𓆩♞𓆪 DIRTY WINGS ✦*٭ ##xotic

⭒✧ BLOOD IN THE ROOM (prod.9lives)

(Chorus 2x)
I been numb, for too long, got a stone heart!
Pent up energy, ragin' and I go hard!
Memories, saved in and they're so fond-
But I've been in the dark long, I need to know god!

[Verse:] (2x)
Would you come for a second ; hold my doves for me? Would you change, for a bag, or still love on me?
Would you- be down to ride for emergencies? (be down to ride for emergencies)
[Verse:]
(I've got a) Scary past in the heat, I know! Stompin' on streets like Fee-fi-foe! 
If they say I'm not bout the action, then you best check my figure like G-I-JOE! 
Had to get talens like these dinos, world's too thick for the feeble bros! 
I was a dove but my feathers blackened like it was a tale of the sheep in the streets, I know!
 
(Chorus 2x)
I been numb, for too long, got a stone heart!
Pent up energy, ragin' and I go hard!
Memories, saved in and they're so fond-
But I've been in the dark long, I need to know god!

⭒⋆STONE✶HEART⋆⭒ (prod. HeyyLotus)

۵۵ YOU L٭VE (prod. dskeep)

If you're reading this, couldn't put the (.WAV) file because soundcloud couldn't receive it. Thank you

[Never loved me:]
You always said you loved
But you never loved me! (love me)
You always said you loved
But you left me wilted! (stem)

(Verse:)
4:18, after school, message in the afternoon, It was from my L___, who couldn't lose me right from chapter 2..
Honestly I wasn't after you, but I would do the most in attempt to try 'n' flatter you,

It really felt like you knew me best, your name engraved with a concave in my chest, I was blessed, attest
to the compression that you gave to my stress, 
You protest to the demons who just made me feel messed.

(Bridge:)
I thought I knew you, but I didn't.. (2x)
You made me feel whole, I was missing..
But I was empty, you were Griffith..

(Chorus:)
You always said you loved..
But you never loved me! (love me)
You always said you loved..
But you left me wilted! (stem)

NEVER L⭒VED ME 𓆩♥𓆪 (prod. DefWish x C13RVO)

ESCVPE (prod. HeyyLotus)

(Chorus:)
There's something behind my gaze, I hope the demons can't see me!
It'll leave me fried so ablaze, My conscience is gone no genie!
(Verse 1:) (2x)
There's a flame growing inside of me,
It's going to burst, don't try the heat!
I think I'm going to snap any second,
Lil boy just do not try the beef!

(Verse 2:)
Fight hard, best plant your feet
'Cause I do not think you will move me!
I will be causing a scene like a movie, smoothie,
leave you splayed out like sushi!

On ya marks, don't slow, just avoid the fatigue!
Don't wanna make you look goofy!
Right hook to your jaw leave you movin' (BOOM!)
And ya jaw goes slide like tutsi!

Make ya grumble after you got cracked! (WOOAHH!)
Stand up, it's time to attack!
It's making me move, it helps me react
I prance like a wolf then off to the back!

I don't know it's taking control, 
Enveloped my heart with black
My spirit is feeling an all-time low, Please
Help me get my old-self back! 

(Chorus:)
There's something behind my gaze, I hope the demons can't see me!
It'll leave me fried so ablaze, My conscience is gone no genie!

C⋆N'T SEE ME 𓁹(prod. 9lives)

(HOOK:)
I'm sorry, I don't know how to be so perfect!
From my face, to my body, I am vermin!
I wanna be better, I am so determined-
But I'm cursed, with the urge to die - I'm so burdened!

(Bridge:)
Don't know who I am, who I am MEANT to be..
So many tangled ropes, I'm destroyed, mentally..
Got a blank slate, nothing up in my identity
and I fit in no where, where am I, am I meant to leave?

(Verse:)
Don't know I live in slow-mo, got her face saved in like a photo!
Tryna dodge the hits thrown like I'm chrollo, Boost my self up, talkin' bout a promo!
ALL these guys fake, they just a no-go! head spinning back on some yo-yos..~!
Got my head wrapped in, take off the logo, oh-no, time gonna freeze like jojo!

(HOOK:)
I'm sorry, I don't wanna be so perfect!
From my face, to my body, I am vermin!
I wanna be better, I am so determined-
But I'm gonna fix all of them, all of my burdens!

BURDENED² (prod. okayjml)

@onlywoke mixed this
make sure to follow em on spotify & youtube

(Hook:)
Yeah! 
Yea probably! (7x)
Yeah!

(Verse:)
Yeah probably!
She’s a hoe, acting mad so she gotta leave!
She begging’ to come back, you just a thot to me!
Why you playin’ all these games, like it’s some comedy - probably!

(High NRG:)
Makin’ a jest, Makin’ a mockery,
Slangin’ it over with no apologies,
You crazy for thinking you got a shot with me,
Breaking your chances down no lottery!

Causin’ all of these problem’s see,
Point to the door (bye-bye) YOU GOTTA LEAVE!
Act like a 10 but you not The God of me
Do yourself favours: start with blockin’ me!

Yeah Probably! Yea probably!
(Is she a thot?)

(Onlywoke)
Yeah!
If she a thot then she gotta leave,
I’m gon get this guap, Imma stack that shit like all on me,
She all on my (Dick, Di- Di- Dick) And she givin slop to me,
Told her move it slow, now i gotta go, go , go (jeleel yeah)

(Hook:)
Yeah!
Yeah probably! (Laugh) 8x
Yeah probably! 8x
Yeah!

YEAH PROBABLY☆⭒ (p. ozone) - w/ onlywoke

Mixed by @onlywoke1
@onlywoke On spotify
prod by vinogradov

[Chorus:] (2x)
You know that I can't take it!
Don't think I can make it!
I feel alone again
alone again - feel alone again
alone agai-an!

[Verse:]
You know I cannot take it,
make it,
everything is changing,
breaking, fake it
fake it 'til you faded!
Cadence (2x)
She messin' with my cadence,
Aimless (2x)
She weaponised my statements!

[Chorus:]
You know that I can't make it!
I feel alone again
alone again - feel alone again
alone agai-an!

ALONE AGAIN ✦⭒ (prod. vinogradov)

Produced and Re-mixed by @1xane
Follow bro and engage for music/business enquiries

[STONE HEART:]
(Chorus 2x)
I been numb, for too long, got a stone heart!

Pent up energy, ragin' and I go hard!

Memories, saved in and they're so fond-

But I've been in the dark long, I need to know god!

[Verse build-up:] (2x)
Would you come for a second ; hold my doves for me? Would you change, for a bag, or still love on me?
Would you- be down to ride for emergencies? (be down to ride for emergencies)

[Verse:]
(I've got a) Scary past in the heat, I know! Stompin' on streets like Fee-fi-foe! 

If they say I'm not bout the action, then you best check my figure like G-I-JOE! 

Had to get talens like these dinos, world's too thick for the feeble bros! 

I was a dove but my feathers blackened like it was a tale of the sheep in the streets, I know!
 

(Chorus 2x)
I been numb, for too long, got a stone heart!

Pent up energy, ragin' and I go hard!

Memories, saved in and they're so fond-

But I've been in the dark long, I need to know god!

ST°NE HEART (1xane REMIX)

Mixed and Mastered by my older brother @nasparagon
[WAY TOO NICE 2:]

(Chorus:)
Kill a man and go take his life, don't give that chance that is way too nice
If I'm aiming the comb right up to his head I can't give the privelidge of removing his lice
Don't get cold feet, we don't bathe in ice! 
An apology's way too little, we need a bit more, that stuff won't suffice! (I said that stuff just will not suffice) (-IGHT)

(Verse:)
Was meant to be me n you, but I read you like a 'me n u'!
Look at this lifestyle that you live through, had to turn back, had seal the ooze!
You were rotten, couldn't see that clue! But turned back, had to leave and shoot!
Me 'n' my bro's gon' be livin', best chow down we gon' eat that food!

Everyday I feel senseless, F that dump, I'mma go on the bench-press!
Black suit-quick, change like it was Ben 10, saved myself out the dirt like Ben 10!
Swing back/forth like a pendent! Improve, go up, I'm not a ten yet!
Send them, right hook, know I will send them, if you come back in my life like entrance!

(Progression:)
I'm writing this verse in school!
Disconnect from the verse, it's cruel!
All of my demons are haunting my verse, now at my worst- my worst, no ghoul!
I feel as I'm cursed like tools!
On the verge of becomin' a ghoul!
'cause no matter how much I get used, I keep getting used, gettin' worn like jewels!

(Chorus:)
Kill a man and go take his life, don't give that chance that is way too nice
If I'm aiming the comb right up to his head I can't give the privelidge of removing his lice
Don't get cold feet, we don't bathe in ice! 
An apology's way too little, we need a bit more, that stuff won't suffice! (I said that stuff just will not suffice) (-IGHT)

Way Two Nice (p. vinogradov)

Mixed and Mastered by my older brother @nasparagon

(Chorus:)
Kill a man and go take his life, don't give that chance that is way too nice 
If I'm aiming the comb right up to his head I can't give the privilege of removing his lice 
Don't get cold feet, we don't bathe in ice! An apology's way too little, we need a bit more, that stuff won't suffice! (I said that stuff just will not suffice) (-IGHT) 

(HOOK:) 
Live to see the pain of what you call mercy, hurt me, I'll put you on a shirt G, percy 
Do not pop like a percy, I'll put you down if you try get nervy! 
I'm not with all that controversy! I'm telling y'all you is just not worthy! 
Rebuke Lucifer - like he came from Jersey (Lucifer - like he came from Jersey!) 

(Chorus:) 
Kill a man and go take his life, don't give that chance that is way too nice 
If I'm aiming the comb right up to his head I can't give the privilege of removing his lice 
Don't get cold feet, we don't bathe in ice! 
An apology's way too little, we need a bit more, that stuff won't suffice! (I said that stuff just will not suffice) (-IGHT) 

(Kakarot Verse:) 
–Put that light to your chest like Kakarot, really messed up 'cause I don't get mad a lot! 
Hit time loop, get snapped in a paradox, paragon, --Get crushed if you steppin’ to the paragons! 
We only lift truth, not talkin' bout camelot, express myself but I don't e'en rap a lot! 
We don't step with snakes, I'll give you eight, get knocked in ya face then ya just got rattled on!

(High-end:) {2x}
I could- never- forgive them- who MADE ME AN OUTCAST!
I would- be so- isolated LIKE IT WAS IN OUTLAST!
I could- never- forgive them- who MADE ME AN OUTCAST!
I knew- if it was just life or death YOU’D VOTE ME OUT-LAST!

(Chorus:)
Kill a man and go take his life, don't give that chance that is way too nice 
If I'm aiming the comb right up to his head I can't give the privilege of removing his lice 
Don't get cold feet, we don't bathe in ice! An apology's way too little, we need a bit more, that stuff won't suffice! (I said that stuff just will not suffice) (-IGHT)

Way Too Nice (p. 5kjordn)

producer:
gidanbeats@gmail.com
mixed by
@nasparagon

# LYRICS
How many times? Yeah, How many times could I take that south?
How many times did I show you mercy, how many times could I rake it out,
How many times did I go low silent, how many times should I mace your mouth?
How many times before you stop talking, hearin' my name should I take it out?
How many times should I reconsider and how many times should I brake that round?
How many times did I aim for the liver and how many times did I leave it it down?
How many times did you change your voice and how many times did act so thug,
Having personas when you behave, like regan that is not in your blood,
Mask on the PC behind the TV, online don't have to try be tough,
Punching your dummy ain't doin' you nothing like when you get stomped by my nike dunks,
I could rap about violence, I could rap 'bout sounds of the sirens,
Nobody who hurts is likened, so I am better when rappin' on mics then,
make fun of my music, that is my passion, lil bro like that is my driving,
I could rap about you then get on the drop show you where my crime is
And I am better than you at fighting 
Better than you at rhyming
Better than you at life then
Better than me then try send,
Better than you at all of the things you be showing online with
Lil bro don't like how ya life is?
And yet I don't yap like 24/7 'cause I got things to spend my time with
You just try yap for the net, like bro you don't wanna get to the slicin'
I'll do more than slicing, get in precise at around night timing,
Rise that one to your LV beanie, rise that ting to your LV cap,
Slap off your head, get sent to the GP,
you'll get sent right down to the back,
You got mad and pressured a weakling, but lil' bro that is not the tract,
You got mad and beat up a lightweight but you'd struggle to get on the racks
Tell me why did Lore Lei (Lore Lie)?
Siren called to your naughty eyes,
30 bits to dox a guy, so I'm convinced you're a pawn ah lie,
My grip sure on the 45, grip and hold on your shorty tight,
stay inside where your yap's safe, or come on out for a shorter life
The way that I speak it makes me what? Way that I speak that makes me white?
How should a black man speak with class and how should a black man text and write?
I look at the state of your behaviour and I just know that you are projecting right,
Ashamed of your white skin tryna be black and thinking black is holding a gripe,
I speak all proper I behave well ‘cause that is the standard mumzy likes,
If I’m upright and act with mind that doesn’t negate that I can fight,
All of my past and all of my traumas I won’t let that dictate life,
So in the music and in my speech it’s a state of wellness that I’ve assigned
Your american friends don’t hear it but really and truly you aren’t rapping on beat,
All you chat about’s crud and all of your bars are you just lyin’ ‘bout grease,
You went to juvi on minor offenses and your acting like you’re a G,
Chasing the lifestyle chasin’ the trap but all that life was born with me,
I try be good and everyone else who does is not gonna take that life,
We live by the government given no choice but otherwise we would make that right,
I don’t have to prove it to people online like actors working their stage all night,
The fact of the matter is all of my choices all of my music is all mine.

REGAN (p. gidan)

Produced by @1xane
Mixed by @nasparagon

LYRICS
I was born and raised in the darkness,
The components motions that corroded emotions -
my brain was frozen, but naturally I still wanted to create as an artist

I knew that my fate was darkened, look through life everywhere disheartened,
Had to go roll where the rope was, rope-a-dope all the pain like a spartan
Where will I get started?
all of the verbal abuse, hurting me too when I had no voice I would make no noise when I'd herd the all the bruise
Almost worked to a tomb, shelled like a turtle that's burdened to prove where it birthed in my room

Growing up, my friends would ask where my heart was. It was thrown to the darkest corner,
dusty-neglected light ain't receiving,
there's false truth in the pain believed in, justified why I turned to a demon,
Just wanted to hurt no reprieving, see the deceit burn up like a phoenix,
You will regurgitate what you're seeing is that I rebirthed again like a phoenix

Fast forward and I was throwing my fists and banging my shins, had no care for a man or a thing in sight when I stepped with havoc and grim,
Had 'em shelled up like a Scallop and grit his teeth out when I was thrashing my mitts, bored with the violence, 

eventually I couldn't see in the darkness!
boredom helped me see right there like that I was blind, all of the bane I was parlouring,
Not fully gone but darkening, less flesh and my stone-heart hardening -
now I see like Satan's laugh and grin,
Every moment, watching me startling
Looked up to the sky I could see that the Lord was sparkling, entered my heart on in

Hebrews chapter 13, and verse 2, everyone's angels, that is the move!
Clearly that's not true, but it's the mindset, way that I view,
I was a demon, gave me a chance and moulded my mass 'til wayward 'n' new,
Honestly I couldn't say that I knew of my old self, now that I'm blatantly new.

I was born and raised in the darkness,
The components motions that corroded emotions -
my brain was frozen, but naturally I still wanted to create as an artist
I knew that my fate was darkened, look to life everywhere disheartened,
Had to go roll where the rope was, rope-a-dope all the pain like a spartan

Looked right back to my past and, now I am given solutions, what will I choose?
not like recluse in fear of abuse, yet trauma licensed what I would do
But now I'm enlightened, and I'm deciding that I will I'll spread up the truth as an artist
Spread the truth as an artist - grown demon won't die as the darkest

I was being the hardest demon and God was hard believing,  Every moment, disagreements riddled in me and there was no reprieving,
now I can see, not dreaming - 
God was there for me with the phoenix, use that thing when I seen it, go to spread the truth as an artist

Hand on the grip should I stand on eclipse, (NO), reaching to balance my yin, only apologies doing it properly so I can meet up the challenge within,
The pattern to bring has talent to win, and so I will not go static and dim, plan out my trip in the span of a ring so that I can spread the truth as an artist

Guard up / Darkness (p. 1xane)

@onlywoke mixed this
@vinogradov and @w6rse on production
vocals, songwriting by me

(Chorus:)
I just wanna cause destruction
I'm tired, worn and I'm done with
I just wanna cause destruction,
Just wanna cause destruction,
Just wanna

I'm doing all of this because revenge is my motive,
Blood katana in my palm, I'm cold and I'm broken,
This is not a little nickname, was born as a ronin,
I'm gonna pay him back in death, I'll prove him and I'll show him.

(Verse:)
Everyday's been lonely,
Losing another and I'm losing my homie,
Plant to the ground, sewn up deep like broccoli,
All of these common facades on a lowkey.

I don't think I've got no homies,
Everyday I'm just feeling more lonely
(More lonely)

(Chorus:)
And I just wanna cause destruction
I'm tired, worn and I'm done with
I just wanna cause destruction,
Just wanna cause destruction,
Just wanna

I'm doing all of this because revenge is my motive,
Blood katana in my palm, I'm cold and I'm broken,
This is not a little nickname, was born as a ronin,
I'm gonna pay him back in death, I'll prove him and I'll show him.

And I just wanna cause destruction
I'm tired, worn and I'm done with
I just wanna cause destruction,
Just wanna cause destruction,
Just wanna

₊‧DESTRUCTION ‧₊˚ .˳·˖ (p. @vinogradov + w6rse )

(Beat Prod. Zordock)
(Guitars at the end. @asurel-995733887 )

BEST FRIEND

[ronin escalus]
Thinkin' of this, right now,
Sinkin' my fists, fight out, 
Don't wanna sin, write out,
Puttin' your hand up on my shoulder, always thankin' my #bros
Without them, fight out, without them, ride out,
Keep my feet always steppin' forth, I'mma stray away if I care 'bout ants,
All the stones getting thrown at me but I gotta stand can't stray the path,
Comprehension cutting out the demons that are tryna grip me in their grasp
This, right now,
Stickin' to bliss, right now,
(yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
She gripping on my dick, right now,
Giving a kiss, right now,
What feeling is this, right now?
It's all on my skin, right,
Without my bro and without my slime I would never be the same,
She set me up for validation, never be this way
(Yeah) Never be this way
Never be this way
Set me up for validation, never be this way

[xenni]
(Yuh Yuh Yuh)
I ain't got time to kid,
I'm gettin' really rich,
I'll commence with a bitch? Beat that boy with Kali sticks,
My #bro came from the mud and I came from the pit,
I had a life of love, you had a life of shit,
I really love you #bro, Ion care what you did,
'cause you're my brother #bro, I've known you since a kid.
These bitches don't mean shit,
they can't replace this shit,
We'll both get really rich,
We're both made in the piss,
We've seen some traitor shit,
I've seen you fall for bitches,
I've seen you low as shit,
But I'm your brodie #bro,
Yeah I'm your homie #bro,
You already know me #bro,
I'm for all my homies #bro.

[ronin escalus] (prod. w6rse)
And I got love for #bro,
'cause he took me in.
All the others came through? Nah they never did.
I had a life of love, you had a life of shit.
When I was in the mud they never took me in, yeah yeah.
Took me in, yeah yeah (4x)

Best Friend ft. Xenni (p. Zordock + w6rse)

Lyrics and Vocals by me
Non-profit freestyle just for fun
Production by yuk (yukisx) on YouTube
#viridescent #strangers
lyrics:
Pussy ass nigga meat ridin', yuh
Don't wanna get to the rhyming huh, and you don't wanna get to the fighting, yuh
All of this yap and no slidin' aye,
I'm just tryna start stockpilin', woah
(just tryna preserve my vibe)

(HOOK)
I don't got no time to be wasting,
I done spent my youth up in the pavement,
Tryna take my mom out to new places - 
people tryna pin me down and pull me back to brazen.

(verse)
Try me bitch, fuckin' with me then try me bitch,
Niggas so moist you is grimey, you is so slimey -
how you gon' sly me then?
Fucked up your friend he ain't fight me since,
Tossed to the side put your knife down bitch,
Used my fist make you lie down with,
(These pussy boys ain't lie down since)

Fake niggas sit behind me,
Waitin' til I trip slightly,
Praying hard that they smite me, never ask if I'm alright G,
Forgot how it smelt to smile G,
Add tissues to the pile G,
Are you depressed like me? (2x)

(HOOK) (2x)
I don't got no time to be wasting,
I done spent my youth up in the pavement,
Tryna take my mom out to new places - 
people tryna pin me down and pull me back to brazen.

(verse)
I ain't got no time to be complacent,
Niggas really want you to be basic,
If you are different you are hated,
That's why I don't listen to these peoples' statements,

I've been thinkin' 'bout myself like lately,
What in all my aspects make them hate me?
Am I getting validation or some pain G,
I don't really know why these fuckin' thoughts pain me.

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