Wishing you missed me, I’m not adjusting

welt + sparr00w (emorave)

#ₙₒₜ #αԃʝυʂƚιɳɠ



How can you go from wanting me to just nothing
Have like 40 reasons why I just don’t do trusting
Wishing you missed me, I’m not adjusting
Walking round disassociating you know I’m not fronting

Looking in the mirror I can’t recognize
I can’t face the fact that you’re just desensitized 
Say it with my chest I think I can see through your lies
don’t know why I always have to empathize 

It’s a cycle
I can’t stop
Or fight it
I’m a flop 
Why me 
I don’t know 
driving me insane

I know I can do better than you 
why can’t I think of someone new

Pushing away those that care
You were never there

You made me feel like I had purpose 
but now I feel useless
All this time still I feel worthless
this is a daily occurrence 

All my problems, pretending they’re solved
You were toxic, still was involved
I doubt you know everything that you caused

Disassociating [prod. yandere]

Escape (Redpriest)

august 2022

COMPLEX [september22]

@prodbynox
@0k1ro
@prod_death

i guess im forced to rack up bands by my lonely
cuz everytime i look around up there its just me
nothing ever feels new
idk what to do
i been running to u im running right back to u
i just dk why i feel this way
i guess nothing ever rlly can change
we used to sit up on the field in rain
now im slumped up all i feel is pain

know that u rocking wit me cuz u know i stay there by you
i got this blicky on me u alrdy know what it do
i i got this paint all on me, i put this pain onto you
and yea these feelings they grew, why u act brand new?
i pick the scars off my face
dont care if my pills are laced
at least they numbing the pain
dont think ill wake up again

o man i cant do this again
im sorry baby i dont mean to offend
a a all i wanted for u is to be content
and i cant make ammends no i cant do this again
yea i cant do this everything i was before yea i outgrew it
dont misconstrue this
like macaroni i got cheese on my mind
u cant have any of it, ur request was declined

rain w/ nox (prod. 0k1ro x death)

thanks for 500 <3
prod by @prodsouls1
cover by me

woah what u wanna know, -can get u anything u know
u know we always stay on go, yea, i'm likely to go
yea, can u just keep that on the low, yea cant waste my time no more
yea, i almost lost fasho, i cant go back no more

yea, the real will prevail, yea thats the hidden truth
once u find that, u gotta see it through
u can get anything, anything out of love
once u know that, you gotta run it up
its the game the of life, u cant play this shit twice
yea keep that on ur mind and make ur choices wise
(hook)

almost lost (prod souls1)

inno, proxens, cavz, frostd, vistaa, k1ro, garasu, oneacuraa, lewisgoing, souls1, yashio, baz

dm on ig @prodwasterr
wasterr#2047

enjoying the process 

tysm to everyone who listened and labbed, grateful to be makin music with so many talented ppl

timestamps:

[0:00] - @resolve1k
[1:04]
[1:55] 
[2:44] - @proxensx @cavzsx
[3:40] - @lewisgoing
[4:35] - @prodsouls1
[5:34]
[6:23] - @imfrostd
[7:04] - @012207
[8:05] - @viewwd
[9:04] - @newgarasu
[10:04] - @0k1ro
[11:13] - @yashio20k
[12:21] - @oneacuraa
[13:12] 
[14:04]


art by https://www.instagram.com/pasteltyrant/

final22 (+ inno, proxens, cavz, frostd, vistaa, k1ro, garasu, lewisgoing, souls1, oneacuraa & more)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OarnNAUe_U4

is is such a bad thing
for me to be in love
for me to hold you close enough
to hear your heartbeat, and feel your pulse
against my body
you know i think of you
whenever i feel blue
im praying that you feel the same way
so tell is is that such a bad thing?

i cant believe im sitting here
and im waiting for a text back
you said ur hanging with ur friends i shoulda guessed that
cause when im near you my hearts beating out my chest
and im not too good at anything but you r what im best
can we go on a date?
ill pick u up at 8
we'll take it slow i wouldn't have it any other way
when i look at your face
i dont know what to say to you...

but is is such a bad thing
for me to be in love
for me to hold you close enough
to hear your heartbeat, and feel your pulse
against my body
you know i think of you
whenever i feel blue
im praying that you feel the same way
so tell is is that such a bad thing?

Is That Such a Bad Thing? (mv out now)

rit - it's real「cosmik x lurv」

@funny

produced by @methboiswag

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬:

[𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘰'𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘭:]
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙩𝙬𝙤, 𝙪𝙝—𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚
𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙨, 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 99 𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞—𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙖𝙛𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙙𝙖𝙮
𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙚𝙨𝙚
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙝
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙪𝙢, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙛 𝙞 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙖 𝙜𝙪𝙣, 𝙙𝙪𝙙𝙚
𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛
𝙞 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙙𝙚
𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙮
𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚, 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮 𝙟𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙮, 𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙

circulation
(X4)

losing patience
firing my laser
circulation
circulation
circulation
(X2)

circulation
(X4)

losing patience
firing my laser
circulation
circulation
circulation
(X2)

imma circulate
figure skate, figure eight
imma let you in so it dont rain
what you looking at, im losing patience
stars like nightfall
take a step into the woods and get a nightcall
im gonna write down all my feelings when the time calls
take ahold of life and get a nice pause

love, hate

be your angel
constellations
circulation
circulation

im debating our conflating love with hating
being away from one another

circulation
(X4)

imma circulate
figure skate, figure eight
imma let you in so it dont  rain
what you looking at, im losing patience
stars like nightfall
take a step into the woods and get a nightcall
im gonna write down all my feelings when the time calls
ca-a-a-ll

circulation
(X4)

losing patience
firing my laser
circulation
circulation
circulation
(X2)

[𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘰'𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘭:]
𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙢𝙚
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙬
𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚,
𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢, 𝙖𝙣𝙙, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤— 
𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙗𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙙?
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 "𝙝𝙚𝙮, 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙜!"
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙗𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 "𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮, 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮? 𝙨𝙤, 𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙨, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙?"

[𝘵𝘢𝘨:]
𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘢𝘯

[𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘰'𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘭:]
𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙥 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙝
𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜

circulation feat. funny

#rosey7 

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willrosey7@gmail.com

Disassociating [prod. yandere]

Rosey7

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