prod number48

lyrics

nice 2 meet u i hope that we could get along
she cares about me and she tells me when im wrong
vitamins and vicodin thats what im on
keep me alive and youll never be alone
x2
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
be alone
x2
i know baby ive been trippin i cant lie about that
everyday i walk around with the world on my back
i love when u tell me itll be okay
i know ur lying but it makes me smile anyway
i looked in the mirror not surprised when i saw no one
not an angel babygirl but i think ur one
been so happy since the day we met
been so happy since the day we met

how we first met

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up 

Pack up my things and put my effort where it’s better placed
I’m never content I always wish I had a better face
Wish I had some better friends
One day imma move away and I won’t be the quiet one
Why am I so paranoid
Feel like they watching me
But at the same time
I want the world to see
I’m so much more than this
I’m using what I have
I’m doing what I can but I can build much better things

And it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up
It’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark, it’s always so dark
Yeah I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up, I messed it all up

You called me last night I didn’t answer as usual
I’ve been up I’ve been down it’s just like usual
For a few days I’m feeling a good seven out of ten
Cause I ignored school now my grades falling down the alphabet
Tryna be consistant with everything at once
But when I do something good I mess something else up
Only got a year left waiting for everything to change
But a year feels like forever when everything feels the same

It’s always so dark (everything feels the same)
I messed it all up (it feels the same)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up (everything feels the same)
It’s always so dark (It’s always so dark)
I messed it all up (I messed it all up)
It’s always so dark I messed it all up I messed it all up

spotify

Alphabet

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

late but happy pride? :) produced by me

lyrics-
i want a normal highschool love but i'm only allowed a crush
i've hidden myself for five years and now i'm just lost
everyone's at the end i'm at the start and i know i can't catch up
i'm not the only one i shouldn't feel sorry for myself
in the night my head starts to drown

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

i'm just stuck in circles nothing ever change
i self deprecate and hope it goes away
i do this all the damn time
and in the morning try forget what i was feeling last night
i need to get away don't wanna live my whole life on my own
then i start to think so far i've been alright all alone
this world's so fuckin stupid and i swear to god that i'm done
i let my head start to drown

start to drown, start to drown
i can't make it stop when my head gets loud
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
even if they did they'd pretend they didn't hear me at all
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
stand over my dead body i'm just gonna lay on the ground
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
but i'm not it's not as easy as i thought it was

start to drown, start to drown
(oh no, oh no, oh no)
i stood and screamed for years but nobody heard a sound
(a sound, a sound, a sound)
i let them get to me and they watch me all bleed out
(bleed out, bleed out, bleed out)
so i'll just run away pretend i'm okay in my own house
(my house, my house, house)

Only Allowed a Crush

https://open.spotify.com/track/7MYtXgMHJxhyFiKTkmEMfx
YOU’VE BEEN ON MY MIND I CAN SAY THAT :::)
prod. wolfgang pander (i just added the kicks)
feat. @b2nny
mixed and shit by me 
epic freestyle (john style)
john

(epic shit we say in the song)
[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

[b2nny]
late nights i've been
thinkin' what we could be
all these thoughts in my mind
baby yes i said please
but im crushed down
yeah im lost in my head
(john)
ill be fine yeah
im just better off dead 

sorry baby i dont wanna be with you
i didnt know that i liked u but i wont feen for u
i wont dream for you
no i wont skeem for you
all these thoughts in my brain
no i wont lean towards you

uh, me and you, what a fuckin' mess
i tried to keep me and u together
 i tried my best
i said fuck the rest
i said fuck the rest
all these demons in my brain yeah they put me to text yeah

[neoprada]
you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

you've been on my mind i can say that
when u call me back just to fuck wit me
you can stay there
cant tell me what to do now
im really fucking scared
wonder when my last day will be
in this fuckin' mess

u must believe that im so stressed out
i might need ur touch right now
i might need some neck now (lol)
you think that im playing with who?
you think imma talk now
you think that im stuck now
ask me to come down you know i cant now

no u can not ever see
what is wrong with me
no i can not ever be what i wanna be
im so stuck in this world
i cant go out anymore
i cant go out anymore

neoprada + b2nny + wolfgang pander - mess

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

yurms - i dont wanna be here anymore (yurms+ascii)

basically twitterloser but i’m even more mad

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[verse]
get out my head
wish u were dead
yeah when i bled
u laughed n stared
while i was down bad
left with dread
without a friend 
left in the end

i’m all alone and i’m ok with that
as long as u stay way the fuck right back 
yeah baby don’t attempt to come right back
cuz baby i don’t rlly know ‘bout that

[pre-chorus]
and even though u been gone from my life so long
ur presence lingers on and on
and all those scars u left on me
just make me want to fucking scream

[hook]
i h8 u! 
despise u! >:(
ur the reason i’m this way
suicidal
can’t get up, no
ur the reason i’m this way
i’m numb to 
the pain now :/
ur the reason i’m this way
your lies and 
your fake love
ur the reason i’m this way

[verse]
yeah it’s so hard for me to just pretend 
it’s all ok
when u were close to me, and u just gave my love away 
i trusted u, guess that’s too bad :/
i shoulda knew, it makes me mad >:(

well it’s ur loss
n it’s ur fault 
that we fell apart
n u left me to rot 
what we had, i laid it to rest
those wasted years, i feel regret

[pre-chorus & hook]

[outro w/ 28 ppl :o]

ur the reason im this way (jane remover)

son of a gun
@Sewerbratz   https://youtu.be/1SeRPCH7fjo
https://rosesleeves.com

Alphabet

‎Rosesleeves

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