Bro your growth as an artist is a true joy to witness. 🙏🤗

Produced by me,
vocals done by me and @blackwinterwells


Lyric video!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOo7oc2fzmk

On spotify now!!
https://open.spotify.com/track/0KmgxBtKm4TAVTTZmd5jfc?si=ea502b8a05c44b62

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Full song breakdown on Virus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zJ8vz3-YYU&t=576s

you take the, thoughts right out of my own head
you take them and use em up for no good
and now you're turning against me and i don't know why

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

well i don't wanna be, on your jagged edge
i don't wanna be there when your bottomless pit ends
i don't like, all your details either gotta cut off you're split ends
burning bridges left and right 
now you wanna come back tryna make a mends

grabbing my legs, cuz' you don't want to leave 
kicking and screaming about some shit i can't believe
like why you complaining about the side that i can't see
ya i'm punching my mirror like how could you do that to me

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

cuz' there's a light at the end of the tunnel
i asked you to dance but you said you didn't wanna
i've been feeling stressed so im smoking marijuana
and i cant find a way to get myself under the gutter

why'd you cut me so deep though
flip me like a re-post
every time i walk past you treat me like a creep-o
i guess that's how it is though
is this really it? oh
got me walkin' on some egg shells, got me movin' tip toe

[blackwinterwells]

you cant see
all the chaos you're sewing
don't you ever stop and think
that this might be the wrong damn thing

u want me to care im not gonna
you're off your fucking nut
you're a clown, you're bananas
just take another step, look at you
and what you're doing
we all know you're a doofus
just stop and no more fighting

my veins all feel like lightning
but its all smoke in mirrors
u tried to pull the world over my eyes but i see clearer
its actually fucking funny, 
all that bullshit u told me
and I even believed it 
oh ha wow such a dummy

kicking & screaming w/ blackwinterwells

Produced by Rosesleeves
Additional Vocals by Noahh

Lyrics-
(They hate it when I kid
I’m not joking need my fix bitch
Tired of the playing
Under the hex of a witch yes
I think I'm finally sick yes
Ay, yes, ay)

They hate it when I kid
I’m not joking need my fix
I told them I’m a poet
Laughed until they were in stitches
Tired of the playing
Under the hex of a witch yes
Been a two three years
And I think I'm finally sick yes
Juggling a soul now I don't know where it is
Energy is dark carry the wind of the finches
I remember nothing when I look at all the pictures
And I know they’re lying told me that they wanna live yeah

Don’t look me in the eye and tell me things you told another
I’ve lived it all before it don’t apply already been there
Tell me what I mean not in the arms of a lover
Wondering if they cared
Crushing up a memory
Break in to expose the details
Some things should be kept inside
They’re fit for breaking people
Watercolour sunsets
Running out of pigment
Living in the grey
Should’ve warned me that it’s lethal
Stuck in between these four walls
I’d never say it’s your fault
The sinking lasts for hours
But I’m trying my best to live more
Don’t know if you’re upset
Or if you’re just faded
We spend all our days
Tryna work out how to be painless
Nothing til I’ve made it
Tired of being faceless
Just wanna be first in line
Before the day I’m braindead
Can’t live with the one time
Not ‘bout being famous
Tryna reinvent the ouroboros I was born in

They hate it when I kid
I’m not joking need my fix
I told them I’m a poet
Laughed until they were in stitches
Tired of the playing
Under the hex of a witch yes
Been a two three years
And I think I'm finally sick yes
Juggling a soul now I don't know where it is
Energy is dark carry the wind of the finches
I remember nothing when I look at all the pictures
And I know they’re lying told me that they wanna live yeah

Finches

halo3 +8485

production @v_letical
mixing mastering @v_letical

lyrics:

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change

(blit)
its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
(go)
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh

its still the same
dont think i will ever change
get out my way
im not having a good day
my feelings fade
memories they go away
oh
i promise i wont ever change
dont try 2 talk to me if u dont like me
yea u do all this stupid stuff 2 spite me
its killing me, the pain its stuck inside me
i dont like u, im just tryna say it nicely

did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it 2 me
(blit)
did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have 2 live without me
(go)
i know u hiding, y u and ur friends talking about me
well if u really fucking hate me, cmon say it t-

(blit)
(go)
(blit)
(im restless, no sleep)
(ik i hurt u, go burn me)
(go)
(whats wrong with me)

(165)

i'll never change

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPIRhrhSVjo
Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
With one mistake
A flap of the wings
Blown out of the water
It changed everything
It kept on spiralling bigger and out of control
And it just worsened and worsened until it ate me whole
Reduced to a monster
Falling down for you
A million nights alone
A lost state without a home

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

You’re in my brain now don’t think I could change it
Stuck in bad patterns and I can’t even say it
Yeah I was told a few times and I know it’s dangerous
But knowing how I am, I’ve tried before and I’m
Still inside I can’t open up
Tryna change my life cause I’m sick of us
Just going round in circles
I’m the horse that fell over every hurdle (ah, ah)

And I tried to wipe your tears
But it’s too late you’re caught up in fear
I would die for you to be right here
Your paranoia ruined us it’s clear
Opal eyes I could stare at for years
And I could lie spotlight on a deer
I think you hated me when I said I hate it here

I don’t think you could change if you tried your hardest
You lived with all the pain push real ones furthest away
(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)
Your deep red it stained weakened all my heartstrings
You can’t stop the rain when you made it come your way
(Your way, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

(Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay
Away, ay, ay)

Music Video

Opal Eyes

spotify 14th jan 2023

ty @buginfestedfloorboards for main guitar :3 rest is prod me 

the stars align
the knife turns inside
i find new ways
its all the same

it hurts too badly
this story ends sadly
my pains too heavy
just end me
just end me

keep trying
keep crying
keep trying
and never stop

keep trying

production @v_letical
mixing mastering @v_letical

lyrics:

send my soul away
just take me somewhere safe
theyll hate me until im gone
until im gone, until im gone
spent all my life in a dark room
miss my friends but they never call me back
what is wrong w that?
ion need em anyways
i been living life freely, it aint that bad
no it aint that bad, no it aint that bad
no it aint that bad, no it aint that bad
no it aint that bad, no it aint that bad (bad, bad, bad, bad)
no it aint that bad, no it aint that bad (bad, bad, bad, bad)
no it aint that bad, no it aint that bad (bad, bad, bad, bad)
no it aint that bad, no it aint that bad (bad, bad, bad, bad)

(bad, bad, bad, bad)
(bad, bad, bad, bad)
(c4pri, what the fuck?)

(bad, bad, bad, bad)
(bad, bad, bad)

(197.058)

freely

everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

Opal Eyes

‎Rosesleeves

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