Heart from your Hate

A bleak journey through fractured identity, parasitic control, and the collapse of self.

Static in the Veins

All that is left is a whisper of dust in the power of the light.

A Whisper of Dust

I'm the crack in the mirror
The shadow on the wall
The ghost in the machine
The echo in the hall
I’m the friction
The fiction
The itch you can’t scratch
Tear it all apart
There’s no perfect match

Disharmonious

Epic 2025 Vol 3

Into my jaws

BESTIA (Erdling Cover)

[Verse 1]
The dirt still clings to the cross we made,
Your name carved deep like a scar that fades.
Every scream echoes down inside,
A war that won’t quit, no place to hide.
Banging my head on the edge of truth,
The world lost color the day I lost you.
Thought I'd drown, thought I'd fade away,
But rage keeps the reaper at bay.

[Pre-Chorus]
The silence is louder than any sound,
Your ghost is the weight that drags me down.

[Chorus]
It was like yesterday, then the heavens took you away!
Fuckin buried in confusion, tearing myself through decay.
Still I breathe, but barely holding on—yeah!
Punching through the pain till the night is gone!
Still I breathe, but barely holding on!

[Verse 2]
Empty chair, cracked photograph,
I keep your boots by the aftermath.
Whiskey bleeding down my throat,
Every drop burns like a final note.
Can’t bargain with a broken sky,
Can’t kill the tears no matter how I try.
I pound the earth where your name now sleeps,
In the dirt, my fury creeps.

[Pre-Chorus]
Blood in my mouth, fists to the air,
If you can hear me, brother, I’m still there!

[Chorus]
It was like yesterday, then the heavens took you away!
Fuckin buried in confusion, tearing myself through decay.
Still I breathe, but barely holding on—yeah!
Punching through the pain till the night is gone!
Still I breathe, but barely holding on!

[Bridge (Breakdown Growl Section)]
Slam! The hammer falls!
No mercy, no calls!
Your echo screams inside my chest—
God, this hurt never rests!
If there’s a gate, I’ll tear it down,
If there’s a crown, I’ll steal the crown!
You ain’t gone till I’m gone too,
Brother, I still fight for you!

[Final Chorus]
It was like yesterday, then the heavens took you away!
Fuckin buried in confusion, tearing myself through decay.
Still I breathe, but barely holding on—yeah!
Punching through the pain till the night is gone!
Still I breathe,
Still I bleed,
Still I scream your name till they bury me deep!

[Outro]
And when the dirt hits my face someday,
I’ll find you when the dark gives way...
Still I breathe—
But barely holding on.

Still I Breathe

So Fucking What

Unsolicited

[INTRO]
Your name’s still caught in my throat
Like broken glass, like a final note
They took your light, they killed your song
And now I’ve carried this hate too long

[VERSE 1]
You were breathing, you were here
Now there’s just silence and fucking fear
No goodbye, no last embrace
Just an empty room and a fallen face
The world kept spinning like nothing changed
But my whole heart fucking deranged
Every corner whispers your name
Every mirror reflects my pain
Someone walked away that night
Left your body without a fight
And they breathe like they’re still clean
While you haunt every fucking dream

[PRE-CHORUS]
I won’t spill blood, I won’t become
The same kind of monster that pulled the gun
But I swear by every scar on me
The truth will crawl out eventually

[CHORUS]
I’M GONNA FIND YOUR MURDERER
NOT WITH A KNIFE, NOT WITH A GUN
BUT WITH TRUTH THAT BURNS LIKE FUCKING FIRE
AND KARMA THAT CAN’T BE RUN
I’M GONNA MAKE THE WORLD REMEMBER
WHAT THEY STOLE, WHAT THEY DESTROYED
JUSTICE MOVES LIKE A SLOW BLACK RIVER
AND IT’S COMING FOR YOU, ENJOY

[VERSE 2]
I dig through memories, through the night
Trying to piece together the lie
Every rumor, every glance
Every missed, forgotten chance
They think they’re safe, they think they won
But clocks tick loud for everyone
You can’t bury what you did
Can’t hide forever, can’t outlive
Your shadow follows everywhere
In every laugh, in every stare
Even if no cage holds you tight
Your mind will rot you every night

[BREAKDOWN]
This isn’t forgiveness
This isn’t peace
This is the promise
Of no fucking release
I won’t become what I despise
But I hope you choke on your own damn lies
Let guilt rot your brain apart
Let fear beat inside your heart

[CHORUS]
I’M GONNA FIND YOUR MURDERER
IN EVERY SECRET, EVERY TRACE
KARMA’S GOT A SLOW OLD HUNGER
AND YOUR NAME IS ON HER PLATE
YOU STOLE A LIFE YOU DIDN’T OWN
LEFT NOTHING BUT A BROKEN HOME
AND I’LL SCREAM THE TRUTH UNTIL YOU’RE KNOWN
UNTIL YOU’RE NOTHING BUT A NAME IN STONE

[BRIDGE]
You should be here, breathing air
Instead there’s just cold and prayer
I talk to you in the dark each night
Wonder if you’re holding light
If heaven’s real, I hope you see
Every breath you took in me
I’ll live twice as hard for you
That’s the only thing I can do

[FINAL CHORUS]
I’M GONNA FIND YOUR MURDERER
WITH THE TRUTH I’LL NEVER DROP
NO BLOOD ON MY HANDS, NO CHAIN ON MY SOUL
BUT I’LL NEVER FUCKING STOP
UNTIL THIS WORLD SAYS YOUR NAME LOUD
UNTIL JUSTICE STANDS UNBOWED
ANGELS FALL, BUT LEGENDS STAY
AND I’LL CARRY YOU EVERY DAY

[OUTRO]
This isn’t revenge…
This is love with claws…
This is karma…
And it never forgets…

I’m Gonna find your Murderer & Give them Their own Karma

Disclaimer: This Cover is not performed by the original artist, this is a Cover Song for Michael Jackson hit song Beat It. This was created just for fun, not for real!

Composer: Records4fun

Beat It (Heavy Metal Cover)

Music is my therapy, its my release from past military trauma. Its never been about fame or fortune for me, just sharing some spark of hope in the world.  Been playing guitar and bass since I was a kid.  Gradually transitioned to learning keyboard and drums as well.  Started writing my own songs when I was 15.  I’ve written well over 1000 songs in my lifetime . I'm a fully functioning studio and work with various musicians worldwide. I enjoy working with all genres.  Im registered with ASCAP and hope and pray daily someone will buy my songs. Check out my website at rorydavidmusic.com. Soundcloud claims you can sell vinyls on here, I'm trying to sell 2.  I have ISRC numbers for every song yet they are making life a living hell, so I'll probably find a different site soon.

So Fucking What

Rory David

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