Probably my favorite song on this album.
The "main loop" is from a rehearsal recording of my math-rock type band, Ultra Death Men, sped up and cut up.
The song is about a lot of things, as always, but was most heavily inspired by my first trip to San Diego. It was a pretty strange, negative, and intense part of my life, but the experiences I had there had profound effects on my outlook.
The first line of the lyrics references one night Bradlea and I were driving through the desert and the entire dusk sky was literally a full rainbow.
The reiteration of that part of the song the second time is about how I'd wake up every morning to a collection of four cats sleeping on me and they'd all scramble away from me when they realized I was awake, as if to hide the fact that they'd been sleeping on me.

Loud Noise In My Room

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

I love music 
i love music
i love to sing and dance
i love the world
i love the world
even if u cant believe that fact

cos im ugly so i know how to feels to be ugly
im so pretty so i know how it feels to be pretty
im so ugly so i know how to feels to be ugly
im so pretty so i know how it feels to be pretty


tidal wave
wave of blood
wave of blood washing over me

there used to be a reason for me in this world

im a witch
im a bitch
i just wish something would turn out right for once
im a witch
im a bitch
im a weirdo
im a bimbo
i just wish something would turn out right for me just one more time

i figure
i figure one day things will get better
i just hope they dont get 10x fucking worse like they always do but...

tidal wave of blood washing over me

2018

I LOVE MUSIC

from the album parasite:
https://rooksfeather.bandcamp.com/album/parasite

trust

tomorrow

imdeath4

by tttlllrrr and dizzy girl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7bdMLX_Wjk

on a perfect day 
easy to fall in love 
feeling some type of way 
while u fill me up 

i took some m but i dont think that its working 
maybe cos all the medication im taking 

with a pretty girl 
im such a needy slut 
i wanna gross u out 
with all the stuff i want 

lalalalalalalalalala 
lalalalalalalalalala 

i tried a lot but nothing really makes it better 
i cried a lot but nothing really makes it better

credits

@_tlr_ from @Grypt666 
https://twitter.com/_tlr_
https://twitter.com/grypt666
grypt.bandcamp.com 
outernight.bandcamp.com 

and dizzy girl aka @dei_genetrix
https://twitter.com/dei_genetrix
https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/

I TRIED A LOT BUT NOTHING REALLY MAKES IT BETTER

idgaf bitvh
https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/emergency

Rainbow Eye (Ugly 2018 Mix)

all credit goes to devi mccallion!!!! uploading these here for myself only really

go support devi!!
https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/

tomorrow

Ada Rook

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