Fear Cult - If You’re Watching

Horror vacui's debut LP released by Avant! Records and Agipunk

In Darkness You Will Feel Alright

original : https://youtu.be/ucg-4pH6N-g?si=0tTDjbA-4X8h5mKL

Rosegarden Funeral Party - Fear Of Feeling Nothing

original : https://youtu.be/0JFeNMUB7Bw?si=pmypyElC3RIVdTEf

Rosegarden Funeral Party - Another Dead Soul

Mephisto Walz-Painted Black

Paralysed age - Bloodsucker

I'm coming

Don’t Spill the Tea (Judas Just Like Me)

[verse]
You said to me
The party has to end
So don’t pretend 
to be set free
It’s not that I
find excuses to ask why
I try to hide 
Unwanted attractions 
I still have towards a guy 

[verse]
Bruised and broken identity inside
I cry 
Please care for me
Stop pushing me away 
Delivered I say
Yet you still think that I’m gay
Lonely one I stay

[chorus]
You let me be
Even if I still give in
To the bondage of pornography
The temptation that I feel within 
Causes you to grin
But I know I will still win
Because God has forgiven 

[verse]
The struggle with my flesh and sin
While rejected by the feminine 
Testosterone still winks at me
This battle is real 
Yet you still let go of me
How I feel now
Is lost at sea

[pre-chorus]
Careful not to spill the tea
As you look down at me
Call me what you want 
You are 
a troubled soul 
and a

[chorus]
Judas Just Like Me 
Difference is I won’t stay that way
Because my heart desires to turn away 
Even if I struggle every single day 
To not be gay
I know who I choose to follow 

[outro]
The Truth, the Life, and the Way
In the arms of Jesus I will stay
Even if I struggle 
His light will guide the way
This I pray….

Don’t Spill the Tea (Judas Just Like Me)

Neon Devil – Crown of Serpents (Re-Upload)

In the garden where shadows bloom
Your voice was fire, your lips the tomb
I tasted silence, I drank the flame
A serpent whispered my hidden name


Every breath a broken vow
Every touch a false somehow

Crown of serpents laid on me
Venom turns to ecstasy
I fall, I crawl, I bleed within
Temptation carved beneath my skin


Your eyes were altars drowned in sin
A prayer begins where flesh grows thin
The sky collapsed, the soil sang
I kissed the wound where angels hang


Every tear a holy lie
Every kiss a way to die


Crown of serpents laid on me
Venom turns to ecstasy
I fall, I crawl, I bleed within
Temptation carved beneath my skin

Whisper louder, coil me tight
Drag me deeper into night
Blood of heaven on my tongue
Sing the hymn that can't be sung

Crown of serpents laid on me
Venom turns to ecstasy
I fall, I crawl, I drown in sin
That kingdom ends where I begin

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