--------------------CREDITS-----------------------
Beat prod. by Sorrow Bringer
Vocals Recorded by Nkno x popularreject
Mixed and mastered by Nkno
Artwork by Painting & Nkno
---------------------LYRICS------------------------
[Pre Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Verse 1: Nkno] 
I've been searching for so long
For the place I belong in
When I can't find home
I get lost I get lost in
All the memories I can't forget
With you in them
I'm no longer part of this gang
And now it's you and them 
I don't want to hear you say sorry
All the time I spent with you for nothing
From when "just friends" turned into something
Stuck in my head so I'm running away

[Bridge: Nkno]
Running from my problems
Can't escape, I see your call
I need to find a way to solve 'em
And I know its all my fault
And if fate has me on a tightrope
Then you will watch me fall

[Pre Chorus: popularreject x Nkno]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Verse 2: Nkno]
Demons in my head 
They wanna be my friend 
Since we're close to the end
Lets just hope I'm not dead
Caught up in shit in the backstreets
Got me reminiscing 'bout you and me
Got me stuck up in the past now
Vision getting blurry  
I can see your face in my dreams
All I see is tears that you cried for me

[Outro: Nkno]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
-----------------------<333-------------------------

Longing

Longing (feat. popularreject)

Longing (feat. popularreject) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

lyrics:

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

-

the light dips low
my heartbeat slows
i know its over
and i am at her mercy 

k shit this is goin too far
ion know who u r
why the fuck r we hanging
all i can think's get the fuck out my car
i would rather go lonely
i would rather go smokin
been doin this 3 damn years
whats a week or two to sit on it hard 

i could not walk that tightrope
much less stand up right woah
she knock me over with words
as they bounce from my brain off the sides of my skull
once it sinks its jus pain
so i take walks in the heaviest rain
i won't admit that it hurts
i'll stick it out jus for her

all strangers (autrioly)

produced by nate2timez & autrioly

-lyrics-

love // cyanide *bonus track*

Small Town w/Notahero (Prod. Cxrter)

songs from the trees

karma even haunts me when i'm unconscious

s/o the og @scottysplash for co-producing w me <3
(prod scottysplash & shattered)

lyrics:
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent 
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent

blowing straight gas
with my boy scotty splash
you know that i leveled up
equip the flame when i show up
better turn me up 
driving down the high way
going straight 95
yeah i do it my way
do it my way
burning like an ashtray 
sleep is in the past now
grinding like everyday
bacardi 
fill my liver to the skies
we be blasting emo bops till we die
metro station 
yeah she shake it 
yeah she shake it

hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent 
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent

you say you hate me
but you bumping all my music
all of these haters look like mucus
mucus
useless
stupid
fluid movements
fluid rhyme schemes
tear me at the seams
haunt me in my dreams
only drive beams
no license 
but i feel like im 18
buzz lightyear come through with the light beams
leave her on seen 
see you in your love dreams
got no self-esteem
but i make em scream
make them fall for me
then i break their heart
go and restart
i tear their heart apart

hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent 
hold up
let me breathe 
ima cry
imma die
no life
grab the knife
in the night
potential potent

follow scottysplash 💦

hold up! (prod. scottysplash + shattered)

💔 
-- lyrics --
Momma I love you
I put nothing above you
All I ever wanted was
To fucking hug you
I don't wanna fight
I wouldn't be where I am
Without you in my life
I'm sorry that I'm so damn angry
I know I been goin off the deep end lately
I haven't been eatin much or goin out
My kitchen look like a mother fuckin trap house
Drugs drugs drugs everywhere
I know you do but I don't care
I don't like to feel like I'm anywhere
When I'm sober I'm too aware 
All I want is for us to get along
Dad's gone and I'm fucking crying
writing this song
I just wanna say that I was wrong...

I don't know how many times you picked me up off the floor
I'm really sorry that I stormed out the door
I don't want us to not talk anymore
I been crying so hard that my eyes are sore
Flooded with emotion
Drowning in the ocean
and it feels like hell 
just going through the motions
I wish I had a magic potion
To take your pain away

Momma I love you
I put nothing above you
All I ever wanted was
To fucking hug you
I don't wanna fight
I wouldn't be where I am
Without you in my life
I'm sorry that I'm so damn angry
I know I been goin off the deep end lately
I haven't been eatin much or goin out
My kitchen look like a mother fuckin trap house
Drugs drugs drugs everywhere
I know you do but I don't care
I don't like to feel like I'm anywhere
When I'm sober I'm too aware 
All I want is for us to get along
Dad's gone and I'm fucking crying
writing this song
I just wanna say that I was wrong...

I’m sorry I wasn’t there that day
I think about it every time the skies are gray
Fuck I think about it every fucking day
I’m sorry I take shit out on you it isn’t ok
But I am who I am and I probably won’t change
I know he’d be proud I’m bout to cop a new Range
Im sorry that I’ve put you so far aside 
chasing money and chasing fame

Momma I love you
I put nothing above you
All I ever wanted was
To fucking hug you
I don't wanna fight
I wouldn't be where I am
Without you in my life
I'm sorry that I'm so damn angry
I know I been goin off the deep end lately
I haven't been eatin much or goin out
My kitchen look like a mother fuckin trap house
Drugs drugs drugs everywhere
I know you do but I don't care
I don't like to feel like I'm anywhere
When I'm sober I'm too aware 
All I want is for us to get along
Dad's gone and I'm fucking crying
writing this song
I just wanna say that I was wrong...

Momma I love you
I put nothing above you
All I ever wanted was
To fucking hug you
I don't wanna fight
I wouldn't be where I am
Without you in my life
I'm sorry that I'm so damn angry
I know I been goin off the deep end lately
I haven't been eatin much or goin out
My kitchen look like a mother fuckin trap house
Drugs drugs drugs everywhere
I know you do but I don't care
I don't like to feel like I'm anywhere
When I'm sober I'm too aware...
--
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I'm sorry mom

i'm sorry mom (prod. seb)

SLOWMO

Prod. Pink

you could say I'm fucking up
wandering these streets again
I wonder where you are
I wonder where I am like
baby got no plan life
hitting me so differently might travel to japan like
flight take off, shake off
pondering decisions like take a day off
should I bring in all the money just like I'm madoff
or pursue my source of happiness this is the trade off

sorrow paid off for the mic
never thought that'd lead to this I'm staying up all night
writing down my mind when i'm feeling so confined
and I wonder if she listening I wonder If she mine
way back then times were simpler
I ain't looking for no friends we all similar
Summer 09 run through sprinklers
now I'm crying out my eyes when I think about times that
I was a kid now I'm fucked up
innocence snatched from me grow up
in a sense I cannot show up
yes I am here but I feel imma throw up
going 83 down the I-95
drift into incoming traffic closed eyes
who in this world would still care if I died
I realized that I'm my ride or die (yuh)
my ride or die
fucked in the head know i'm never gon find
all of the answers I have bout this life 
maybe ill find them when I close my eyes 

for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
turnt into diamond no gold mine
for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
ashing the blunt for the last time
for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
turnt into diamond no gold mine

you could say I'm fucking up
wandering these streets again
I wonder where you are
I wonder where I am like
baby got no plan life
hitting me so differently might travel to japan like
flight take off, shake off
pondering decisions like take a day off
should I bring in all the money just like I'm madoff
or pursue my source of happiness this is the trade off

for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
turnt into diamond no gold mine
for the last time
diggin for gold hit a gas line
burnt into coal on a cold night
ashing the blunt for the last time
for the last time

Gasline [prod. pink]

#GETMOREPLAYS #SCFIRST

Lyrics:

Ride with me
Die with me 
We fuckin' on the molly tonight
She don't wanna stay home, let's go out for a ride
Lookin' side to side, where the fuck I brought her out?
It's a hellhole shawty, now you can't just leave it out
She just told me that she should've ran away
And I just fuck up everyday
She just told me that she should've ran away
And I just fuck up everyday

Tellin' me ''you need to quit taking the pills now''
But i can't do it cause it's numbin' all my feels now
I can't even hear what people trynna tell me
I can't give two fucks so you can come and kill me
Shawty pissed off
But I'm turned on
Bitch was in a rush, so i fuck her with her shoes on
Yeah, that's her kink yeah
Suck me, then she wink yeah
When you on my waist then you best treat me like a king yeah

Look bae, I know i fuck up
That's the reason why I'm taking all these drugs

Ride with me
Die with me 
We fuckin' on the molly tonight
She don't wanna stay home, let's go out for a ride
Lookin' side to side, where the fuck I brought her out?
It's a hellhole shawty, now you can't just leave it out
She just told me that she should've ran away
And I just fuck up everyday
She just told me that she should've ran away
And I just fuck up everyday

produced by @miler
mixed by @prodbykg
instagram @imsabishii

SLOWMO

RON STORM

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