guts?! (prod. Wiardon)

Romantology

Pre K

My Own Hero (prod. Gualagabe)

I’ll turn you up that’s if you let me

Signal Flare (prod. Jackie Paper)

Shoes By The Door

TARTARUS (BONUS)

tinymovingparts (prod. Wiardon)

tallies on a sticky note to count the days
between the nights of clarity from cutaways
dots and dashes memories appear in morse code
wish i had kept track forgot
when the last dose was

believe it or not, i feel like a
junkie its hittin the spot
i need my fix to keep my body from shakin
out of the nightmares is worth a mind not racin

i woke up and knew what it was
stay in bed til i know its time to be numb
where would a man be without the pills
that got him there?
prescriptions in public
avert your eyes or stare
sometimes i just wish that i cared
to see the bottle empty out
and not be so scared

i know this has downsides...
trips to the ER...
doctors give me a blind eye...
they don't see where the pills are...

they're in the bottle
then they're in my hand
they drop to my
stomach
and stay in my head

they're in the bottle
then they're in my hand
they drop to my
stomach
and stay in my head

morse code (prod. Wiardon)

first person (prod. Wiardon)

ponyboy (feat. Davo312)(prod. Wiardon)

onmyhonor (feat. ALN! / AKF!) (prod. Wiardon)

Venomous (prod. Jackie Paper)

Infamous (prod. Jackie Paper)

SURROUND MYSELF

Stand With you

mountain tops

rudimentary

WHY YOU DID IT

HEADS OF THE HYDRA

Doubting Thomas (prod. Jackie Paper)

it takes one to no one (prod. Jackie Paper)

every kiss begins with k

dystonia (prod. Jackie Paper)

burnt orange/vertical

winter still reachin (prod. gualagabe + basedtj)

handed to me (prod. gualagabe)

make a song (prod. gualagabe)

love really is the only hard drug that you can hand to babies
open up the stitches strung out as I've been feeling lately
withdrawals from the alcohol got nothing on this shit I'm craving
been behaving still I think I want what I shouldn't be chasing

shit ain't free but it don't always cost a lot either
microdose then overdose wake me up to find a dealer
problem is I found myself fond of what she's servin up
pour me out a glass half full my love is found in both of us

hold me up please don't cut my wings they just started to grow back
the problem is on my side I wanted you to know that
I show myself in the mirror for the first time in awhile
wipe that sneaky grin off your face you deserve a wholesome smile

I wrote this all in pencil cuz I know that nothing's permanent
and I couldn't find my pen when the words just started surfacing
I know it's hard to text you, I bet it's hard to text me back
I know it's hard to text you, I bet it's hard to text me back

Honestly its scary thinking bout what waits at home
ducked off, struck soft, silent ina room alone
strangers they just come and go
characters have arcs and its the one before I hit the road

Stay the course still you're walking paths that I could not imagine
prayers up for anyone who feels that life is tragic
cuz I think that life is beautiful if you want you can try on the glasses

hard drug

I love the feeling of walking away ay

I love the feeling of walking away with some money
My back pockets stuffed don’t invite done drinking away these 100’s I don’t sit with ducks
Duck duck goose and I don’t lose my shoes move faster through these ruts
Spilling my guts for the first time I felt free don’t have to ask if im enough

This feel like thrifting $300 trues never worn never used still got the tags on em
Didn’t have to think twice about it
Money in my true religion jeans on a Tuesday 
Watch me walk my happy ass straight to the bank
It’s a little less than a stone’s throw away
Let me take the trash out first it’s starting to stink

I love feeling of walking away ay ay


I love the feeling of walking away with some money
My back pockets stuffed don’t invite done drinking away these 100’s I don’t sit with ducks
Duck duck goose and I don’t lose my shoes move faster through these ruts
Spilling my guts for the first time I felt free don’t have to ask if im enough

Im feelin heavy things but they don’t come from the inside
Outside peering out to read between the blinds
Long time I didn’t know what the outside looked like
Lookin at an empty husk with looser clothes and the wrong shoe size
Still gon wear the ricks that fleeski gave me for the one time
Revving up i think I found my pocket for the moment
Hold in the smoke for a second and let go of it
Sober up im bout to hit record again

About to hit record again

back pockets (prod. gualagabe)

mystery machine (prod. Roman New TIme)

fading without (prod. Jackie Paper)

pinky promise (prod. gualagabe)

like a resident evil you wish wasn't there

RESIDENT EVIL

This not a teachable moment this here's a tweakable moment
Gather up all my condolences, I hope that's what you wanted
Put all my vices in a bag, I hope that's what you have
I better make it last, I better make it last

I'm never coming in first, I guess that it could be worse
Gotta make it last, gotta make it last
I'm never coming in first, I guess that it could be worse
Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

Gotta make it last, gotta make it last

I empty out and load my little spliffy like a one hitter
Pouring out my spirit in a bag and I just leave the filter
All up front the of it is all at once anyway
All at once nah I rip the sack in doses take away klonopain

Take away klonopain

KLONOPAIN

write it down (prod. DVNTBEATS)

fleeski always get me through the day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XduEW3QNyE

fleeski's symphony (prod Aidan) (video in description)

the door's right there if you knock I'm gonna answer
lonely is a cancer
don't even need a password
cash first
then i'm back here seated next to kings
the thrones are getting dusty gonna break my own in half first
pleased to meet ya only word above mine is my cats word
reach out he goes 90 you go 10 don't get it backwards
hand out stretched where's the 50% i asked for?
transactions keepin score not even on the score board
home team there's no field advantage on the back board
half court shots just turn into hail marys from the back door

back door


back door (prod. ALN! / AKF!)

coffin fits

Would you tell me that you want everything I could give?
Would you tell me that you wanna be here? (There)

There’s confidence there was it more than you wanted
or more than you bargained for?
I try to be up front and I exceed at being honest
You ask questions and I answer do you wanna talk about it more?

Let’s not go silent now
Let’s not go silent now
Let’s not go silent now
Silent now, signing out

Is it silent now?
Is it silent now?
Is it silent now?

Listen, listen close
Listen, listen close
Listen, listen close
……………………………
(Amidst insane mumbling to myself)
This is what the inside of my head sounds like
It only get’s quiet when it’s loud out in real life
……………………………………………….
Where is my mind?
It’s right here, you can have it.

This isn’t what the inside of my head sounds like
It only get’s quiet when it’s loud out in real life

thom (prod. gualagabe)

Mashup of bye bye bye vocals and smooth criminal vocals with a beat by myself for ellese and kav

Smooth Bye Bye (STEEL MIX)

I bought some beats from tombo a long time ago and Ive never been certain what to say on them after that. Something kept me from making this. 3 more soon.

breathing underwater (prod. Tombo)

originally my jorjiana shark open verse challenge remixed with care and swag

beneath the fog (spark a bit)

there are three full takes of the song in this

roots of fallen leaves

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