relistening to this after watching the movie "beautiful boy" from the conversation in the beginning of the song, and damn

Mic Test (Prod. Dxntemadeit)

produced by yours truly
w @blxty @mental
art by @ihateshota
<3

doll feat. blxty, mental

[kurtains]
i'll b honest
i wna cry bout it
im on these drugs
u gon frown bout it 
i hate that i always gotta lie bout it
n i hate how i feel like all this time

[kuru]
hotel 3rd floor throwin up in a bathroom
i aint messin w a fool i jus needa get my cash soon
u can lie2 me 
smokin thrax ina motherfuckn bathroom

[kurtains]
rollin loud cuz i had2
me n keegan had 2 smoke em w a bassoon
(angelus: no u didnt)
bro did i ask u 
u dont kno a thing ab me all the shit i went thru

[kuru]
u dont kno a thing ab me
posted up w kurtains and my double s 0 3s 

[kurtains]
u dont kno a thing ab me 
u dont kno a single thing ab

[kuru] 
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

[kurtains] 
i kno u got ur problems
n i got mine 2
i jus want sum 2 put my mind 2
n the only thing i think ab
stressin me the fuck ab
one day this shit gna die out
yea thats the truth n u kno it 
got a bag n u playin w some drugs, clowns
fuck u even doin?? u disgrace fuckn clueless
dont talk yo shit bout me your life is bogus

[kuru] 
i jus rly wna die now
i jus wna b w all my friends wna dine out
actin up they should put u inna time out
even tho i say all this shit i still love u
thatll never change
even tho im goin thru it jus kno that ill never change
even tho im goin crazy standin by my fuckin self
i think its best that u kno that ill stay the same 

put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

https://soundcloud.com/kurtains
https://soundcloud.com/thefthproject
https://soundcloud.com/holidaykiss
https://soundcloud.com/lunamatic
https://soundcloud.com/mynameisvalentine

clueless +kurtains (lunamatic + holidaykiss)

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

helix tears - tell me feat. goonncity, noheart, novagang and friends (prod. delto, angelus)

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

free vbux 
shoutout : https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells n https://soundcloud.com/misakufoxx 4 being vry dope n cool n ghood at muzik 

and shoutout https://soundcloud.com/1vessel n https://soundcloud.com/prodkaito 4 being da best producerz ever :DD

lyricz:

fuck. fuckkk \. fuck fuck fuck

i throw it all up.... i throw it all up. 

please pinky promise, till we frolic 
got a lota bands, throw em up, like its vomit 
guess this is a [process, just gotta follow it 
im eatin some frog legz, im in thailand 
n honestly, ima do what i want
noticed that a couple ppl rly jealous (of) wat i got
swear i rly see tha evil, in every single 1 
swear dis mp rly lethal, carry it everywhere i go. 
everywhere i go! 


i stay hot, wherever, im meltin all the snow 
u talk big behind the screenz, but i kno u always choke (ur a keyboard warrior) 
just think like this, we r all imposterz 
n whenever we see u walk in we all laugh at u n joke 
im laughin on the slope 
im dancin in my coat 
im only happy cus im thinking bout these bands im finna smoke 
n i see that u lost hope, ur rly not alone. 
i relate, but i'd rather just sit back n gloat (IM AN ASSHOLE)

throw it all up 
throw it all up 
give a fuck ab tha cost bruh 
ur honestly.. looking pretty lost bruh


please pinky promise, till we frolic 
got a lota bands, throw em up, like its vomit 
guess this is a [process, just gotta follow it 
im eatin some frog legz, im in thailand (international)  
n honestly, ima do what i want
noticed that a couple ppl rly jealous (of) wat i got
swear i rly see tha evil, in every single 1 
swear dis mp rly lethal, carry it everywhere i go. 
everywhere i go! 

(wells) 
hang me up and then just leave me in the cold, like you always do
hurt my heart and left it cracked and scarred, like you always do
everything i touch just falls apart, like im midas but its even worse
i detect no meaning in your words
you just chat like a chicken with its head cut off
think i might just batter and fry you up
like im hannibal, everytime that you get hurt
its like a miracle
i dont wanna talk
think that you should take a walk somewhere that's far away
i dont wanna see your face


please pinky promise, till we frolic 
got a lota bands, throw em up, like its vomit 
guess this is a [process, just gotta follow it 
im eatin some frog legz, im in thailand 
n honestly, ima do what i want
noticed that a couple ppl rly jealous (of) wat i got
swear i rly see tha evil, in every single 1 
swear dis mp rly lethal, carry it everywhere i go. 
everywhere i go! 


(misa)
like uuuuughh... i’m so gooooone-
heh, wait-
hop outa the car, hop into the frame, on her knees like ima prince, sippin purple rain!
please don’t hit me up unless it’s about some money, funny, i think that they funny, it’s really fuckin funny
how u talkin shit but u gon smile right in front of me, my life’s a summary, but it’s yet to get in front of me
keep to myself, that’s my bad, feel so short i can’t stop being mad, Nd it’s my life but it’s your fad, i can’t take the things to the gravee tht i had ... (fuck)



please pinky promise, till we frolic 
got a lota bands, throw em up, like its vomit 
guess this is a [process, just gotta follow it 
im eatin some frog legz, im in thailand 
n honestly, ima do what i want
noticed that a couple ppl rly jealous (of) wat i got
swear i rly see tha evil, in every single 1 
swear dis mp rly lethal, carry it everywhere i go. 
everywhere i go!

vomit w/ blackwinterwells & misakufoxx (4am + kaito)

we recorded this at like 10pm while playin skate 3 at erics crib
https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa
https://soundcloud.com/alice-gass
https://soundcloud.com/danteinred
https://soundcloud.com/angelus7k

resolve +ericdoa (angelus + alice gas)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1XWjuVYPyTieFN4M4y0Us3

art by @n9kki on ig

featuring
@p4rkr
@wido123456789

prod
@blackwinterwells

Spotify

cruel w/ wido & quinn

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

spotify

Help Me w/ Osquinn

@notlieu
@angelus7k
@funeral
@sebseb122

prod. me

art by: @/ratstep on twitter

Social (ft. lieu, angelus, funeral, sebii)

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

April Showers Bring May Flowers (prod. heavn)

the prey you confide in
@Sewerbratz   https://youtu.be/1SeRPCH7fjo
https://rosesleeves.com

Help Me w/ Osquinn

‎Rosesleeves

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