Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos 

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When I leave this world, just leave me alone
Nobody cared, I was unknown
Suffering here, broken and cold
Never been loved, never been whole

I'd rather die than feel this way
Nothing left, nothing to say
They stole the light I had inside

Don't come near me, stay away
Even heaven turned its face
I'm just a ghost inside this shell
Burning in my private hell

Wasted years and bitter nights
Chasing ghosts and dying lights
Every door I tried to open
Left me beaten, left me broken

I'd rather die than feel this way
Nothing left, nothing to say
They stole the light I had inside

Don't come near me, stay away
Even heaven turned its face
I'm just a ghost inside this shell
Burning in my private hell

I never let go of you, my child
Don't walk that ledge, don't be beguiled
Let me reach you through your pain
Rest here with me, I know your name

I am your God, I catch your tears
There's still a purpose in your years
Come back to me, come home tonight
You're not alone in this fight

Listen to the words I've said
You are chosen, far from dead
You're a flame in endless night
A warrior born to fight

My blood was shed, it covers you
To bring you back and make you new
Repent, be free, lift up your eyes
I feel your wounds, I hear your cries

Justice will rise, your soul restored
Your crown awaits at heaven's door

Could You still love me after all this time?
Could You heal what's no longer mine?
If there's still a way, I want to try
If You're still here, don't let me die

I've always been here, come back to me
I've always been here, you're finally free

Come back to me, come back to me




Come Back To Me

Drums rush like panic, but the melody moves slow and wounded. This is the final step: not redemption, but acceptance. He won’t forget. He won’t forgive. But he chooses to keep breathing.

The Quiet Reset

40,000 Flames

New revision of my original track Comatose.  Hope you enjoy!

Comatose (Revision)

Bald Mountain

toxic passion flows like venom in the veins, impossible to escape.

You’re my  poison

[Intro]
Can’t breathe… can’t scream…
This loss is a weight breaking every seam.
I’m suffocating… suffocating from the loss.

[Verse 1]
Empty halls in my head, echoes of pain,
Every step I take drags through the rain.
Memories choke me, hands around my throat,
I’m drowning in sorrow but I’m still afloat.
Every name carved deep, scars on my soul,
They took the light and left me a hole.
I fight for a breath, but it’s fire and frost,
I’m suffocating, suffocating from the loss.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every tear feels like glass in my veins,
Every night’s a war I can’t explain.
They’re gone, but the weight’s still here,
Their shadows feed on my fear.

[Chorus]
I’m suffocating from the loss!
It’s tearing my lungs, it’s breaking the cross!
I scream but the air won’t fill my chest,
Grief is a predator, I’m its guest.
I’m suffocating from the loss!
Bleeding my soul at any cost!

[Verse 2]
Silence is screaming, it claws at my mind,
I’m running but trauma’s close behind.
I taste the dirt, I taste the pain,
A grave built inside me that calls my name.
But even in shadows, my fists still clench,
I roar through the blood, I crawl from the trench.
This grief won’t crush me, I’ll tear through its jaws,
Even suffocating, I’ll rewrite the laws.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every tear feels like glass in my veins,
Every night’s a war I can’t explain.
They’re gone, but the weight’s still here,
Their shadows feed on my fear.

[Chorus]
I’m suffocating from the loss!
It’s tearing my lungs, it’s breaking the cross!
I scream but the air won’t fill my chest,
Grief is a predator, I’m its guest.
I’m suffocating from the loss!
Bleeding my soul at any cost!

[Bridge]
Loss like chains around my throat!
Loss like fire burning my hope!
But I will not fall, I will not fade,
Even suffocating, I’ll carve my own blade!

[Final Chorus]
I’m suffocating from the loss!
But I’m still here, I won’t be tossed!
Pain is my weapon, grief is my spark,
I’ll claw my way out of this endless dark!
I’m suffocating from the loss!
But I’ll rise again, no matter the cost!

[Outro]
I can’t breathe… but I’m alive.
Suffocating from the loss…
But I survive.

Suffocating From the Loss

Is It Possible ✨

A cinematic journey blending djent, dubstep, and progressive rock with atmospheric textures and R&B-inspired vocalization. Heavy grooves meet ethereal soundscapes, crafting a track that’s as intense as it is emotional. Is It Possible challenges the limits—can we touch the sky, freeze the sun, or make forever start right now?

🎶 Vibe:
	•	Djent & progressive riffs
	•	Dubstep drops & atmospheric layers
	•	Cinematic textures & R&B vocal emotion

Lose yourself in a soundscape where heaviness meets melody, and every question echoes.

#Djent #Dubstep #ProgressiveRock #CinematicMetal #Atmospheric #R&BVocals #Experimental #NewMusic #re-release

Possible

Produced by Mark Xenophontos 

Lyrics by Mark Xenophontos 

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I wasn't born aware, had to open my eyes
Nobody told me what to believe
Had to find it out for myself
Asking questions, down on my knees
Praying for truth to set me free
Begging for truth to set me free

Then I saw past the rainbow
All the shame behind the colors
All the darkness they cover

You live next door to the devil!
How are you supposed to be okay?
Step outside, see corruption in every form!
How the hell are you okay?
How are you okay?

Close your eyes, dream the nightmare
At least the demons look prettier there
But I won't bow to this madness
I'm standing tall, unashamed
Won't play along with the lies they sell

I'd rather walk through fire than live in this hell
I'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees
I've seen behind the curtain
Watched the lies become the truth
I won't be their puppet
I won't be used

You live next door to the devil!
How are you supposed to be okay?
Step outside, see corruption in every form!
How the hell are you okay?
How are you okay?

Unashamed!
I'm ready to lose it all!
Unashamed!
For the One who gave everything!
Everything!

You promise life when all I see is death
Give me peace when my world's a wreck
In the chaos, You're my anchor
In the darkness, You're my light

The world gets darker (but I shine brighter)
So I run to You
The world gets darker (but I shine brighter)
I run to You!
I run to You!

The world gets darker, but I shine brighter!
Better run to You 'cause You're all I've got now!
The world gets darker, but I shine brighter!
Better run to You 'cause You're all I've got now!

You're all I've got now
All I've got now
You're all I've got!
(All I've got!)
You're the only way out!

Unashamed

A full-collapse track about feeling trapped inside your own body and brain.
Industrial metal, glitch noise, and a devastating breakdown.
The scream feels like exorcism — the sound of someone trying to claw their way out from under themselves.

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]

I’ve been drifting through the nighttime like a shadow in the smoke,
Trying hard to feel alive but every thought becomes a choke.
Got my heartbeat on a loop, it feels like static in my chest,
And every mile I drive alone just unmakes what’s left.

I keep drowning in the memories I pretend don’t hold me down,
Every whisper from my past feels like a ghost stuck to this town.
I’ve been stitching up my soul with every lie I try to spin,
But the mirror never buys it when I’m cursed in my own skin.

[PRE-CHORUS — Melodic tension]

All these voices in the shadows
Keep reminding me I’m stuck…
And every time I try to fight it
I get swallowed by the muck…

[CHORUS]

**I’m cursed—
Cursed in my own skin.
No matter where I run,
It pulls me back again.

I’m cursed—
Cursed in my own skin.
I try to break the cycle
But it drags me back within.**

[VERSE 2]

**I’M A MINDSET ON THE EDGE
AND I CAN’T ESCAPE THIS FUCKING FATE!
EVERY STEP I TAKE FORWARD
JUST DRAGS ME BACK INTO THE HATE!

I’M A PRISONER IN MY BODY
AND A HOSTAGE TO MY THOUGHTS!
EVERY WINTER IN MY HEAD
KEEPS TURNING EVERYTHING TO FROST!**

[PRE-CHORUS]

These shadows cling like parasites,
They won’t let go of me…
I’m trying to climb out of myself,
But I can’t get free…

[CHORUS]

**I’m cursed—
Cursed in my own skin.
No matter where I run,
It pulls me back again.

I’m cursed—
Cursed in my own skin.
I try to break the cycle
But it drags me back within.**


I’m sick of fighting shadows
That wear my fucking face…
I’m sick of trying to outrun
Every nightmare I embrace…

BREAKDOWN DROPS — FULL SCREAM:
“I’M CURSED—
AND I CAN’T ESCAPE MYSELF!


[OUTRO]

I keep praying for the sunrise
But the nights keep pulling in…
And I’m haunted by the feeling
I’m still cursed in my own skin.

Cursed In My Skin

End's PC

Music is my therapy, its my release from past military trauma. Its never been about fame or fortune for me, just sharing some spark of hope in the world.  Been playing guitar and bass since I was a kid.  Gradually transitioned to learning keyboard and drums as well.  Started writing my own songs when I was 15.  I’ve written well over 1000 songs in my lifetime . I'm a fully functioning studio and work with various musicians worldwide. I enjoy working with all genres.  Im registered with ASCAP and hope and pray daily someone will buy my songs. Check out my website at rorydavidmusic.com. Soundcloud claims you can sell vinyls on here, I'm trying to sell 2.  I have ISRC numbers for every song yet they are making life a living hell, so I'll probably find a different site soon.

Bald Mountain

Rory David

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