i cant wait to see how much of an inspiration you become to people

Production by @janeremover
Backing Vocals by @bathsmusic
Outro Section by elxnce
circa — December 2022

Some nights I don't even want to speak
Think I'm better off alone
I love it when your hair is green
I think it really suits your tone
I think I'm in love with your bones
Is that weird I don't know
I think my address is unknown
Hope I can still head home

It's an endless cycle
I think I really get it now
I'm trapped in a spiral
Never really get what I want
And it feels like every day and night I'm doing the same shit
And you never call my number you're with somebody famous
And it's like every other day and night I'm even alive
And I've been trying trying trying just to get out my life
Tell how does it feel when you're walking all alone
When you're nowhere home
I don't wanna be the one to fuck up your life

You're always on my mind, you're my hero
I feel something between us it's not normal
I can take you to Tokyo Mexico
But I'll have to think twice of my vertigo
Memories just turn to dust and
I can't breathe knowing you're not next to me
But I just wish one thing, that you get out of my fucking brain

It's an endless cycle
I think I really get it now
I'm trapped in a spiral
Never really get what I want
And it feels like every day and night I'm doing the same shit
And you never call my number you're with somebody famous
And it's like every other day and night I'm even alive
And I've been trying trying trying just to get out my life

Desire / Wish

circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

love is such a beautiful motivator, isn't it?

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This track truly was a breakthrough for me. Shoutout to Lau, jian and Chris,  We spent over 40+ hours plus on this, i hope you enjoy it. more music next month!

out on all plats too!

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0gwPLe1zJkzEFjnUu1WrzP?si=a812afdacfbf4dbf

apple music: https://music.apple.com/nl/album/fruit-of-life-feat-yves-aoi-jian-chris-wallace/1803810079?i=1803810410

#FoLmusic

@yvesaoi 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1qrlW47pK8RfzWYQ7PG8Fg?si=L_wWBL1YRZGrTuIzeZNKzg

@jianmsic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3O1XBymOyrvPw7JKc8ySiw?si=BVZn6YptQQOd0uLRO1PSYg

@user-784312027 (Chris Wallace)
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4uvONBnmpTsvWRG0eEh87r?si=5IiWcV8URYG4NJLLasoY7Q


cover credit: @yves_aoi

Fruit of Life

Fruit of Life (feat. Chris Wallace)

Peridol, Toluca Lake (Demo)

SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY.. IRREVERENCE TO CONSISTENCY
THE LONGER I HOLD BACK THE STRONGER THE WAVES CRASH
I WOULD START CARING ABOUT THE FUTURE IF I KNEW
HOW TO LIVE, AND ARRIVING TO TERMS OF REORGANIZING TO IMPROVE

(originally meant to be a birthday [18 may] release, but look where that ended up. i also turned 15 that day)
after about a month or so of anticipating, another interruption of that EP is out!!!
a letter to my friends and inspirations, i lov u <3

SAMPLELIST (no specific order):
Cindy - Destiny
Harvey Rothman - Jolly Good Show!
Sasuke Haraguchi - let me back / 戻りさせて - 原口沙輔
Joker - Mad Night
Jakob - Velvet Light
Bee Oil - Sweet Summer Euphoria
Zapp - Say You Will Say You Won't
Porter Robinson ft. Madeon - Shelter
Self - What A Fool Believes
https://soundcloud.com/0x000002d7/26kd2zqzpzho

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we're all gonna die, but my computer will live on

whydidistayupuntil6ammakingthis

Re-uploading this banger! Remixed Calvin Harris and Clementine Douglas' Blessing In the style of Notion's The Days remix, enjoy the free download!

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Calvin Harris & Clementine Douglas - Blessings (Doc Frat Bootleg) *FREE DOWNLOAD*

This is My House (Short Play)

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PASSO BEM SOLTO (dnb)

fifteen
'otrec' project 50% done, sort of
Ive been procrastinating a lot, no doubt
 (2/4)
exasp [next]

1/7 of @sounddesignday
duo project with me + @ssoh - @vulx
@wtfsl

desync

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