 it made me cry it's a beautiful song I love it 🔥🔥🔥

songs im ruining for myself by playing them on repeat

produced by saint tomorrow and taylor morgan
tiny backing on the chorus and cool watercolour painting by 8485

RESTORE feat. midwxst (saint tomorrow+taylor morgan)

Credits://
@kassgocrazy
@prodruno (ig)
@bodygaard
@findwield (mastering)

Notes://

Lyrics://
slide through like it’s home base
come down to place 
at about 9 just swing by at your own pace
but i got one fear
that you won’t make it here
and you so damn unclear
i ain’t got time for tears
send love xo
when she send love xo
but she sent love xo
this ain’t love
give it up

she played my last drop
looking at photos of me on her desktop
she has my headshot
she wants my head shot
she fake as fuck tho
when i see her in public
she says i’m nothing without her
but she means nothing to me

i did it for us though baby
lifted you up already
look at the thanks i got from you
why do you act so shady
only in front of me
what did i take from you?

i need to weigh all my option
would you do the same for me too
don’t want this stuck to my conscience
whatever i gotta forgive you

doesn’t mean that anything is changed
i ain’t doing this again
there ain’t nothing to sustain
you’re having trouble with the pain, wait
why should i care if you run away
i’m not tied to you at all in any sort of way

slide through like it’s home base
come down to place 
at about 9 just swing by at your own pace
but i got one fear
that you won’t make it here
and you so damn unclear
i ain’t got time for tears
send love xo
when she send love xo
but she sent love xo
this ain’t love
give it up

keep my fingers crossed still hoping that show
only time will tell but i know that you wont
but my time is money run me what you owe
sos
sos

Home Base (prod. kassgocrazy & runo)

https://soundcloud.com/bodygaard
https://soundcloud.com/yurmsauce
https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Art by @Worldwidewilly
Lyrics:
[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I'm moving on
I'm always calling you out
Is this what this love's about (Is this what this love's about)
Dancing by the street light
I still can't see you
(It's alright)

[Chorus: Noahh]
Think you developed, you in the same place
I swear I can't do another talking stage
This is too good to go
Am I for real, I don't know
You won't be there after rain
Think it's about to snow
I spent too much time on you
Just to not go see it through
Swear, I always fucking lose
I say I don't care, but I do
I think I'm running out of time
I'd say I love you but I'm lying
My head was gone, that's bottom line

[Verse 1: bodyGaard]
My, oh, my, I've been through it all
I don't mind, if we call a draw
Time and time again, I can't be honest with you
You gave me reasons for trust issues
So all this time I really thought we werе compatible, but nah
This realization hits me hardеr every time I see you go
I waited far too much, the perfect moment passed me long ago
And everyone in second place, I'll only settle for the gold
But now it's getting old
My fate is in the dice that I chose to roll
You can see the sweat drip down my face
Knowing I've been replaced

[Verse 2: Yurms]
Lost in the lights, I'm alright, but I hate you
I don't know why I got a list, why I hate you
Open my eyes, I'm awake, made a breakthrough
How long can it fucking take to?
Really?
Held up by pillars
Stuck in a blizzard
Feeling your pressure
Never gets better
Stuck in the cold, feeling the shivers
Stuck like a sliver

[Chorus: Noahh]
Think you developed, you in the same place
I swear I can't do another talking stage
This is too good to go
Am I for real, I don't know
You won't be there after rain
Think it's about to snow
I spent too much time on you
Just to not go see it through
Swear, I always fucking lose
I say I don't care, but I do
I think I'm running out of time
I'd say I love you but I'm lying
My head was gone, that's bottom line

Snow w/ Bodygaard & Yurms (Rosesleeves)

Produced by @delto & Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And sometimes I wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

And I’ve tried giving it time
It feels like you’ll always be a part of my life
But for some reason we had to say goodbye
Maybe I’ll find you in another lifetime
And I’ve tried to distract myself
Think about something else
But my head keeps on taking me back to you this is hell
I’m tryna figure out how to live my life without you
And I still don’t know how to
Cause nothing stops the hurt

You’re the best sculptor I’ve ever known
And I’ll always wish for an alternate ending where we were still close
In this abyss where a million things could’ve happened
I’m not sure why it went how it did and I can’t help but look back
I can’t find a way, I can’t find a way
To stop that

I got new people in my life and I’m tryna rearrange them
To fill the space you left but I know it isn’t working
I told myself it wasn’t meant to be I’m lying
But I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying yeah
Just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying 
I’m lying but I’ll just keep on trying yeah I’ll just keep on trying cause nothing stops the hurt

Sculptor (coprod. Delto)

song is out on all plats too <3
feat @funeral & @nxrthstarr
my chorus mixed by @rosesleeves
prod https://www.instagram.com/pacificproduced
cover art https://www.instagram.com/pasabist/

lyrics:
[Verse 1: funeral]
I been trapped in my head, for days and I'm dying
Tried to go out, four ways and I'm trying
Not to force it, but of course it, never works out
Fall asleep in the dark, I wake up
Nothin' I could do could make up
Anything about this, everything about this

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Verse: nxrthstar]
Crushin' pills in the bathroom
All I'm thinkin' 'bout is biting on your tattoo
Oh my God, is this real life?
Psychosis and wasted nights
So is it love or the drugs?
Either way, baby, think I had too much
I'm overdosin' on your touch, I took too much (Yeah)
From you, couldn't ever say, “I love you”
I can tell you never trusted me
Now you know why they don't fuck with me, yeah

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Yeah, just like me)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely (Ask politely)
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely (Looking likely)
You a addict, baby girl, yeah, just like me (Woah-oah)
Taste them pills on my tongue, that's why you like me (That's why you like me)
Do you want me just for me? I ask politely
Gettin' closer to the edge it's looking likely

[Outro: heroine diaries]
I’m an addict for the scripts, yeah, baby
Fentanyl on tongue, please save me
Why I have to fall in love? Oh, baby
Don't call him what you called me, baby

hiraeth/fragile (feat. funeral & nxrthstar)

produced by skress, ssort, dazegxd and myself

see me (skress, ssort, dazegxd, mochila)

prod RECYCLEBIN x RIACHUELO
cool swag song means a lot to me
lyrics:
dont feel like its worth it
im fully imperfect
im learning new ways
behind closed curtains
im putting the work in
no recognition
nothing im earning
an angel a serpent
im falling to pieces 
im truthfully hurtin
these bridges im burning
the tables are turnin
i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

know its better unsaid
i just hope that it ends
working all night
to make this shit
i feel so empty
like i should
i hope it comes out good
cause

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile n shit
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

(endie moans off beat 4 some time)

i think that im worth it
i might not be perfect
but thats okay
everything gets better 
i been under the weather
i know its whatever

i feel new to this
i have been through it
I smile with bliss
inevitably endin
ex said i been a dick
i smile again
turn to new beginning
you tried
you failed
ruined it
i dont like to call em out
i didnt forget
im forgivin

spotify

bliss (recyclebin + ria)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-


you always run away 
from the pain
you don’t wanna feel too much
that’s okay
but maybe you don’t feel enough
you don’t know how to let in love
stuck living the same day
on repeat 
and you never wanna change
not helping
you can’t always get your way
everytime you pack your bags and run

you cut leave some scars then move on to the next one
try convince yourself that you’re still having fun 
you’re not
you’re still on the run it never stops
you can’t run away try forget what you left behind
just the one who got away and kinda lost their mind
you’re lost
did you think that i forgot

you run as fast as you can
and i know you won’t let anything in
cause it consumes your mind
you think about it all the time
and that’s why you don’t want them to get close
cause you always end up hurting the most
i know that you wanna let go
but you’re way too scared to fall

you always run away
from the pain
you don’t wanna feel too much
that’s okay
bur maybe you don’t feel enough
don’t tell me that you’re giving up

you cut leave some scars then move on to the next one
try convince yourself that you’re still having fun 
you’re not
you’re still on the run it never stops
you can’t run away try forget what you left behind
just the one who got away and kinda lost their mind
you’re lost
did you think that i forgot

You're Lost

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You messed it up for me
You made it worse than it had to be
I’m tryna get back to where I once was
But I’m lost and I don’t know what I need
Now I can’t find a place
I’m never gon feel safe
I’m tryna be on my own
I try to close my eyes 
But you’re there every time
You won’t leave me alone

I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep
I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep

I just need one night of sleep
My body’s feeling so weak
You keep on doin this to me
I’m losing all my control
You did this it’s all your fault
I’m gon end up all alone

I gave up everything I had for you
Now I’ve lost direction
I thought that you would see this through
Guess I’ve learned my lesson
The night you fucking crashed the car and
You ended up in my arms
Starting to feel so far away
Just wanna go back to that day
Now I can’t find a place
I’m never gon feel safe
I’m tryna be on my own
I try to close my eyes 
But you’re there every time
You won’t leave me alone

I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep
I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep

One Night of Sleep

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

oh fuck that
i don't wanna talk about a rough patch
and if u don't even wanna give a hug back
then i'm leaving ur bed i'm not returning my head until u tell me what went wrong

grip that
wesson
is it a sight to see
learned my
lesson
my mind is fighting me

step back
listen
die w the centipedes
burn my
tendons
questioning why does she

cry
and i won't hold back
cuz what we have won't last
i can't let go of past
mistakes i
erase lies

so fuck that
idgaf abt a rough patch
u won't even bother j to look back
kiss me on the cheek and give a hug back
miss that

facetime
honestly it feels like u j waste time
every time we talk u make me hate life
every time we don't it makes me hate mine

base my
heart
around every tiny part
i witnessed things when it got too hard
i'm getting calls while i'm in my car
u pierced right thru me with words like darts

ain't nothing wrong w my head
i'm stepping outta ur bed
i'm always thinking bout how this went wrong
pistol packin by the side of my desk
i fill my brain with this lead
so i distract myself and write this song

rough patch (st jimmy + ryo)

yurms - i dont wanna be here anymore (yurms+ascii)

production: heavn @heavenindaclouds + loop by stagehoax @stagehoax
mixing & mastering: me & heavn

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

again w/ heavn (heavn + stagehoax)

twitter.com/christianblair
www.instagram.com/christianblair/

prod - @1hallow - twitter.com/1vyxs
art & master by me

getting back into posting this year, looking to work with more artists! dm me : )

https://soundcloud.com/1flea/para-ti

check out the alt version :)

4u (hallow)

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

One Night of Sleep

‎Rosesleeves

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