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PROD. JASONSHOCKEYMASK AKA ME

https://youtu.be/KOYcxenhI9o?si=7MKm7CpkdIIaq6RM

my inconvenience on this earth has got me mortified 
i’m asking questions, guessing fractions of my life in time 
i need some help, though keep myself away from you and I
I need it once, I need it twice, need more than you realize
and though it’s cold, I keep the warmth up on my shoulders
yeah my hearts froze, and girl, it’s only getting colder
so i, i get up early in the morning just to hold her
live my life through paranoia, lies and full exposure
but i, i keep it pushing, dont answer questions, dont even ask
I like to kick it by myself, I dont dwell on the past
but every now and then I sit back in a blank expression
teach myself a lesson, question up and count my blessings
I don’t want nothing from nobody, consult with myself
sometimes I think im schizophrenic, god i need some help
but everyday I can’t help but to keep myself from thinking
im writing reasons as the seasons change, gone off the deep end
my brain is mush, so I smoke kush, conscious gone anyway
I aim for such, but it ain’t much, I keep it day to day
my life is something short of miracles, it’s treachery
I can’t go on on this planet cuz it ain’t meant for me
but every now and then, I feel some sense of hope
my head’s down on my hands, anxiety runnin I can’t cope
but just please, enter my mind, just one more time and get a scope
tell me that I’m alright, I will not fight, I’ll just self loathe and that’s just
my whole life story, don’t want no glory, just want some peace
I’ll chug a forty, get fucked up and wish that i’m deceased 
I’ll climb the stories, get on the roof and drop on my knees
recite it poorly, a prayer, than take another drink

that’s just the way life goes…

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PROD. JASONSHOCKEYMASK
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