surfy boy

a collection of songs that i've written and recorder over the past 3-4 years (in under 15 minutes)

he says(2018)

the cards in my hand (2018)

shitposts

warning: angry song (2017)

why (2017)

sick/tired (2017)

whiskey or wine (2017)

lyrics:

Everything feels so wrong 
I know it took me far too long 
To do the things I said I would do 
A bad habit is hard to break 
Harder still when it makes me feel less
I confess 

It's just not for me, doing anything 
That might make me feel happy 
I look in the mirror and all I see 
Is who I used to be and what I cant achieve 

I understand if you're mad at me
I don't give you any of the things you need
I'm sorry 
Someday I hope it's fine
If I can pick up the pieces I left behind 
When I was on fire 

It's just not for me, doing anything 
That might make me feel happy 
I look in the mirror and all I see 
Is who I used to be and what I cant achieve 

I don’t want to be broken anymore

a letter

lyrics:

My bed is the ocean 
My head is the boat that floats in it 
Why do I keep on having these dizzy spells 

I think my eyes are bleeding 
I cant feel my heart beating 
Everything has gone to hell 

I'm not dead but my head is playing tricks on me 
I'm walking around, I can't see a damn thing 
But I don't really want to if this is what its come to 
Then I'll leave 

I can’t abandon ship 
I don't know how to swim 
Will someone please get me some ibuprofen 

I think I’ve undone myself 
This time I don't feel too well
This seasickness is really getting to me  

I'm not dead but my head is playing tricks on me 
I'm walking around, I can't see a damn thing 
But I don't really want to if this is what its come to 
Then I'll leave

dizzy spells

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