Godddd i have been trying to find this song for a year and i kept believing it was from pretty sick, fuckin remarkable

guys, is it on yt already? i really need this on my playlist there too

Came from space rock playlist, then ericstrip then here lol

This has to be one of my fav songs its like SO GOOD

Songs I plan to chart in Osu!Mania, Maybe other games later... 
i like quaver more.
the chances of me releasing any of my charts is pretty low. but ig ill mention it here later if i ever do. (i have made a few now, but i dont feel like any are really complete still lol)

list 4.4_04 - chartting

i dont wanna be myself 
i wanna be someone else 
right now, i know 

i changed my mind, ill go to hell
just feed me and keep me in a cell
spend everyday needing so much fucking help
ill tell you the secret and see if you tell 

im not afraid of falling anymore 
i stare at the face 
i ignore features that look the same
theres a hook in my face
pull it out another one forms behind it
instantly cut off circulation
i feel my eyelids flutter as i struggle to sit
i just collapse to my knees in a fit
coughing, laughing, dry heave
punch my fist against the seat and the lid 

theres a message in here somewhere !
changing lanes
ill stay in mine
you stay insane
i love this crowd
dog bites man 
man drops a hydrogen bomb on the ground 
i got a sweet tooth 
i like it when i find hidden objects
i see you
underneath the grass
rubbing against me 
touch it, whats the difference?
ask me if its empty
over turn the glass and get every single last drop out 

oh god its fit right in the palm of my hand now 
rejected blessing i see the angel it shines down
im happy to have the plaque scrapped from my teeth
i added gems to my canines
im playing with them as we speak 

i lie and i steal things
try to be revealing 
off putting !!!
show me where i lost footing
lip service
cock sucking dick circus 
ill be at auction but all of this shits worthless

couldnt begin to imagine how that happened
hey, look over there! 
spit in a napkin!
are you kidding? im asking
are you shitting in my hand or wishing on black magic?
you didnt understand
sometimes its okay to match the energy of your worst man
im the dead spy, i got two red eyes
ill let you guess why i stare out my blinds paranoid
people around me notice and im afraid that theyre annoyed
or think im crazy, and maybe theyre right
backdrop: illusion of contact
age it until it tastes like a safe ride
take you home in the back of a sports car
godly intention so pure as im sure that yours are

i dont wanna be myself
i wanna be someone else

Numbing Agent

Seventh track on Bad Happy.

A bit of an "anthem" for those of you who have a propensity to compromise yourself and overlook unfair mistreatment by your friends and other loved ones for the sake of keeping the relationships intact... I'm quite prone to this.

Even after years of being hurt by people I know who have cheated on me, belittled my accomplishments and talent, ditched me, ignored my calls and emails, forgot to do important things they said they would for, broken promises, violated my trust, and whatever else, for the sake of nothing but themselves, I've still generally stayed un-confrontational about betrayal, essentially making it okay to betray me.
I wanted to approach this topic in a constructive manner, as often I do, but not be too subtle about the message.

If you're in a position where you are compromising your own happiness to keep your life less dramatic and your friends groups without schism; relationships without quarrel: don't keep doing it. Try to find common ground.
If they remain obstinate, they aren't worth your time.

/Life lesson

Betrayal is okay.

Colonna sonora del racconto horror di Michele Franco ( Mother Demon ) 'K-35'. Romanzo disponibile su Amazon https://www.amazon.it/K-35-Michele-Franco-ebook/dp/B0B44DVTGT?ref_=ast_author_dp_rw&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.n5Nx5-d7J7BfE7pX0JpGr0cfIL1tcEV-HSLsKExEVYUX3fNpBiGz5-LN8eKWqSoG05Dgy6DsY0u50fa093RkcotAGJOpeQJ1-bNWswZF7j1hnrl11YjxVZ0Lu8o-YkfcfuR_sy_7VGm9xBPqEHigH2qJkHk_JfGB4jV1H-elFBOqVPPLYrPjxYR9MSkLjgVKHPWfoxliM_aInNb71GhHUBt7RhJiqy-6Yx7tXIL2Idg.dFvhKzy8NOsuNyYxwZ3B7abwNY6Dt6lqQAFKBgMvl74&dib_tag=AUTHOR

K-35

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

I'm So Near Here (Eric's Trip cover)

Ow!

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no babies allowed, only dogs. thanks.

imdeath4

nightmare

SALEM - I'll Fly With You Mashup [from Raver Stay Wif Me Mixtape]

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

PLEASE BE NICE

MiRRORGiRL

Sorry I know I don't upload here very often, but thought I'd add something from my (almost) weekly tracks stash this year. Not been hitting it as hard as last year, taking it at a more leisurely pace. You can find all the tracks so far at https://weeklybeats.com/vimster

Vim - 12 - Idle And Wistful

Blood Soup

mum's fuckin not home!!! we can swear as much as we fuckin want!!!!!!!!!!!

Mumz Not Home

A beautiful journey as a young woman becomes a horse in the face of an adversity.

Horse 4eva

Look at the lastfm, i listen to a lot of music :)
I'm counting in zero indexed base 62.

I'm So Near Here (Eric's Trip cover)

Ada Rook

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