn’t surrender you

Didn’t wanna face the truth

I wanted to feel you move

I needed to re live you



I wanted to look into your eyes

One last time

I was too afraid to say goodbye

One last time

Let me come and save you from the night

One last time

I know you can make me feel alive

One last time

iTunes

One Last Time

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I had him on repeat- grasping for the tender moments I held onto like delicate keepsakes.  Moments wrapped in romance that ended with bitter sunrises and goodbyes.  Moments so fragile and rare that I wondered if they would have the same taste if not such a delicacy.  So many years of wavering emotions, suppressed desires, and volcanic explosions that retreated into dormancy.  Fade to Blue is the recollection of a night that was laced with nostalgia before it even ended, that deep knowing that every moment must be savored before the high tapers and the sky Fades to Blue.  Before the insecurities are illuminated with the morning light and that person is a distant memory once again.


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Fade To Blue

My new vocal sample pack is out on Splice now!  Download it here:

https://splice.com/sounds/splice/roniit-silk-vocal-samples-2

This pack was inspired by the forest, meditation, and channeling melodies from other dimensions. Very little "thinking" went into this, it was more just flowing and singing melodies that made me feel connected to something bigger than myself. My goal with this was sample pack was to inspire producers from all over the world - in various forests, deserts, and cities to create something that connects them to other realms, to create something deeper, something that speaks to their soul.

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Silk 2 - Vocal Sample Pack out on Splice now!

Written, sung and recorded by meeeeee!

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Infernal Anxiety

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Visceral is about the back and forth I experience between feeling hopeless and feeling endless.  It’s the ups and downs, the emotional roller coaster that I’ve been riding within my mind.  This song was my process of deciding which route I wanted to take on a mental and spiritual level.  Would I continue to focus on the negative aspects of my life and what I do not like - or choose to rewire my brain and focus on what I’m grateful for and put energy towards what I want.  Visceral is about me finally realizing that I am more than just this human form.  I am a spirit, I can take myself to dimensions beyond what’s right in front of me.  I can bring myself into euphoric bliss through creating music while in a meditative state.  This song is that realization; it’s me breaking through years of self hatred and fear to realize that maybe I am indeed Visceral.  Maybe I can be free from the clutches of my depression and anxiety, maybe I can be more than I thought I could be.  


V I S C E R A L 

VERSE 1:
I fall to winter
Always the giver
More than before
Can you see I’m worn

I wanna be silver
My delicate whisper
More than you heard
I’m a fucked up girl

How many lies 
How many times
I gotta be honest
How many lies
How many times
I wanna be on it
I wanna be on it

CHORUS:
Maybe I’m visceral
I’m so not physical 
Embody
Embody
Maybe I’m visceral
Unconditional
Embody
Embody

VERSE 2:
So fair and brittle
Tender I flicker
Firm on the floor
Craving so much more

I’m shining like crystal
Not artificial
Gentle and warm
In ruthless storm

How many lies 
How many times
I gotta be honest
How many lies
How many times
I wanna be on it
I wanna be on it

CHORUS:
Maybe I’m visceral
I’m so not physical 
Embody
Embody
Maybe I’m visceral
Unconditional
Embody
Embody

Written & produced by Roniit Alkayam
Artwork by Roniit Alkayam
Artwork type by Hannah Purmort
Mixed & mastered by James Ruehlmann

Roniit - Visceral

Wide Awake was conceived in ritual, a ritual I put my self through to learn confidence and what it means to care for your self. Self love might sound like a narcissist concept but it’s actually the foundation for healthy relationships. When you value yourself you no longer yearn for validation from others. When you can stop seeking that validation your unrealistic expectations for how others should nurse your insecurities will quickly fade. Then you can exist in peace with someone else feeling secure in yourself without blaming them for triggering any insecurities you might have. So really leaning to love yourself and to truly believe you are valuable, unique, beautiful, and worthy of love will enable you to receive that kind of love from someone else.  Love yourself the way you’d want someone else to. Treat yourself the way you would a close friend. Don’t tell your self anything that you wouldn’t say to someone you love.

L Y R I C S :
I’m like a trembling flame 
I’m like a delicate aching 
I’m tender unbroken 
Slow riding in motion 

Go down Breathe out
Cold tremor and I brace my self
Deep sigh So high 
Ruminations of a fractured mind. 

I got a vicious hold on these waves 
I am a ritual that I crave 
Unafraid 
I am the crimson glow that remains
I am the nights that turn into days 
Wide awake

I am the patterns I trace
I am only my intentions 
I’m silent devotion
Another drop in the ocean 


Go down Breathe out
Cold tremor and I brace my self
Deep sigh So high 
Ruminations of a fractured mind

I got a vicious hold on these waves 
I am a ritual that I crave 
Unafraid 
I am the crimson glow that remains
I am the nights that turn into days 
Wide awake

I wanna be high vibration
I wanna be high vibration
I wanna be high

Deep sea emotions that run through my veins
I am reflections of all that I change
Deep sea emotions that run through my veins
I am reflections of all that I break


Written and recorded by: Roniit Alkayam
Produced by: Roniit Alkayam + James Ruehlmann
Mixed by: James Ruehlmann
Artwork by: Roniit Alkayam + Ashley Joncas

Wide Awake

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FOREIGN TONGUES' is one of my favorite songs from Crywolf's "Widow" it conjures up such a deep sense of nostalgia for me. This feeling I’ve experienced so many times - knowing a romantic love has come undone, and shifted into all the wrong spaces.The promise you give to always love one another, but in a different way. It’s so painfully familiar for me, and so easy for me to put myself in back in that emotional space. I needed to go into that place to free something from my past that I had been holding onto

Crywolf - Foreign Tongues (Roniit Reimagination)

XIXI

Somnia

All I Need

Still The Air

Don't Let Me Go

Let Go

Noumenia

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Holy is about wanting to just be free of my own thoughts, my own judgement.  Inspired by someone close to me that has achieved that - the song came about in a meditation with this person. These words are from the part of me that longs to be holy, pure, and in touch with the most buried parts of my subconscious.  Who am I when I stop thinking and simply allow myself to feel?


Wanna bathe my self in you
Wanna break my soul in two
Cuz I would die to give what I take

Illusions are still on my skin
Alluring and pulling me in
Center of my gravity
Limitless realities

I wanna be holy like you
I wanna be fully in bloom
I wanna be lost in physical with you
I wanna be holy holy whole

Behold my love
These trembling hands
Slowly growing numb 
What I would give 
For your golden touch
What would I give?

Illusions are still on my skin
Alluring and pulling me in
Center of my gravity
Limitless realities

I wanna be holy like you
I wanna be fully in bloom
I wanna be lost in physical with you
I wanna be holy holy whole

I am the truth 
Gonna let go of my prayers
I am full bloom
Like a garden in June

I wanna be holy like you
I wanna be fully in bloom
I wanna be lost in physical with you
I wanna be holy holy whole

Holy (XIXI Album OUT NOW on Spotify)

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Roniit - Holy (Caster X Hollow Remix)

“Parasite” is about the subconscious, unsettling allure of self destruction within us all. The parasite is the darkness inside that tells us to numb the pain, to self medicate, to run full speed toward instant gratification. This song is about the daily battle we wage inside ourselves against dissociation, addiction, and the forces of annihilation.

Before ending up as a curiously perfect super-collab between the aesthetic minds of frequent co-conspirators AWAY, Roniit, and Crywolf, “Parasite” initially began as an experimental private writing exercise for Roniit. Her goal was to make a song in one night with absolutely no boundaries, standards, or regard for external factors or branding. What came out was raw anger - an emotion rarely heard in the writing or production of Roniit’s typically ethereal music. After hearing the scratch track, AWAY immediately heard the potential and asked to work with it, bringing his mastery of his signature dark and distorted style, quickly developing it into a full track that blew away both of their expectations. Feeling like something was missing from the end, AWAY and Roniit brought in Crywolf, who helped perfect the writing, and jumped in to craft an ending section that takes the last portion of the song into his own dark world, a final plummet into the void.

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AWAY x Roniit x Crywolf - Parasite

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