@elliemillss
production by me + ramona heart + valetical

dont try to say what it is
waste my day
i try to let you know how it is
how it stay

i try to say no
i dont know whats wrong with me
ripping out my teeth
i try to forget
i dont know how i let it happen to me

dont try to say what it is
waste my day
i try to let you know how it is
how it stay
dont try to say what it is (i try to say no)
waste my day (i dont know whats wrong with me
ripping out my teeth)
i try to let you know how it is (i try to forget)
how it stay (i dont know how i let it happen to me)

creep

ellie mills - how did this happen?

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

Produced by Cesare Franceschi & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
Wasn’t looking for much
Guess I got what I want
Wide eyed mind
Thought it could pack a punch
But when you’re alone
Know you feel it all
Feel it in your blood
Know everything and none
It’s just another one

A dream that I wish
I could discard
Cause I thought I knew what I wanted at the start
The feeling of you
Which I can’t depart
Is just setting back my already stunted heart

One day figure out why I miss my mark
You weren’t the start
Did that on my own
But you played your part
It grows as I grow
Some day I’ll get it forget it in the dark
Let down my guard
And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

Dropped it all to make you stay but
Couldn’t let it stop
My regrets don’t make the memory fade
Couldn’t do nothing
If I wake you up
I’ll never move
You took my arm
And wrapped your shoulder
Don’t wanna leave alone
But I’m getting older
With every thought of you

A dream that I wish
I could discard
Cause I thought I knew what I wanted at the start
The feeling of you
Which I can’t depart
Is just setting back my already stunted heart

One day figure out why I miss my mark
You weren’t the start
Did that on my own
But you played your part
It grows as I grow
Some day I’ll get it forget it in the dark
Let down my guard
And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

One day figure out why I miss my mark
You weren’t the start
Did that on my own
But you played your part
It grows as I grow
Some day I’ll get it forget it in the dark
Let down my guard
And you’ll throw it up
Be sick as a dog
Forever be stuck

Dogsick w/ sona blue

prod me + @omgisai + @trustt + @v_letical

lyrics:

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding x2

i've been on the edge
cigarettes, you can smell it on my breath
i got one chance, ima make this shit my fucking best
he a dead man, yea my bullets going through his vest
thought he said sum? pussy boy got filled with that led

and it's sad, i don't care about myself
seeing black, and my skin is really pale
left it in the past, then i turned to someone else
and I'm back, bitch please don't hit my cell

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
lost sight, I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken x2

you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding 
-
you were the one i needed
you broke me down in pieces
i wish I had a reason
my wrist is fucking bleeding

baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken
-
baby you're the one i needed
and I'm tryna let it sink in
I've been having trouble seeing
bloodshot, I can feel my body weaken

needed [out now on spotify]

@1crusafix @1bracelets @keyframee @stylas @sennaiidesu @bobyaccount @helixtex

we're just having fun :P (happy birthday shoutout to cesi)

lyrics:

@funny

posted up on mic up hangin with my bros
i could never give a shit cause i'm talkin to a poser
that boy fucked up everyday i'm getting closer
and everytime they go low i go lower

i be runnin' up in saks, with the bag
i get bitches, does that make you mad
idgaf about your shit, it's so trasH LOL
i just got his iP imma make em lag

@1crusafix

mic in, mic out
talking shit on mic up then we'll fucking gun you down
i got gas up in my lungs, you think that i give a (BRO WHAT)
got that blade im pulling up, heard yo shit it fucking sucks

okay, you can stop
i been making, all this guap 
asking for a hand out, told that boy go get a job
empty out the friends list, i dont got no friends now
i just got unfriended, cuz i was on doll house XD

@1bracelets

yea we hopin on mic up
(omg)
wit my bros

ethan hit me up and i feel like goin ghost
if you buy me bladeball skins u kno im finna fold
dont get me mad >:(
dont tell me shit i already know ahhh

dont get me mad (ahh)
we gon fuckin clash (ahh)
ima leave the match (ahh)
you wont see me back (ahh)

make me fuckin mad (ahh)
we gon fuckin clash (ahh)
ima leave the match (ahh) 
ima leave the match (ahh)

@keyframee

were on mic up and were never logging out
we got shooters
send em robux and they coming to your house
we be posted up
you not with the gang dont come around
always stuck up in the past
till the choppa break your mouth 

we got robux
that we gonna keep on raking in 
you dont know us
follow us on mic up we not FRIENDS 
he gon think that this mic up when he come out with no head
he gon see the color flash when we fill him up with L.E.D (bro wtf is this bar)

@stylas

not mr nice guy
metal got him tongue tied
yea i put this za up in my chest it got my lungs fried
idgaf
hold ths shit im goin up
pull tha trigger
leave him stumped
"how this shit not adding up?"

and u cant get it
im rizzin all these women up on mic up 
u ain winnin
had 2 bring this genre back
jus so we'd kill it
real mic up villains HAHAHA
im a marksman 
ima hit all of my shots
na we ain missing
talk that shit 
u gonna say hi to this glock LOL
FUUCK

@sennaiidesu

ain’t hop on mic up, know that i’m still hoppin on dis
different time zones, thats the only way u talk shit
looking down cause we stay movin up
in da hood sending em rounds, dat shit painful to ya
spent like 10 robandz on dis fit
feel unstoppable, shoutout *bleep*
fall into the void yet again
i won’t drop the ball, i won’t miss

@bobyaccount

fuck u lookin at kid
eatin breakfast
pony watch on my wrist
imma spit a little bit
like im acrid
got my voice changer and u think im hackin
add my discord imma blow ur head off
unless u stop
all u bitches so soft
turn ur mic off for me u bitch
cuz im the coolness!!!

@helixtex

we on mic up, we dont give a fuck
we on your bih, why u such a
i dont give a fuck, hop on this
no, your music fuckin sucks
u work at mcdonalds, how bout u make it a deluxe
deluxe (x10)

shoutout the other homies in the cover art :) love u guys

kill a bug

Intro:
I Feel it in my skin and I feel in my bones
I know your on your own I can feel it in my bones

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

Your clawing through the walls
Im going through my stuff
I been looking for a weapon that could mess you up
Maybe I could get attention if I text you first
I been overthinking maybe I don't do enough

I wanted to know what your friends think about me
Do they think I'm really cool I doubt it
I'm in need of something new I'm cloudy
How could I ever have you without it

I know I don't know what I'm doin
But catch me in a year or two (ok)
Ill be telling all my friends
I be telling all my friends about you

I been working on 
Working on my taste
Wandering around me hitting me with your cold gaze
I been living in a maze for a long time yeah can someone get me out of this shit

I been known im not yet it
If I told you what I'm thinking what'd you think
Ever wonder when you'll find something weird
Ever wonder if you'll find me death

I'm just doing my thing and you know nothing of it until I am gone
Because I just wanna know you think about me bout me bout me until I'm gone

wntd2

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

spotify

lyrics

baby, I’m not tryna go freak out
But you’re playing with my life right now
Can you tell me when the high comes down?
I don’t ever wanna leave this town

Oh no where at the party and I’m falling apart
You got the key to my life
you got the key to my heart
So now I wish to go back
We’re going back to the start
That night that we fucking met
The night of falling apart
That night you told me you love me
Its crazy you’re never there
We're in the back of the party
We’re doing drugs on the stairs
And I know now I mean nothing to you
Trust me, I’m aware
Like I can’t do this now

Hate you and hate this town
Thank God I’m up right now
Thank God I’m up right now
up right now
Oh no i don’t wanna play your games
Hating on me cause we’re not the same
With synthetic in the back all day

I don’t wanna play this
Bitch you know you’re dead to me
See me on your playlist
Everything you said to me

Oh no where at the party and I’m falling apart
You got the key to my life
you got the key to my heart
So now I wish to go back
We’re going back to the start
That night that we fucking met
The night of falling apart
That night you told me you love me
Its crazy you’re never there
We're in the back of the party
We’re doing drugs on the stairs
And I know now I mean nothing to you
Trust me, I’m aware
Like I can’t do this now

I don’t wanna play this
Bitch you know you’re dead to me
See me on your playlist
Everything you said to me

fijimar party

stream

party [jvsper]

original by R5 This was one of my fav songs ever when i was little
produced by Me

lyrics
u said what u said
when words are knives its hard not to forget
but something in my head wouldn't reset
cant give up on us yet no woah
wo o oah
ur love was so real
it pulled me in just like a magnetic field
id let u go but somethings taking the wheel
yeah its taking the wheel oh woah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

i should be making a break
up all night thinking im planning my escape
but this insomnia aint going away
and now im back at ur place / oh no!
wo o oah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(got my heart made up on u)

look what u did what u did what ur doing to me
u got me searching for the words like a silent movie
i cant breathe i cant see ur so out of control
but baby honestly my hands are up im letting go

(got my heart made up on u)

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

my mind says no
heart made up on u
up on u
up on u

heart made up on you (cover)

Lyrics: 

Get up
Get out
Gotta make a change
Take control
It's time to rearrange
In this life
No one else will save you
Gotta put yourself and your dreams ahead

Work hard
Hustle every single day

No excuses
Ain't no time to play
Be your own hero
You're the only one
Take care of yourself
Don't rely on anyone

Wake up
Rise up
And face the sun
Embrace the challenges
Let go of what's done
Protect your heart
Guard your mind
Leave the negativity and doubts behind

No excuses
Ain't no time to play
Be your own hero
You're the only one
Take care of yourself
Don't rely on anyone

Piano instrumental


No excuses
Ain't no time to play
Be your own hero
You're the only one
Take care of yourself
Don't rely on anyone

No excuses
Be your own hero

Be Your Own Hero

son of a gun
@Sewerbratz   https://youtu.be/1SeRPCH7fjo
https://rosesleeves.com

Dogsick w/ sona blue

‎Rosesleeves

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